The Sane Abandoned Me

Me, Gerard and John all walked home together. Gerard was actually genuinely nice and we all got on. He seemed to make John extremely happy as well which I loved. When we got to John's house we both said goodbye and I said I'd see her tomorrow.

Me and Gerard continued walking in silence for a while when he said. "You want to come round my house?"

"Yeah, okay." I replied smiling internally.

********

"This is my room." He said opening a door that had the sign 'Keep Out!' on it. His room was like an organized mess there were comics and old coffee cups everywhere but they weren't just disregarded I could tell he cared a lot about them. His walls were covered in posters and you could hardly see any of the black paint on the walls. I noticed a drawing pad on his bedside and pointed at it.

"May I?" I asked timidly. He nodded and I picked it up brushing the sleek cover. I was about to open it when I heard a voice ringing out through the house.

"I CAN'T DO THIS ON MY OWN!"

"WELL THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULDN'T OF BEEN A WHORE AND PUSHED HIM AWAY!"

I gasped and looked at Gerard to see he looked incredibly embarrassed and ashamed. He slammed his door and sat down on his bed sighing and running his hands through his hair roughly. I sat next to him slowly, approaching him like one would a wild animal.

"Gee?" I asked softly.

He turned his head towards me and forced a smile. "I'm sorry. You didn't need to hear that. It's just my Brother gets a bit." He moved his hands a bit lost for words.

"I understand." I said putting my hand on his shoulder he winced at my touch and I quickly removed my hand.

"My sister gets like that as well." I said laughing. He attempted to laugh with me and said.

"Maybe you should go."

"Yeah, sure okay bye." I said closing his door quietly.

********

I sat on my bed tapping my pencil along to 'Holiday' when my phone beeped. It was a text from Emma.

You can come round now!!
~E

I groaned internally. Me and Emma worked out in her garage weekly. I hated it and I only did it to 'stay fit'. I was about to text her back when my phone went off again. It was my group chat with all my friends save Orlando, Clary and Katherine.

Okay so guys it's agreed. We will do something together once a week.
~Summer

Sounds good to me!
~Marilyn

What will we do this week?
~Anna

Shopping?
~Holly

I agree with shopping
~Serena

Same
~John

Same
~Hattie

I was about to type my opinion when my phone went off twice with two notifications from Facebook. Wow I'm popular I said to myself. I nearly choked on my spit when I saw what the first notification was it read:

Gerard Way would like to be friends. Accept this request?

I hit the accept button so hard my thumb print was left on the screen. I smiled until I wandered around his profile and saw that he was friends with all of the other girls and Orlando. Great. I thought, I'm not special at all.

My second notification also nearly made me choke it was a message.

Hi
~Jack

I groaned and threw my phone on the bed. "Ughh." I squealed. What should I do??
I picked up my phone again but instead of replying to Jack I messaged my other group chat with Katherine, Orlando and Clary.

Guys help! Jack messaged me, what should I do??
~Daisy

Fuck him!
~Clary

Why would she want to do that?
~Katherine

Not literally dip-shit!
~Clary

Looking for the chill
~Katherine

GuYS
~Daisy

I'd say message him Daisy. To get over him you should become friends.
~Orlando

Finally some sound advice! Okay here goes.

Hi, can't speak right now maybe later?
~Daisy

Sure :)
~Jack

I lay on my floor and sighed deeply. Crisis averted. For now.

*******

It was my second day at sixth form and again I was waiting for Emma. I was stood facing mine and hers house. When I heard footsteps behind me. I didn't think twice about it so I carried on facing Emma's door when two icy hands tickled my waist softly. The hands turned me around to face them. I was looking into two hazel eyes and I laughed.

"Jesus Gee, you scared me!"

"Sorry." He pouted but it was soon replaced by a smile.

"What?" I asked.

"You're clutching my hand." I looked down to see that I was indeed holding onto his hand for dear life. I felt my cheeks start to tinge red.

"Oh, sorry." I stammered.

"It's okay." He breathed, so close I could taste the coffee on his breath. "In fact...I like it."
I turned away because I was starting to feel awkward and stood beside him.

"What are you up to this weekend?" He asked casually.

"Friday I'm going shopping with my friends and Saturday I'm doing a project at my house with Orlando."

"Sunday?" He asked a glimmer in his eye.

"Nadda." I said a smile playing on my lips.

"Would you like to come and help me choose a guitar to buy? I just feel you'd be good at it."

"Of course I would!" I exclaimed. His smile continued growing wider and wider and then he screamed.

"I HAVE A DATE!" He ran around our block screaming like an idiot and I just stood there laughing. This guy is insane.

Notes

I have another fanfiction called 'Hold me tight' if you would like to read it! :)