Sing It Out

*Day of the show*
Shit, this is really happening. People that are sat in the next room paid, paid actual fucking money, to see us do what we love. It's incredible. It almost felt like being at home or playing in a garage with your mates apart from there's people out there, judging you. I took a moment to go over the set list that Gerard came up with the previous night. We decided on the songs together, all of us. It wasn't a difficult decision as we have been working on a few songs for a while now but we were thinking of leaving some songs for another time, if we grow that much and people like us. I had a feeling that something good was going to happen, something extraordinary and it's not just because my boyfriend was skipping merrily around the room listening to his headphones singing along to the lyrics that were blaring out of them. It's surprising how those headphones have lasted as all Gerard does it put them on so loud that everyone in the room could sing along to every lyric. I watch him loose himself in the music, one of his loves of his life. I can't imagine him without his music, there really is something pure about those kind of people.
"Frank would you please stop gawping at my brother, it's kind of creepy..." Mikey shouted from the other side of the room. I could feel my cheeks flair red hot as Ray nods in a agreement next to him. Busted.
"So guys, you ready for this?" Gerard asked as he beckoned everyone to gather around him. We all did as we were told and nodded nervously.
"I know everyone is nervous, but this could be it, our big break. We could knock on the very door of rock music and even get our asses in there and make history!" he said excitedly. I could tell he was worrying as he rocked on his feet on the spot and rubbed his hands together.
"All we have to do is what we love, what we've been practicing and we will get through this." I said as everyone shuffles in their spot. Understanding that nobody is going to say anything, I turned away and picked up Pansy that was already in tune luckily, an everyone else did the same but with their instruments. I scanned the room for Gerard but somehow he had vanished into thin air, what?! That crafty bastard. I was about to shout his name before I felt a tap on my shoulder and then I was being lead to a door. After being pushed in violently and hearing a slam, I came face to face with my Gerard. A lonesome light dangled from the ceiling of the tiny closet which illuminated His perfect facial structure.
Before I knew it, lips were crashing into mine and hands began roaming around my body eagerly and hurriedly.
"Frankie, I'm so worried, so so scared." He said between kisses. I replied only with a sneer which turned into a moan as he touched a rather sensitive area of my body.
My whole body immediately went stiff as pleasure shifted through me. Gerard laughed.
"Now now Frankie, don't get too excited, don't want all those people seeing your little- problem- do we?" He said as he continued to caress my sensitive area of which I replied with even louder moans. He pushed his hand into my mouth and shushed me.
"Shush, they'll hear you." He warned as he pulled away from me, leaving me with a very big problem.
"Gerardddd! I can't go out there with... This!" I said as I pinged downwards. Gerard laughed once more and shrugged his shoulders.
"Should've thought of that before you seduced me all that time ago." He winked as he left the closet leaving me in darkness. I sneered and carefully opened the door and ran to Pansy. I guess I could just hide behind my precious guitar for a while, it won't take long.

"Okay guys, let's head on!" Bob shouted as we all went through the door and ascended the stairs that lead us onto the pre prepared stage. We all smiled, apart from robotic Mikey who did fuck all.
"Hey guys, we are My Chemical Romance and today were here to connect to each and everyone of you fuckers that bought a ticket to see a group of shitty kids." Gerard announced as the audience cheered and whooped on. I could hear a girl shout Gerard's name in the distance of which he replied with a kiss blown in her direction. I blushed and strummed a chord on Pansy, which caught everyone's attention as Gerard turned back to the mic.
"So our first song is called Vampires Will Never Hurt You, a song created by all of here in a shitty school and our houses." He announced. Bob counted us all in and we began to play.

Everything went blurry, I couldn't see anyone apart from us, not even the crowd. I could always see Gerard like the light in my darkness, thrashing on stage and singing the lyrics out. I managed to keep up with everything as the show continued to go on. We got through so many of our new songs which was extraordinary and the crowd loved it, when they came back in to focus. They all jumped and trashed on with the same amount of energy as us. Everyone was connected now in musical harmony, which is why I love music. It brings people together. You only need one common thing with music and that person could become your best friend, or even lover.
As Gerard finished the final sentence to our big song, Headfirst For Halos, he ended up on the floor and I was next to him with my head on his shoulder. I could feel him come closer to me and whisper in my ear.
"We did good." Was all he said before he raised the mic once more.
"And again, thank you you awesome motherfuckers for joining us tonight, were knackered, you're knackered and I need a smoke so until next time, stay ugly." Was all he said before turning to leave. I remained sat in my spot while everyone else left until Gerard noticed my laziness, came over and dragged me away on my back as I laughed at him.

We had done it again, the music was perfect and we were with the perfect people.
"Hey guys, I've managed to find someone tonight that wants to sign you up for a major label company. He loved your stuff and he wants everyone to fucking hear it. You guys are intense!" Brian announced as he walked towards our ring of sweaty guys. We looked at each other in triumph and succeeding. Fuck yes!
"We did it baby, now to make it big time!" Gerard shouted at me as he jumped in my lap and buried his face in the crook of my neck.
"We'll all be here, together through thick and thin."

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