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Deep in Thought

ASAP

10:10 pm From: Frank
How ru?

10:47 pm From: Frank

U have every right to be mad at me. Im so sorry, let me make this up 2 u

11:30 pm From: Frank
Obviously u don’t want to talk to me, or ur sleeping. I hope u feel better, let me know if u need anything. Night sleep well x

9:59 am From: Frank
Good morning, hope u feel better, please let me know ur atleast alive.

10:25 am From: Unknown Sender
I always finish wat I start. Im going to get u g and that bf of urs isnt gonna stop me this time. be seeing u soon

I couldn’t stand it. I read Frank’s and almost smiled. The last text, I sent my phone flying across the room and smashing into the wall. I curled up into a ball again, ignoring the pain, and began to sob again. I new he was a sickfuck, but I couldn’t believe he’d try to get me again. Actually the more i thought about I should have been worried about him coming after me before yesterday.

What if Jacob came to my house? Would he do that? Probaby. He’d risk coming to the house, he knew about them.

*buzz buzz*

God damn, that phone never dies. I’ve thrown it so many time and it keeps on going. It’s like it was made by Nokia, not Samsung.

I struggled across my room before sliding down the wall and grabbing my phone.

12:23 pm From: Frank
Gerard please respond. I need to know ur ok

I didn’t want to respond, but before I knew it I had sent a message to him. “Im okay, I hurt a lot. What are you doing today?” God, I was going to regret this, but I knew I needed to talk to him. I needed someone to talk to at least. Telling her or them about that text message wasn’t going to do anything, but Frank? Frank, might just be able to help me.

12:28 pm From: Frank
Im not doing anything today. no work. is everything ok?

No, yes, never? Sometimes it was. What do I say? I really want to fucking hug you because I’m so scared that he’s going to get me again. Though I really don’t like to be touched, because as you might have figured out I’ve been beaten up a few times. No nothing like that would work. So a simple “We need to talk asap” was what I sent to him.

I really wanted to sleep some more so I struggled in and unlocked the front door then went and collapsed on my bed. I sent a quick message to Frank telling him the door was unlocked, and to let himself in. I really didn’t care if someone came in other than Frank. I hurt so fucking much and I was so tired they could do whatever they wanted. I really didn’t care much anymore.

Notes

I know it sucked, its short, buttttt the next chapter will be spectacular. or well better than this hopefully. I haven't been really updating like anyy of my fics and Im sorry. Im a bad writer/updater/person. What do you guys think about switching the pov to Franks? Or should I keep it gerards? idk its up to you lovely people, so maybe tell me whatcha think?

THank you so much for reading!!

Comments

Is this still going?

Thatonefriend Thatonefriend
10/11/18

YOURE BACK AND IM SO HAPPY ILY ♡

o.o
Oh no.

I'm so happy that u updated this, thank you. Hopefully you'll be in the mood to continue this lots :)
Happy holidays ^-^

jetset life jetset life
12/22/15

Omg

jetset life jetset life
12/22/15