Divided

"No..." I whispered. He stopped and looked into my eyes
"Why not?..." he said, his lips almost touching mine, I could almost taste him. His body was pressed up against mine and I could feel that he was just as excited as I felt.
"Because we can't, I can't..."
"Please tell me why? Make me understand. Give me one good reason why I shouldn't just kiss here and now! I've never felt like this before... There's something about you that makes me..."
"Because I'm engaged to be married..." I told him before he could finish
He's faced tensed and he's hands dropped away from me. He stteped back.
"What?..." He whisperd, almost like he wasn't beliving what he just heard
"I'm bethroed to man called Andrew Melt. It's an arranged marriage, organized even before I was born. It's tradition amongst the Dark, especially in my family..." I was about to cry and I choked a bit.
"Do you love him?" Frank asked, he looked like he was about to punch something
"No... Of course not. I met him today. I knew that this would happen but I didn't think it would be so soon. That's why.... That's why I was running... My brother announced my engagement today I couldn't take it... So I ran outside to get some air..."
"He's Dark... I suppose..."
"Yes..."
"When will it happen?"
"After my Chosing... Maybe the day after, or even in the same day..."
Frank turned his back to me and runned his fingers through his hair, I thought he was leaving but he stopped.
"Frank..." I was trying to get him to look at me again... To tell him I was sorry...
"Do you agree to this?" He said, his back still turned
"No! I hate it! I wish I could just disappear!" I was crying now, out of anger and frustration
I sobbed a little and I looked at the ground. Frank came back to stand next to me and held my hand. He was shaking.
"Please stop crying... I can't stand to see you like this..."
"Why do you care? It's not you, and it's not your family, it's not even you're problem... Why..."
"Because the minute I saw I felt something I never felt before... It was almost like I've been searching for something that was missing all my life, and then I saw you, and I found it. I can't explain it..."
I looked up into his eyes, he cleaned the tears that were falling with his thumb
"Why did you want to see me tonight?"
"Isn't it obvious?" He chuckled a bit
"I need to hear it...I need to tell me why... Only then can I believe it..."
I knew what was coming, even though I knew it could never happen between us, I need it to hear it. I didn't tell him, but I felt the same way, but everything inside my was fighting against it, I just couldn't! Even if I was against my family's traditions, there was a chance that I would be Dark after the Chosing, and I couldn't be around him if that happend. I couldn't hurt him...
"I love you..." He whisperd "I don't know why I do... I just love you, everything about you. I don't care if there's a chance that you might turn Dark, I don't care that you're bound by fucking tradition, I know I'm being selfish, but ever since I saw you today, all I could think about is how I can't be away from you... I love you Jane Way."
Something inside of me exploded when he said it, almost like I've been waiting to hear these words all my life, like we were meant to be together... Something inside me told me that this felt right... And I belived it. I couldn't take it anymore, being away from him. I yanked his shirt and our lips collapsed. He kissed me as desperately as I was kissing him, I could feel his tongue in my mouth and I held him closer to me. The warmth came back to my body and I could feel him getting harder by the second. Every kiss was an explosion of excitement almost like something was burning inside of us and we didn't want it to end. I placed my arms around his neck and his hands dropped to my waist. He lifted my shirt a bit and placed his hands on the bare skin. He's hands were cold and I shiverd at the touch. Something triggered inside of him when he felt me shiver, he moaned against my lips and his hands dropped to my thighs, he liffeted me as easily as he did earlier today and I wrapped my legs around his waist. He was hard, I could feel his dick through his jeans. He broke the kiss and ran his lips to my neck, kissing it hard and sucking on the skin. I gasped for air and ran my fingers through his hair.
"Frank..." I said, trying to get him to look at me. I didn't want it to end, I wanted to be like this with him for as long as I could. But it needed to stop, not only because if it didn't stop we could have gone all the way, but also because I needed to get back home before someone came looking for me. "Frank!" I yelled at him. He lifted his head and looked into my eyes, he looked confused.
"Did I do something wrong?"
"No, of course not. But we can't do this right now, and especially not here..."
He looked around, like he was trying to remember where we were. When he rememberd he smiled and looked at me again
"Yeah probably not the best idea..."
"Also, I need to get back home before someone notices that I'm missing..."
He put me down slowly so I didn't loose my balance because of my ankle. We were looking straight into each other's eyes, none of us wanted to break contact. It felt so right to be around him. He was right when he said that it felt like something was missing and now it has been found. I've been waiting for someone like him my entire life, I just didn't know it.
"Come one, I should help you get back..." He said with disappointment in his voice, he didn't want it to end either.
I nodded and we started making our way back to the house. When we got there it looked like Mikey and Gerard didn't even notice I was gone. Frank helped me up the steps and I unlocked the door.
We didn't say anything, just looked at each other, but we didn't need to say a word to understand what we were saying to each other. "I love you" was the thought I both our minds, and we knew it.
He smilled at me and squeezed my hand as a goodbye. He turned away and ran to the trees, disappearing in the night. I went inside a locked the door.
I made my way up to my room as silently as before, certain that no one has heard me. I reached my bedroom and opend the door. I walked in and closed the door behind me. I leaned against it and closed my eyes, remembering everything that happend that night. The way Frank looked at me when he said "I love you", he's kisses, his touch. I smiled and opend my eyes to look at the ceiling. But something wasn't right. I looked around my bedroom trying to find what was causing that feeling.
My heart dropped when I looked over at my bed.
Gerard was siting at the edge of it, with Frank's notes next to him...

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