Please Don't Take This Out On Me

I woke up to a pair of gentle lips pressed against my head and a warm hand holding my own.
Where was I? What just happened? Am I back with my mama and everything's okay?
I sat up immediately and looked around. My vision was all blurry but I could soon make out the outline of a tall, thin boy with flaming red hair - wait - why is he here?
I frowned and rubbed my eyes; flinching slightly as a warm hand rubbed at my back. My tee stuck to my hot skin and I jumped slightly. "Wh-what happened?"
Gerard's blurry outline slowly became clear and I could see he was trying his hardest not to laugh. Tiny giggles were escaping his thin, pink lips and I tapped his shoulder lightly. "Gerard what's so funny?"
Seeing the most badass guy at the foster house GIGGLING kind of made me start to smile and I didn't even know what was funny. "Come on tell me!" I whined as I stood up and let out a little scream; grabbing my bum.
"Gerard - oh my god I completely forgot we did th-" I broke off and looked down with a blush on my face. Oh... Last night was definetly the best night of my life hands down. I had the most beautiful man in the whole world all to myself and I was completely stress free.
I guess sex will do that to you.
"Frankie why are you blushing?" Gerard asked with a light grin as he cupped my cheek gently with a strong hand. I moaned quietly and closed my eyes happily; practically feeling his smirk as he leaned in and grazed his mouth over my neck. "A shower will help with the soreness, sweetheart."
I whimpered and grabbed onto his hair tightly and let my eyes shoot open. "Take one with me-" I blurted out before I could stop myself. Damnit I can't just ask him to do that. That was so frickin stupid now he's gonna think I'm a pedophile and a horny little child.
I blushed even deeper and stood up so I could go shower to save myself any unessecary embarassment when I felt a hand touch my shoulder. "Is that what you want, baby?"
I spun around slowly to be faced with Gerard's geniune face. His hand travelled down to my waist and he pulled me by my jeans toward him. I eagerly stepped forward and when I felt him squeeze my bum, I jumped and wrapped my legs around his waist.
Gerard's hands stroked my thigh and I whined excitedly and tugged at his shirt as if that'd make him move faster. I earned a chuckle from the red haired god and a peck on the cheek before he actually took me over to my bathroom shower.
I gasped as he sat me down on the counter with my legs still around his waist and kissed me with no warning. I kissed back with barely a moment's hesitation and ran a hand through Gerard's hair, which caused him to moan into my mouth and skim his tongue over my bottom lip. I immediately opened my mouth for him and felt his hand move up higher on my thigh.
I tugged impatiently at his hair as I felt his tongue poke teasingly around my mouth and he smirked against my lips. "Shower, kitten?"
Gerard laughed when I squealed excitedly and pulled off my shirt; trying to connect our lips again.
"Frankie wait-" Gerard panted and I stopped and pulled my arms away and wrapped them around myself. I always felt sort of insecure about my body, and I wasn't the fittest of the boys. I had a slight bit of pudge around my lower tummy and I wasn't sure how normal that was...
I whimpered quietly and looked down. Gerard was a gorgeous boy, and I was getting increasingly worried as the silence progressed. Extreme panic started to fill me when he studied me up and down with beautiful hazel eyes, and finally looked up into my own.
"You're beautiful."
I reached my hand out and touched his shoulder with a smile on my face and my heart flutter softly, relieved. "I love you."
Gerard pecked my lips once more before reaching behind him with a smirk and turning on the shower.

Notes

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-Franky