I love you for you

Gerard's POV

I opened the door without knowing who would be standing behind it. Most times it wasn't anyone me or Mikey knew, so i figured no big deal I'll answer it. Just my fucking luck it turned out to be Frank. I was faced with a shocked looking Frank who was gawking at my chest. It made me feel self conscious. I know i'm ugly Frank you don't have to stare. Thank god i was wearing my mask though. I could feel my face heat up as one hand never left the door and the other went to my towel helping it stay up. Even tho it was in no real danger of falling down it was just comforting to know i was holding it up and not relying on the horrible knot i had put in it to keep it up.

"Uh h..hi Frank"

"Yeah uh hi Gerard"

"Mikey's watching Space Dandy. So he's here and not busy." Frank's face was now focused on mine and his face had turned a pretty scarlet pink. It had never looked so good on anyone and since our eyes were locked i could feel myself forgetting how to breath so i was forced to stare at the ground in hoping i wouldn't look like a total idiot, and hoping i'd remember to do the one thing i shouldn't ever forget how to do,breathe.

"oh yeah cool but, Space Dandy?" Frank asked seeming confused.

"Oh yeah it's some anime i decided to record me and Mikey ended up both liking it. Er you can come in? If you want yeah?"

I mentally face palm myself Gerard you dumb ass of course he wants to come in.

"Yeah" When he walked by i couldn't help, but to stare at his ass also i got a whiff of his cologne which smelled like the heavens had come together to create it. But his butt did look really nice in those skinny jeans. Damn it Gerard! He's fucking straight, get over yourself. (Even straight dudes had nice asses) I shut the door and excused myself to go and put on some clothes since i was only wearing a towel and my mask. I probably imagined it but i could feel Frank's eyes pierce my back and i quickened my pace up the steps. When i was out of sight i sank down in the corner to try and slow my breathing. I could hear Frank's paralyzing cute giggle and Mikey's deeper laugh combine and it was like music to my ears. Two of my favorite people laughing. It calmed me slightly and i continued to my room. When i got inside of my room i shut the door and dropped my town exposing myself entirely and power walked over to my dresser to pick out some boxers.
After pulling on the first pair of boxers i managed to find i slid over to the drawer with all of my pants. Keeping the fact Frank was here in mind i settled on one of my best pairs. A black tighter than normal pair of skinny jeans. Then i walked to where i kept my shirts, in my closet. Trying to hurry myself up so it seemed i had done the normal pull whatever out and put it on routine. I thought carefully and settled on a plain light blue v-neck shirt and pulled on my black and white converses and putting my mask back on since i had to take it off when i put the shirt on. After getting my hair just right and a little eye liner i deemed myself presentable enough and went down stares. I could feel my stomach knot its self a couple to many times with what Frank might think, making me almost turn around and run back to my room instead i forced myself to make it down the last couple steps.

"Hi Gerard" Mikey greeted and went back to watching Space Dandy. Frank on the other hand continued to stare at me before greeting me.

"Hey you gonna come watch this with us, yeah?" he asked and my heart fluttered when he had invited me.

"Y....Yeah of course i'll just go make popcorn."

His eyes lit up like a little child and went wide with amazement like he'd never heard of such a thing or i had read his mind.

"that sounds amazing Gerard yes yes please!" I laughed softly and went to make popcorn. I wasn't sure what kind he preferred so i made extra butter popcorn hoping he'd like it and snagged a couple pieces before going and joining Mikey and Frank back on the couch.

"That smells amazing Gerard!" Frank exclaimed. Just like you? I thought oh my gosh really Gerard? Mentally slapping myself i grabbed a couple more pieces and popped them into my mouth right before Mikey muttered a 'thanks' but his eyes never left the screen. I swear he seemed more into it than i was.

"so how are you liking this show so far Frank?" awkward attempt at making conversation strike one.

"its pretty good i'm just surprised I've never heard of it before!" he said while he returned his eyes to the screen, and i continued to stare not completely accepting the fact with how in love with him i was.

Notes

Hello kittens sorry i haven't been updating lately my step dad doesn't like me staying in my room to long i hope you all like it and i welcome new readers. Well i don't have much to say but happy new year just in case i do not update soon! Do you kittens have any new year's resolutions? Anyway have a wonderful day and remember to smile and keep running! comment comment comment!