the only hope for me is you

Franks pov
Ugh my head was killing. What time was it? Shit it was 9:30am. I was mega late for school. I try to get up but feel a weigh around my waist. I try to turn around and I see Gerard. I completely forgot! I must have accidently stayed the whole night after that nap. Shit. I started to remember what I told him. Oh god what the hell was I thinking. I managed to get up without waking him. I look around the room unsure what to do. I see a note on the dresser.

Hey gee, u look quite comfortable there. I made sure mom and dad didn’t come in so they didn’t see. I know you don’t want then knowing your gay yet. I just said you were sick and that they probably should just let you sleep. At least you got the day off. And may I say, well don’t brother he’s pretty cute for a guy! You both look so adorable together! See you when I get home, Mikey

A huge smile was plastered across my face. He said we were adorable. Teehee. I heard Gerard stir. His eyes fluttered open and as soon as he seen me he smiled. Then his smile dropped.
“Wait, what time is it?” he said anxiously.
“Well we’ve missed school, but there’s a good explanation.” I said with a smile handing him the note.
He let out a small laugh and shook his head. “That’s Mikey for you! He’s my brother by the way, he’s younger but he goes to our school.” He smiled again. Oh how I love his smile. He’s just so perfect. Every time I see him my heart flutters. I mean I’ve known him for 2 days- wait only 2 days! Holy shit. I mean it feels like it’s been an eternity but it’s only been a few days. I haven’t even been on a date with him! Wait... when did I start thinking about dating him? Omfg I just don’t know what to do.
“Gerard? Don’t you think things are going a little fast?” I said in a soft tone. I didn’t want to hurt him. Since when did I care if I hurt anyone? What the hell.
“No, I don’t actually. I’ve never felt more drawn to anyone Frankie,” he came over and put his hands on my hips and kissed my gently. I moved my hand up to his face and tugged on his hair slightly. He let out a small moan and I couldn’t help but smile into the kiss. I decided to make it deeper. I licked the bottom of his lip asking for entry he opened his mouth a little wider and I slid my tongue in. I could have made out with his for hours. It was so deep and passionate, like it was his last chance. He pulled away and I came in closer to him putting my head on his chest. “Frankie I want you to know that if you feel it’s going to fast tell me. I don’t want to make you uncomfortable.”
“Well,” I said with a smile “I think we should at least go on a date first.” He laughed slightly.
“Well, there’s this place I have in mind that i think you might like...”he said pulling away from me walking over to his closet.
“Is that so, Way?”
“Yes, yes it is Iero.” He said while throwing me a shirt. I laughed and threw it on. It was a Green day shirt. Perfect! Why was he so hot, sweet and has a good taste in music? I don’t think I’ll ever be able to let this one go. Wait what? Fucking hell Frank you’ve known him for a few days! Get that through your thick head. I sighed and sat on Gerard’s bed. It’s like my mind is in two. On the one hand i want to run away and never see him again, one the other hand i want to do things to him, kiss him, feel him, be in him. Oh my god frank! Stop thinking like that! I couldn’t help but imagining what it would feel like, his warm skin against mine. Feeling him on me, in me, just around me. Him kissing my neck, rubbing his hands around my chest and down on my crotch. Him grinding on me, feeling me.i think i was getting a pretty noticeable boner right now. This isn’t good. What is he doing to me? its like when I’m around him I completely let my guard down. I feel so safe with him, i feel protected. I feel so... drawn towards him I guess. Why was i having all these thoughts Omg.

Notes

I know its really short sorry! ill upload the other half later tonight or tomorrow morning. I haven't had time to go through it and stuff, plus I've been out all day and I'm feeling really crappy but I really wanted to upload. ik its short and hit but I hope ill make up for that soon! do people even read this? idek I hope if you do read this you like it! xx