Please Don't Take This Out On Me

Gerard draped a fluffy, pink towel around my shoulders and kissed my damp head gently. I smiled as water droplets cascaded down my hair and cheeks and dropped onto the bathroom floor, but I barely noticed as the floor grew wetter and wetter. I was so in love with Gerard I couldn't think of anything else to do but stare at him - admire how smooth his jawline was and how pink his lips were.
And I couldn't stop myself from wrapping my arm around his neck and kissing him as passionately as I absolutely could because, well, he was mine... For now at least.
I gasped when Gerard grabbed my wrists and slammed me against the wall only to force his tongue in my mouth, and ignore my squeaks of pain. Fire shot through my arms where his hands grabbed and my back where I had hit it against the rough wall.
I shut my eyes and tried to take deep breaths to calm myself down and still please Gerard, however his tongue swirling around my mouth was making it difficult for me to speak or cry out in protest. My head started reeling and I finally gasped out "s-stop."
I heard a growl and Gerard let go of my hands and backed up. My eyes flew open and I ducked to avoid his fiery gaze. Angry Gerard just had to come out right now...
"S-sorry," I whimpered; grabbing my wrists and wincing at the bruise that was soon going to appear. Gerard had a very strong grip from the way my arm ached, and I was very grateful he let go when I asked him to.
"What is it?" He had backed me up against the wall in an instant, this time my hands were pressing against his chest so he would not come any closer. If he did, he would probably either give me the gentle kiss I wanted or a slap across the fact. "G-Gerard you h-hurt m-me," I squeaked. I could feel tears dripping from my eyes in the fear that he would just continue to hurt me and not care like he used to before we had sex... But you'd think after sleeping with someone you'd like them or gain at least a bit more respect for them.
Gerard frowned as if he couldn't understand me so I opened my mouth to tell him it was okay but his phone buzzed loudly from my bedroom counter. He pulled open the door and darted over to check it without a second glance at me so I sighed and sat down onto the toiletseat; curling up into a little ball.
"Motherfuck-"
My head shot up and my eyes widened. Oh no...
Gerard came storming into the bathroom and I could see he was enraged. His narrow eyes darted around the bathroom and his fists clenched tightly so I put a hand on his cheek quickly. "Wh-what's w-wrong?"
Gerard shook his head and grimanced so wickedly I was starting to feel panic surge through me again. It felt like jolts of electricity were flowing from him into my veins and I couldn't take the pain.
"My friend said he couldn't meet up with me today. How dare he," Gerard spoke; eyeing my body hungrily and I whimpered and pulled my towel tighter around me. I had a feeling he was going to end up getting his way and doing what he wanted with me, and I wouldn't stop him. I wanted him to be happy now because, well, I had strong feelings for him.
Feelings that took over my brain and made my thoughts all fuzzy.
Feelings that made my heart pound quicker when he was around.
Feelings that made me crave and ache for him in the worst ways.
I loved him.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and played with his hair around my fingers. I gazed into his eyes and then to his lips. So temptingly close and teasing.
I stretched up so I could kiss him again, and felt relieved when he didn't pull away. In fact, he didn't even kiss back. My lips brushed his and I tried to get them to dance with mine but he just sighed almost in a bored manner and let me do whatever.
I eventually pulled away all red in the face and blushing to wrap my arms around myself. Oh Gerard... Sometimes I wish I knew what you were thinking.
"How about we... take off the towel and have some fun?"

Notes

So should Frank just drop the towel? Hmm...

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-Franky