Barbed Wire Love

"Wait- what?"

"Sex. We should have sex" Frank repeated, sounding slightly impatient, his eyes wide.

Gerard gulped. He'd wanted to fuck Frank the minute he'd met him, but now... One minute he was crying, then he was throwing himself at him. Frank clearly wasn't in a stable mood.

"Why?" Gerard asked stupidly, trying to stall until he figured out whether this was a good idea or not.

"Why? Because I want to have sex. Now" he grabbed Gerard's hand and gave it a little tug.

"Are you sure you don't want to think about this...?"

"No, I'm sure. Now, not later. C'mon, let's go upstairs" Frank said hastily, jumping off Gerard's lap.

Gerard swallowed and stood up, allowing himself to be pulled to his bedroom.

As soon as Gerard was through the door Frank slammed it shut and backed Gerard up until his knees hit the back of the bed, making him lose his balance and fall onto it. Frank crawled on top of him, attacking his neck with his lips and grinding his crotch roughly into Gerard's.

"Fuck- Frank, we should talk about this" Gerard mumbled, putting his hands on Frank's waist in an attempt to keep him still because God, that grinding was distracting.

"Talk? Who are you, Edward Cullen?" Frank scoffed, his hands going straight for Gerard's belt instead, his fingers clumsy and fumbling to undo it.

"What? No! What the heck does that even mean? I- I just-"

"It means stop playing the gentlemanly hero" Frank snapped, looking angry. "You're not a hero, you're a killer. Killers don't care. Now fucking... ugh, just fuck me Gerard"

"No" Gerard replied softly. He had to admit, that statement hurt. He moved his hands over Frank's and held them to stop him from pulling his jeans down, and gently pushed Frank off of him, sitting up a few inches away.

Frank looked up into Gerard's eyes, and his angry expression crumpled. His shoulders dropped and he looked away, tearing a hand away from Gerard's to push his hair out of his face.

"What's going to happen to me Gerard?" Frank whimpered. "My mom isn't coming for me. I'm either going to be in this house forever or you're going to kill me. What's the point anymore? What's the point of me holding on to my virginity for someone I'm going to- to marry or something when the only person I'm ever going to see again is you? Or Mikey, or Ray, or- or..."

Gerard swallowed hard. He couldn't argue with Frank, because he wasn't wrong. He'd almost just let him go if he thought the rest of the gang would allow it, and if his mother didn't sound like a bit of a bitch. Honestly, he can't even think about killing Frank, he just couldn't do it. The most plausible thing would be Frank staying here forever, unless the police find him, but that seems highly unlikely.

"I... I don't know. I'm not going to kill you. I won't. And I won't let anyone else. I'm... so sorry" Gerard covered his face with his hands and bowed his head. "I've wrecked your entire life"

Gerard had never thought about all the lives he's wrecked before. All families he's torn apart, bankrupted. It's never mattered, because it's only ever been a job until now. Frank's changed that. Gerard's looks at Frank and he doesn't just see his next payload, he sees a person. A person with a personality, with wit, with humour, with love... with a heart.

"Gerard?" Frank said quietly, shuffling closer. "Are- are you crying?"

Gerard didn't answer, lowering his head further so that his elbows rested on the bed.

Frank placed a hand on Gerard's shoulder; all the sadness, hopelessness and desperate blind horniness shocked out of him. Gerard was actually crying?

"Shh. Hey- it's okay. You haven't ruined my life. If I ever get out of here, it'll sure be one hell of a story to tell the grandkids" Frank joked weakly.

Gerard gave a watery chuckle from behind his hands. Eventually, he looked up. Frank had stopped crying and was looking down at him with a mixture of hope and apprehension. Feeling like a pansy, he sat up straight, trying to compose himself.

"And besides- I was lucky, I couldn't have asked for a hotter kidnapper"

Gerard laughed again, shaking his head and rubbing his eyes with his palm.

