Barbed Wire Love

Frank woke at the first glimpse of sunlight. He squinted towards the light to see Gerard next to him, wide awake with messy hair spread across the pillow, eyes turned to the ceiling as if he was reading something interesting from it.

A small smile creeped onto Frank's lips. He'd done it. He'd had sex. And it was the best thing he'd ever done.

Silently, he shuffled closer and rested his chin on his shoulder.

Gerard's eyes flickered downwards, unwinding his arms to wrap around Frank, a small smile etching it's way onto his face.

"Good morning"

"Good morning to you" Frank chuckled.

"I kinda want coffee. D'you want coffee?"

"And that's why I love you"

"I love you too. I can't believe I admitted that last night" Gerard grinned. "Don't get me wrong, I'm so happy I did"

"Me too. I'm glad you were the one to say it first though"

"Why do you say that?"

"Because I thought I was crazy for thinking it" Frank shrugged. "I didn't think in a million years you'd love me back"

"I do. Deal with it punk" he smirked, nudging him.

"Punk? What are you, 80?"

"How old are you Frankie?" Gerard asked suddenly, ignoring Frank's remark.

"18? Yeah, I'm 18 now" Frank recalled.

"When?"

"October 31st"

"Halloween? So you were here and missed it?" Gerard said, frowning at the ceiling.

"Yeah, but it doesn't matter"

"Yeah it does. I never got you anything"

Frank had to laugh at this. "It doesn't matter Gerard"

"Shh" Gerard ignored him, waving a hand. "Let's see... I could suck your dick" he offered.

"'Sorry I missed your birthday Frank, let me blow you instead'" Frank snorted with laughter.

"Do you want it or not?" Gerard rolled his eyes.

"Yes" Frank answered quickly.

"Of course you do" Gerard smirked. "Lie back and relax, it's got to be birthday present standard"

Frank eagerly moved up into the pillows, propping himself onto his elbows so he could see Gerard slip between his legs.

Gerard smiled, placing his hands on Frank's waist and licked his lower lip, causing Frank to whimper. He softly pecked a trail of kisses down Frank's chest, pausing halfway down to gaze at his ink.

Frank groaned impatiently that Gerard had stopped but Gerard ignored him, leaning forward and running his tongue over the bird. Frank jolted at the wet sensation.

"Your tattoos... so fucking hot" Gerard mumbled, his tongue gliding over them.

"Gerard... Gerard, baby" Frank pleaded, tugging on Gerard's short black hair. He was already painfully turned on, his dick lying heavy against his stomach.

Gerard looked up through his eyelashes, giving him a small smirk. Without looking away, he leaned down further and placed the softest of kisses on the tip.

Frank almost screamed in exasperation, thrusting hips forward. Gerard caught them before, his fingers digging in and pushing him back down into the matress. Before Frank could protest any further Gerard sunk down, taking Frank almost fully into his mouth.

Frank let out a guttual moan. He's never going to get used to that. He pulled off completely, his tongue gliding along the underside of Frank's dick.

"Fuck my mouth" Gerard said smoothly, sliding his hands down to Frank's thighs so he wasn't pinning him down quite so tightly.

Frank whimpered in response, almost nervously lifting his hips into his hot, wet mouth. Gerard hummed lightly around him, smoothly taking him.

Even though Frank is clearly in a more dominant position, he can't help feeling that he was still somehow in a more vulnerable position than Gerard. Frank could easily grab Gerard's hair and really go for it, but there was something in Gerard's eyes that made him look like he wasn't the one in a vulnerable position at all. Fuck, who is Frank kidding. Gerard always has the upper hand.

Fuck it. Frank thrust into Gerard's mouth, catching him off guard. He gave a little gag and tensed his shoulders, recovering quickly.

Frank felt Gerard's fingers momentarily slide back up to his hip bones to pin him back down, then decided against it.

"I'm close" he groaned, sliding his hand through Gerard's hair, down his arm and resting it on top of his hand, giving it a little squeeze.

Gerard pulled off swiftly with a dirty popping sound, taking Frank's throbbing cock in his hand and giving it a few sure strokes, licking from the base to the tip and completely engulfing him once again.

Frank bit down so hard on his lip he thought it would bleed. He felt his toes curl, throwing his hips forward and coming hard into his mouth.

Frank opened his eyes, lazily watching Gerard sit up, flattening his hair and looking as cool and collected as he had not 20 minutes ago. He would have gotten away with it if it hadn't have been for the cum shining over the right side of his bottom lip.

Frank sat up and brushed his thumb over Gerard's mouth, collecting the cum and sticking his finger into his mouth and sucking it.

"Kinky" Gerard smirked.

"Best birthday present ever" Frank chuckled. He leaned up and pecked Gerard's lips lightly.

"Well it least I could do" he shrugged. "Your 18th birthday is a milestone, you deserve like 18 blowjobs"

"I'll hold you to that. I never did get that cup of coffee, you know"

"I'll get it later. Give me half a hour or so" he sighed happily, sliding his hands up Frank's sides, making him shiver.

*

Frank blinked, trying to clear his fogged brain. He found himself once again under Gerard's strong figure, and as nice as it felt, it was a little constricting sometimes.

"Why don't you like being underneath when we're making out or having sex or... anytime?" Frank finally spoke up, breaking the kiss as Gerard went for his neck, nibbling lightly.

Gerard's insides tightened. He raised himself slightly so he faced Frank. "I just don't. I don't like feeling vulnerable... or weak"

Frank scoffed and sat up, making Gerard move off him, the covers slipping down his back and settling over his hips. "So that's why I'm always underneath? Because I'm weak?"

Frank brought his knees up to his chest, suddenly feeling very exposed.

"No that's not- you don't understand-" Gerard silently cursed himself.

"Then what is it?" Frank asked.

"... Just forget it Frank" Gerard muttered.

"Right" Frank murmured, looking away.

There was a few minutes of awkward silence. Gerard rolled over so he wasn't facing Frank, crossing his arms and glaring into the corner of the room.

"You also went weird for a moment, when I asked you if bottoming hurt" Frank dared speak up, his voice softer.

Gerard closed his eyes. He hadn't realised he was quite so obvious.

"It's a long story" he sighed.

"I'm not rushing you..."

"I don't know if I should" Gerard mumbled, looking anywhere except Frank.

Frank ran a hand over his forearm. "Please tell me. It's making me nervous"

Gerard stared at him for a moment before rolling his eyes. "Fine. But I'd rather put on clothes for this" he mumbled, throwing the sheet back and stepping out of bed onto the cold floor.

Notes

Hello

Wow sorry this took way too long! Writers block, we've all been there. Have some crappy smut as a filler, the next chapter is going to be more important I think.

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