what it's like to be me

Gerard's P.O.V

It was the end of the day and i sat on my desk waiting waiting for Amelia, i was nervous, why was i nervous, she was just a teenager, a pupil nothing else.
I heard a knock on my door and Amelia walked in she smiled and i smiled back. She was different from the other girls, she was a woman.
i needed to hold her, to kiss her, to fuck her. i needed her.
"Amelia, i am your teacher but maybe we could go out for d-dinner later" i stuttered while running my fingers through my hair i did that when i was nervous.
she opened her mouth about to say something, but before she could i added " it will be purely school related, i will help you to draw better" i laughed nervously.
" yeah" she nodded, "that sounds great pick me up at 7 and heres my number "
She wrote her number down then she just left, i couldn't believe it, what was i doing, isn't this illegal going on a date with a pupil she is only 16 years old, i am 25. maybe i should cancel.

Amelia's P.O.V

I was over the moon i was going on a date with an angel. I want him, i need him.
I'm not staying at frank's place anymore, my mum picked me up and dropped me at my auntie carla's house i suppose i was okay with it though because my mum bought me a whole new wardrobe. I put pierce the veil on and started singing loudly while dancing, i danced over to my new wardrobe and put on a pink and black tartan mini skirt, a green day shirt, a black baggy cardigan and my Doc Martins.
i texted Mr Way my address and ten minutes later i heard a knock on my door, i ran to answer it.
" i'm going out auntie Carla" i shouted loudly
i slammed the door and smiled at Mr Way, he looked very sexy, he was wearing a black t-shirt with a red tie, skinny jeans and boots.
"Mr Way " i started
"please call me Gerard when we are out of school" he said and then winked.
i could feel myself blushing, i looked at him and he was smiling like a school boy.
i cleared my throat "we should get going"

i totally embarrassed myself, Gerard put on the misfits and i totally forgot he was there and i started singing loudly and playing air guitar, i turned and Gerard was sitting staring at me.
"sorry" i mumbled.
"no please it's adorable" he smirked
i blushed like a total girlie girl, i hope he doesn't think i am really girlie.

We had a great time at a fancy restaurant, it wasn't really my thing but i really enjoyed being with gerard. He is so cute, we are on our way to his house, i am really nervous not sure why i know nothing will happen i might try to kiss him but i won't go any further.
He opened his door to his house and there was Mikey sitting on the couch laughing away at the TV. I ran up to him and hugged him.

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