Please Don't Take This Out On Me

Gerard leaned in and smashed his lips so harshly against mine I let out a loud moan. "Naughty," he growled; shoving his tongue into my mouth. I began to pant excitedly and wrap my arms around his neck again.
"Jump," Gerard hissed into my mouth and I stood up and obeyed; wrapping my legs around his waist. Gerard's hands went down to my bum to hold me up and I moaned again. "Like that, huh?" he panted. "Y-yeah-" I gasped back.
Liked it? His lips were heaven against mine and his hands were so soft on my bum but the contact was driving me crazy. My heart was thudding so fast I couldn't tell if it was from excitement or fear. But I wanted more. More of him.
Gerard dipped his head to place wet kisses onto my neck. I closed my eyes and tilted my head back so he had better access. His lips were tickling me and I let out a giggle. "I'm gonna mark you," Gerard growled against my neck; sending vibrations against my throat. "O-okay-" I squeaked. I was unsure of how that worked but if he knew what he was doing then I'd just go with it.
I gasped as I felt Gerard's teeth graze against my sensitive skin and felt him lick and suck at the same spot. "Feels g-good-" I admitted; slightly embarassed. "Yeah?" Gerard murmered as he set me down on the desk and pulled off his shirt. I gasped at how incredibly skinny he was. "Gee..." I broke off when he grabbed onto the end of my shirt and tried to take it off. I wasn't ready yet, especially not with a man who had hurt me before. "N-no!" I choked; tears welling up in my eyes as I grabbed onto his hands. Gerard jerked away like I had just told him I had an STD. I let out a whimper and looked at him nervously. "W-we can s-still k-kiss if you w-want," I said. My heart started to sink as he should his head and sat back down like nothing happened. Way to go, Frank you fucked up with the godess who finally kissed you. I sadly handed him his shirt and curled up into a little ball. "Y-you were my f-first real kiss, you k-know," I said quietly.
No response. "And I'm g-glad." Gerard turned his head slowly to look at me like I was insane. "You are?" I nodded; biting my lip. "Y-yeah." "Frankie, I-" Gerard stood up so suddenly I jumped and he held his arms out. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to startle you. Do you really mean that?" I nodded and looked into his gorgeous hazel eyes. It wasn't a lie at all, though I was nervous telling him.
"Come here." I didn't need to be asked twice. I cuddled close to the beautiful man in front of me and sighed. "I'm not good for you, Frank," he said quietly. I swallowed nervously and took a shaky breath. I knew he wasn't. He was a bad boy and I was very innocent. He'd probably hurt me many more times but something told me I'd come crawling back into his arms. And I didn't care. Because I knew I wanted him.

Notes

who thinks i should be nice and make them get together? Yeahhh probably. gee is being suspiciously nice to frank in this chapter hmm...