Frank bit his lip, sitting forward onto his knees and placing a kiss on his cheek. "Or a kinder, more genuine one"

Gerard turned his head, meeting Frank's eyes and just gazed at him for a moment.

Say it, Gerard, he told himself. Just say it.

"Frank, I think I love you" Gerard blurted out, then nearly bit his tongue in shock of admitting it aloud.

Frank's eyes widened and his eyebrows raised.

"I-I don't-"

It felt like every organ in Gerard's body was being simultaneously crushed. It felt like he was being suffocated, and it hurt like hell."Oh-"

"No, no-" Frank said quickly, seeing Gerard's expression. "I didn't- I love you too"

"Oh" Gerard sighed, catching his breath again. "Good. In that case, I know I love you. I'm pretty certain, actually"

"Good" Frank smiled.

He leaned forward again to Gerard's lips, this time not forced or rushed.

Gerard allowed him. This time, it felt right. Frank was in a sane mind to make decisions and... He loved him. And Frank loves him back. The very thought made him smile into the kiss.

Gerard let his hands wander under his own hoodie that Frank was wearing, tracing the pair of inked guns he had on his lower back, knowing purely from seeing Frank naked once or twice.

Frank moaned quietly into Gerard's mouth, finding it a weird turn on that Gerard knew exactly where his tattoos were.

They simultaneously attempted to take off each others tops and jeans, then laughed as their arms got tangled.

"You first" Gerard moaned out, shaking his head with amusement.

Frank took his hoodie off, taking his t shirt off with it. Gerard had to refrain from moaning just from LOOKING at Frank. He was stunning, his tanned skin standing out from the crisp white bedsheets, his ink was mouthwatering.

Gerard peeled his t shirt off, revealing his pale torso. Frank had found himself marveling over Gerard many times; he was beautiful, after all. His skin was gorgeously smooth and pale, subtlety toned and deceivingly strong. The elegance of it all had often made Frank feel inferior.

Frank, finally realising that he was just half sitting there staring at up at Gerard, quickly reached over and unbuckled his belt. The times he'd seen Gerard completely naked were far too few.

Gerard chuckled and sat up onto his knees so Frank could move his jeans off his hips. He gasped as Frank's fingers brushed over his erection, definitely not by accident.

Feeling a little more confident by Gerard's reaction, Frank gently pushed Gerard back down onto the bed, placing his hands on either side of his face and kissing his lips softly.

Gerard, feeling vulnerable underneath Frank's weight, quickly rolled them both over so Frank was underneath him, holding himself up so he wouldn't crush him.

"I like being on top" Gerard half shrugged when he saw Frank's expression.

Frank raised an eyebrow and giggled, leaning up to continue the kiss.

Gerard ground himself down upon Frank, causing him to throw his head back against the pillows and let out a loud moan.

Gerard ran his hand down the side of Frank's body, feeling him wriggle in anticipation. He pressed his finger against Frank's hole, and felt Frank visibly stiffen.

"Are you okay with this?"

"Yes, I still want to. I just... Does it hurt?" He asked nervously.

Images suddenly flashed though Gerard's head and his breathing hitched. He looked down at Frank's apprehensive face.

"What's wrong?" Frank whispered.

Gerard shook his head quickly, trying to clear it. He focused in on Frank and tried to give him a reassuring smile.

"Nothing's wrong. I don't know, I- I've never bottomed"

Frank bit his lip. There was something off about Gerard's tone, but he didn't want to push it and ruin the mood.

"It hurts a bit at first I guess" Gerard sighed with a little shug.

He leaned down and pressed his forehead against Frank's. "I don't want to hurt you though. If it gets too much for you, tell me to stop"

Frank gave him a small nod, and Gerard slowly pushed his finger in.

"Oh" Frank gasped, arching into Gerard's hand.

It was obvious that Frank had done this before, Gerard thought, as he slid another finger in. To himself, at the very least. Either way, he looked absolutely stunning.

"Fuck! Another one" Frank groaned out.

