Please Don't Take This Out On Me

Right now if someone had asked me what I was doing, I'd say I was busy watching Gerard. How his arms would squeeze me just a bit tighter instinctively when he sensed I needed more comfort, how his tongue would occasionally flicker over his bright pink lips when they got too dry, just - everything. He was so perfect and I never wanted to stop hugging his warm body.
After about a minute of us hugging in silence, I could feel him freeze up and his arms tightened a bit too much around my slim waist. I bit my lip at the slight discomfort and before I could ask what was going on, he grabbed onto the back of my neck in a choking manner. I let out a loud whimper and tried to scootch back but he held me in place. "H-hurts-" I squeaked; tears welling up in the back of my eyes again. Oh no. Now he decides he wants to hurt me again? When I was finally happy? What keeps happening to make him change his mind?
I coughed lightly and tried to pry his hand off of my neck but it wouldn't budge. "Gee-" I was cut off when Gerard suddenly whirled me around and slammed me against the wall harshly. I gasped as my chin smashed into it and cleched my teeth down together as I tasted blood. "P-please-" "You're a fucking fag," he snarled. "You just can't keep your eyes off boys you know that?" I burst into tears and pressed my forehead against the wall. How could he do this again? Didn't he know how upset it made me?
I let out a cough and Gerard threw me onto the ground. "Fucking freak," he murmered as he sat down. I looked up at him with tears in my eyes and saw only sadness in his. The lines on his forehead made him look tense and angry but his eyes said the opposite.
"Gee-" I tried again but Gerard's gaze flickered towards the door. And so did mine. What I saw made me tense up even more. I could've sworn time stopped and it was just me and Gerard staring right at Mrs Skybalt and - oh my god Mikey. His hair was all ruffled in places it would take hours to fix and... bloody?!?!?! His cheeks and forehead were drenched in a mixture of sweat and blood and my heart dropped when I saw his arm covering his bare side where no doubt a large, purple bruise was located. I understood why he beat me up just five seconds ago; but he had no explaination for this.
I finally turned my glare back to Gerard. "H-how could y-you?" Gerard looked at me nervously and opened his mouth to no doubt explain why he beat up my best friend but the angry expression on my face made him shut it. "Frankie-" he finally said. "I-" "S-SAVE IT!" I yelled; standing up and looking at Mrs Skybalt. "M-may I p-please g-go?"
Mrs Skybalt raised a perfectly plucked eyebrow and sighed. "The conversation between us will happen laer. But for now I need to speak with these two." She eyed Gerard and Mikey and I dashed out; ignoring Gerard yelling my name as I slammed the door shut.

Notes

im so evil