Sing It Out

*Time lapse, 2004*
Well it's been a while hasn't it? Everything has changed apart from Gerard and I to be honest. Our band is internationally known, can you believe that?! We fucking made it, us, a shitty little band in high school and now were releasing our second album with our most famous song right now, I'm Not Okay (I Promise). We decided together that now was the time to release it rather than in our first one but Gerard was so happy. He never got nervous again, not at concerts or festivals or even when we met some of our awesomely deranged fans that always try to grab us, he even hugged them back! I was always so proud of him and our love has blossomed so much, but we don't like to show our feelings on stage much to each other, we like how the fans 'ship' us so much, apparently together we are this thing called 'Frerard' which is cute because they don't know half of the stuff that goes on behind doors. 

I whipped back into reality as Gerard jumped into the seat next to me in the tiny tour bus we had got. 
"Frankieeeee," he whined as he put his head on my shoulder. 
"Yes Gee?" I replied with a sigh and a smile.
"I loveeee you!" He slurred as he tried to push me over. He reeked of alcohol and smoke, dammit the bastard he said he would stop drinking! I pulled away but he kept insisting on touching me. With one final push he pulled away with an extremely upset face. 
"Don't you want me anymore Frankie?" He asked, almost like a slut which I actually hated. I shivered and looked him straight in the eyes. 
"Gerard, you said you would stop drinking, you promised! Now look at you, I'm not fucking you if you're drunk for Christ sake!" I almost shouted at him. He winced at my reply. 
"You don't like me anymore! You drink all the timmmeee! Why can't Gee have some once in a while?!" He asked. 
"Because you become addicted and will ruin this tour! We've made it this far and now you're fucking things up for all of us!" I shouted. He rose to his feet, with a slight stumble, and stared at me, dead in the eyes. 
"At least I'm not a fucked up man that drinks and is still a fucking pansy with a shitty guitar." Was all he could say before he stumbled out of the tour bus. I sighed at him as his words hit home as I opened the curtains to watch him go. He had stopped in his tracks and I could see people ahead just watching and filming him. He needs help obviously! Gerard stumbles over some flowers and falls to the ground. Quickly, I get up to move but the pricks ahead have suddenly decided that he needs help, and they go up to him and help him up. Once he's up, he flails his arms around and stumbles off with the rest of the guys. What have I done? I can't be without Gerard. I'm like a fish out of water without him. I'll have to say sorry, but in the meantime, I need some long awaited sleep, in my bed, on my own without the man I love. 

*The next morning* 

I awoke to... Nothing. I'm couldn't hear anybody and Gerard was still not by my side. But wait, what was that murmuring in the background? I gather up some clothes quickly and make my way out of mine and Gerard's tiny room. The talking instantly became a lot more louder as I turned the corner to find some guy talking to Gerard and Mikey. 
"Morning Frank!" Mikey said yet Gerard remained silent. My breath hitched a bit and I replied with a whispered 'morning' in Mikes direction. It's not his fault his brothers a dick I guess. He tilted his head at Gerard and I but instantly put a smile back on his face. 
"Frank this is Jimmy Urine, he's in another band that are here." He explained. I put my hand out and Jimmy shook it. 
"Nice to meet you Frank, I've heard a lot about you and I must say at first glance, you're certainly more than what I expected." He said. I don't know if I should feel good or bad at this moment but I reply with a smile. 
"I guess I'm alright." I said back to him as he chuckled. 
"So, you and Gerard huh?" He winked. I blushed slightly, it's nice to think that after all this time, the sound of his name still brigs butterfly's to my stomach and make me blush as hot as the sun. 
"Yeah, he's amazing, I love him so much." I replied with my head down, not wanting to make eye contact with my lover sitting just next to me. I felt an arm go round me and a head out on my shoulder and instantly knew it was Gerard. 
"I love you," he whispered in my ear. Okay? Everything seems to be fine now. 
"You two are so cute! Anyway, My Chem are great, your past is incredible and how you all came together because of music, it's inspiring. My band like to look up to you guys." He explained. 
"Could we meet the rest of you guys?" Mikey asked and Jimmys face lit up. 
"Yes! Of course! They'd love to, we can go now if you want." 
We didn't even reply, we all just got up and followed Jimmy through the maze of tour busses of all sizes. I began to think that there couldn't be anymore until we reached Jimmy's one. 
"Here we are, temporary home sweet temporary home," he sighed as he pulled the door open. Loud music blaring out of a speaker system automatically greeted us as well as two other people screaming at our entrance. 
"Yeah, that's Steven Montano and the girl is Kitty. They love you guys and your music." The people, Steven and Kitty, apparently were too overwhelmed to talk so Jimmy decided to sit us down. 
"There's one more person but she doesn't usually come out apart from for shows and practice." He explained. Gerard, Mikey and I just exchanged glances of concern and disbelief that this is happening, that other bands look up to us somehow. I know our music is good, but this?! It's surreal. 
"Lindsey! We've got guests and you'll want to meet them!" Jimmy shouted and a banging was heard from the room down the end of the bus, followed by a click of a door opening and closing and approaching footsteps. What I witnessed next was unbelievable. The girl was gorgeous, Lindsey, but as I looked over at Gerard so I could tell him that sound check was in an hour, I saw something I didn't like. Almost like that time I caught Ray looking at Gerard all those years ago. I wouldn't mind the stare as she was beautiful. But it was what was behind that stare, and I knew what it was. 
He was staring at her the same way I looked at him for the first time that faithful form time.

Notes

Oh shit! Lindsey is now in play. Sorry for the major time lapse but I have ideas in my head zooming at like a million miles per hour.
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