As Gerard pushed in a third finger he saw Frank cringe and let out a little hiss of pain. He apologised profusely, promising it will get better.

"It's okay" Frank said nonchalantly, despite his grimace. "I'm ready anyway"

Gerard raised an eyebrow, smirking. "Since when did you become the expert?"

"Just fuck me you giant dork" Frank grinned back, squeezing Gerard's bicep.

"I am not a dork!"

"Yeah you are, don't pretend I haven't seen your comic book collection"

Gerard chuckled, looking down at the beautiful boy beneath him, his eyes shining with excitement. Anyone else Gerard had fucked had only wanted to do just that- fuck him. They never wanted to speak, to kiss, to have any kind of connection. That's what made Frank so wonderfully special. They aren't just fucking, but actually enjoying being together, to be in each others presence.

"Okay. You ready?"

Frank nodded, wriggling uncomfortably as Gerard removed his fingers. Gerard reached for the lube, slicking himself up before grabbing the back of Frank's thighs and lifting them slightly.

Gerard let out a guttural moan as he slid inch by inch into Frank. Nothing had felt this good in a hell of a long time.

"Fuck" Frank breathed, his eyes sliding closed. It hurt, but it felt far too incredible to ask Gerard to stop.

Gerard paused once he was buried completely in Frank, waiting for him to adjust. He slowly leaned down, sliding his tongue into Frank's mouth as a distraction from the initial sting. Frank sighed into his mouth, tilting his head up and lifting his legs up to drape loosely around Gerard's waist to show he was ready.

Gerard pulled almost the whole way out, and gave a tentative thrust forward. Frank's eyes flew open and his jaw became slack, making a small noise, somewhere between a gasp and a moan. Taking this as a positive response, Gerard continued with a little more confidence.

Suddenly Frank's heavy pants were cut off with a gasp and a moan, his eyes rolling back into his skull.

Gerard bit back a smirk, leaning back down and brushed his lips along Frank's neck. "There honey?"

"Mm... mhm" Frank whimpered, suddenly unable to form a coherent sentence. All he could think about was how fucking amazing that spot felt, and how Gerard could hit it again.

Gerard squinted and tilted his hips slightly, aiming again for that euphoric spot. Frank began thrusting upwards to meet Gerard's, the pain completely drowned out by the amazing feeling.

"Oh- oh fuck Gerard. Harder" he pleaded, his voice desperate. Gerard obliged, holding Frank's legs tighter and fucking into him harder. Frank let out a moan of approval, pushing his head deeper down onto the pillow as Gerard sped up.

Frank screamed out again, his fingernails digging hard enough into Gerard's back to draw blood. Gerard groaned, the dull pain sending shocks of pleasure through his system.

"Gerard, I'm gonna- oh god"

Gerard lifted his hand from Frank's waist, jacking him off quickly. Frank screamed and threw his hips forward, covering his and Gerard's stomach.

Gerard let out a broken moan at the sight, thrusting heavily before cumming quickly.

He slowed down, looking through his sweaty fringe to see Frank gazing up at him lazily. Their gazes locked, both slipping into a blissful daydream.

Gerard felt his arms weaken and, not wanting to crush him, slowly slid out of Frank and collapsed onto the bedsheets beside him. Both men stared at the ceiling in silence, their chests heaving.

Without a word, Frank slid his hand down Gerard's arm and found his hand, gasping it. They glanced over at each other, letting out a sheepish chuckle.

Gerard rolled his eyes, prying his hand away and instead wrapping his arm around Frank's waist, pulling him to his side.

"Was that okay?" Gerard asked, already having a good idea of the answer.

"Okay?" Frank laughed. "That was- wow. I..."

"Well, sex IS overrated" Gerard teased.

"Said no one ever" Frank laughed. "I love you"

Gerard leaned over, pressing a kiss to Frank's left cheek. "I love you too Frank"

Notes

The smut has arrived.

Sorry it took so long! As it turns out, I find smut writing harder, so apologies if it sucks. (No puns intended)

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