I love you for you

Gerard's POV

Wow for someone so short Frank could keep up. When Mikey was in view his eyes landed on me he smiled and waved. When his eyes finally caught sight of Frankie following me his smile turned into a smirk I hoped Frank didn't notice.

"Hey Mikes." I tried but failed to act casual.

"Hi Gerard I see you've got yourself a friend here." He commented glancing over at frank while the smirk never left his face.

"uh yeah. You remember Frank? Right?" I said rubbing my neck starting to feel my face heat up.

"Haha I'm sure he remembers me, Gerard." Frank butted in then he sat down.

"Yeah. Yeah I guess you're right" damn I could feel my palms get sweaty. Not the best thing right now, or ever for that matter.

"So Frank" mikey started and already I was beginning to regret the decision that he come have lunch with us.

"Do you play bass? " I let out a sigh of relief as the question went off as something not implying that I had a huge crush on him.

"Yep" I could see his eyes light up and I remember him talking about his bass. He had named 'pansy' it was a very interesting name for a bass .

"Cool. Hey me and Gee are starting a band it may or may not take off. Also it's just mainly for fun. Gotta pass the time some how to make the time in this hell hole better."

Frankie smirked when when mikey used my nick name and agreed to join then turned to me and asked "Gee?"

"Uh yeah it's the nick name everyone calls me. Mikes came up with it." I could feel my face get warmer and warmer as Frankie's smirk got wider and wider. I then begin to stare at a window and was getting lost in some daydream I shouldn't be having when I heard Mikey calling my name so that we could get lunch. I got up and silently followed Mikey and Frank while they were talking about their basses. An impossible subject I could never add anything to and I felt a pang of jealousy. Soon I begin day dreaming again about being famous (I know I know) and of course about Frankie. They were to embarrassing to possibly repeat. When I heard Mikey call my name but he kept talking. I soon was listening to their conversation and soon wished that I hadn't because he was telling Frank about how I sang in the band and how 'good' I was. I didn't think I was but, I guess he thought so. Soon I was zoning out again when we got back to our table and I wasn't really eating per usual. Mikey didn't notice but, Frankie did.

"Gerard why aren't you eating?" Before I could answer Mikey pipped up.

"He never usually does" I shot him an annoyed look and he gave me a helpless shrug an mouthed a 'sorry.' i looked Frankie in the eye hoping to give him a strong and confident answer when our gazes locked. I felt helpless as my mouth fell open like a dead fish gasping for air. His eyes were so beautiful. They left me speechless. they were a dark hazel coffee like color with flecks of gold. I could could get lost in them and i couldn't speak so I had to tear my eyes away from his to form real comprehensible words. I looked down at my food and then I started talking

"well I do eat whenever I feel like it. I was just daydreaming. You don't have to worry about me." I could feel my face get hotter and hotter with every word. He smiled and then asked me about the band also about my daydream.

"I don't even remember it now." I said trying to lie about the daydream so I wouldn't have to admit the things i imagined about Frank.

"I do sing." I admitted.

"I wouldn't go around bragging about though." I shot a look at Mikey

"it's just for fun too. Like Mikey said."

"I can't wait to hear you and practice with you guys" my mind thought of so many dirty things when he said he wanted to hear me. I mentally slapped my self because I was most likely setting myself up for disappointment. Before I knew it lunch was over and we had to head back to class, I was of course smiling.

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