Dead.

Gerard had his ways on picking victims. He told me that we could always snatch someone, or to make it more fun, earn someone's trust. He said earning someone's trust and then betraying them made him clench with satisfaction. I didn't understand what would be so satisfying about that. When I told him, he grinned, "It's because you haven't tried it yet."

I looked at him but then looked away. We casually walked down the street until I shuddered with goosebumps. I felt eyes on me, and realised it was Gerard. He was staring at me. I should be use to it, he has been looking at me more frequently. I never mentioned it. Gerard said, "We'll snatch a male tonight."

"If there's anyone out tonight, you mean."

Gerard chuckled, "There's always someone out at night."

And he was right. That night, when the moon was at its highest, there was three teens crowding together. They passed a joint around, laughing for no apparent reason. Gerard and I stood by Gerard's car, leaning against it. Gerard gestured his chin toward the teens, "Dark brown hair, bright brown eyes."

He pointed out to what seems the youngest one in the group.

Gerard said, "Hopeless teens passing the time by destroying their brain...they're going to seperate soon, and I want the boy with the light brown eyes." He looked at me, "Is he okay?"

I nodded, "Sure."

Gerard stared at me, "You really need to lose your killing virginity."

Before I could give a witty reply, he said, "Look." I looked up to the teens who were separating, waving goodbye slurs. The light brown eyed teen headed our direction until he noticed us. He cautiously walked the other direction, his feet moving as if he were a baby fawn walking for his first time. Gerard said, "Allow me." He reached inside the car, pulling out a rag. Gerard smirked, "Watch and learn, Frankie."

Gerard snuck up behind the teen before smothering his face with the rag. There was a light struggle, but Gerard had overthrown the teen. Gerard seemed annoyed as he pulled onto the rag, smothering the teen's face even more. Gerard gave a sudden pull, causing the teen to suffocate, reaching out for air. The teen suddenly collapsed onto the floor. Gerard panted heavily due to the struggle. He smiled at me, "Don't worry, he's not dead. I wouldn't let myself have all the fun." He winked. Gerard reached down to the body and weakly dragged the body to the back seat. I said, "Need help?"

Gerard slammed the body onto the seat, "Not really."

The drive was quiet. I was focusing on the back seat more than Gerard who was talking about how he would reccomend to torture. The car had come to a slow stop, and I knew I was a step closer to driving a knife into someone's skin. I hardly flinched when Gerard dragged the body out, down the alley, through the small door.

It was dark. The stench of metal had reached up my nose, bringing back memories from yesterday. Gerard had tied up the victim onto the chair. I stood there, close to the knife. Gerard stood next to me, "So...are you going to do anything else before killing him?"

I looked at him, "What do you mean?"

Gerard smirked, "Rape him."

I replied, "I'm not sure."

Gerard weakly smiled, "It's fun."

The air became thicker as the teen's eyes fluttered open. He widen his eyes, realising that he was tied up. Gerard handed me the knife, "Show me what you got, rookie."

I became dizzy. My vision blurred and there was a black scene that flashed multiple times. I can hear myself yelling, screaming. My eyes had watered up, and the room was spinning...I felt my arms drop to my side, and my hand had released the knife that clattered onto the floor. I panted heavily, looking down at the bloody scene I had caused. My clothes had blood splattered onto them, the teen's blood was dripping down my face. The flow of the blood had made me smile, almost laughing. I looked at the teen who was brutally stabbed and chuckled lightly. You wouldn't believe the rush I was experiencing. It was like riding an intense roller coaster, the up and downs made my stomach twirl in exhilaration.

I turned to Gerard. He inspected me from head to toe in awe. Gerard walked towards me and wiped the blood from my face with the palm of his hand, "You surprise me everytime, Frankie." His eyes were bright, "You committing a crime makes you even more attractive." He leaned in and pressed his lips against mine. I felt his arms wrap around my waist, reeling me in closer. I didn't mind. I kissed him back, shoving my tongue in his mouth. Gerard slowly pulled away, leaving a web of saliva on our lips, connecting us. Gerard's eyes were filled with lust, "I knew there was something speical about you."

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