Please Don't Take This Out On Me

I stretched up so I could kiss him again, and felt relieved when he didn't pull away. In fact, he didn't even kiss back. My lips brushed his and I tried to get them to dance with mine but he just sighed almost in a bored manner and let me do whatever.
I eventually pulled away all red in the face and blushing to wrap my arms around myself. Oh Gerard... Sometimes I wish I knew what you were thinking.
"How about we... take off the towel and have some fun?"
I looked up at Gerard, puzzled at first by his odd request since we were just in the shower and I had just got myself a clean towel, but then slowly and hesitantly nodding. All I wanted was for him to be happy with me, and maybe even love me because I cared about him a lot. And if seeing me naked would help boost our relationship... well then, so be it.
"Alright Frankie, drop the towel and let me see your beautiful self."
His hazel eyes blazed with pure fire and hunger as I hesitantly let go of the towel and let it fall down my shoulders and hit the ground with a thud. I kept my gaze lowered in case Gerard didn't want me to make eye contact and awkwardly laced my hands together behind my back. I told myself to keep still and that Gerard wouldn't hurt me if I was a good boy.
I could hear his breaths deepen as his eyes raked my naked body and a growl filled with desire ripped out of his throat. "Frankie... you're such a pretty boy you know that?" I nodded and kept my eyes glued to the floor. I could tell where this was going. "However," he continued and my breathing hitched.
"I think you'd look even prettier down on your knees with my cock in your mouth."
My eyes widened and I could feel the blood rush to my head. I could hear my heartbeat echo in my own two ears as I processed what I had just heard. He wanted me to - what? That was the direction I knew this would be going, but hearing him say it... oh god.
"Did you hear me, Frankie?" His dangerous voice was back and he was standing not even two feet away from me with clenched fists and blazing eyes. I nodded to show him I heard him, and slowly raised my eyes to meet his.
Gerard was not even smirking at this point and I could see the large bulge in his pants, which made me more nervous. This wouldn't go well for me, I could just tell. "I-I've never d-done this b-before," I stuttered anxiously as I forced myself to look away from him, and focus my gaze on the yellow bottle of shampoo lying open in the tub. It was the truth, and part of me expected Gerard to laugh and toss me out of the room.
"So why don't we change that?" Gerard pushed me against the wall neither gently nor harshly and I bit my lip to keep from making any noise, and watched as he moved his lips to my neck. I could feel him biting and sucking at the most sensitive spots and I arched my back; grabbing at his shoulders. "G-Gerard-"
I let quiet moans slip from my lips and I started to claw at his shoulders slowly as his lips kissed and teased my jaw. "Gee-" I mewled as his lips grazed one spot in particular. "You like that, baby?" Gerard's hot breath tickled my neck and I nodded. His lips felt really good...
"Please give me a k-kiss." I whimpered quietly and grabbed a fistful of his hair. I didn't want to force him into doing anything, but I just wanted his lips on mine. He was driving me crazy and I wanted him so bad in the worst ways.
His lips connected with mine and I let my eyes flutter shut so I could pull him closer and kiss him harder. I tugged at his hair as he slipped his tongue past my parted lips and pushed it against mine. His kiss was perfect. He was so perfect.
"So Frankie..." Gerard's words were nearly muffled by our kiss but I heard him. "Mmh?" I whimpered; still keeping him close. "Will you go down on your knees for me now?"

Notes

yeah maybe I'll just skip the next chapter and go straight to when Frank goes to bed... y'all probably don't wanna know what happens anyway :/

Am I evil? I can't tell...

This chapter is dedicated to user @Superwholocknda because they 'needed an update' and put several exclamation points after that sentence so here u go buddy here's an update.
Let me know if I should start dedicating chapters to readers on a regular basis <3

-Franky