what it's like to be me

Gerard's P.O.V.

i felt my face flush, did she like Mikey more than friends? no that couldn't happen, thats not right she belongs with me. Wait what am i saying i am a teacher she is a student, if she was with Mikey i would be happy for her and my brother.
Who am i kidding ... i love her.
"aww Mikey i have missed talking to you" she said sweetly
"yeah me too hun, wait what are you doing here" eyeing me suspiciously.
"we're erm ... " i stuttered
"On a date" Amelia said happily.
oh god what was Mikey going to say, i should have never invited her over it was a bad idea.
"cool i am gonna go to my room then and leave you two lovebirds in peace, cya Amelie" said Mikey leaving the room.
It was just me and her, alone.She plonked on the sofa as if it was her own home,i walked over to her and sat beside her, oh god why am i such a dork, i am definitely NOT a virgin i was actually kinda a slut in my younger years, but Amelie made me so nervous.
"Hey Gerard can i call you Gee" she said turning around and looking into my eyes.
"yeah uh sure" i said as i took a deep breath.
i suddenly turned to her surprising myself, she was looking straight at me with her big blue eyes, i could feel her minty breath on my face.
"don't hurt me" she whispered.
I slowly lifted my hand and put it under her chin, i lifted her head up towards me and slowly kissed her.
I then pulled away and looked at her waiting to see her reaction, she smiled then bounced on to my lap and kissed me hungrily, her tounge grazing my bottom lip asking for entrance, grinding on my lap. I could feel myself getting hard.
"No" i said firmly
she's only 16 i couldn't do this, i was her teacher i had a duty of care.
She got up from my lap
"what" she said angrily.

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