We're just two messed up teens!

I couldn’t believe my eyes. Before they noticed me they were in a full blown make out session. “And you are?” I asked the tall mean looking guy with rather skinny arms but loads of muscle. “Oh I’m Andy. Gerard hasn’t mentioned me?” He looks at Gerard who’s looking at the floor. “No he hasn’t Mikey has though. You’re Gerard’s ex right?” He shook his head. “No I’m his boyfriend. We just got back together. You don’t mind me staying do you? Gerard here said you were watching movies.” He gave me such an innocent look. I looked from Gerard to Andy. “No of course not. Stay. Can you guys go to the living room so I can get dressed? I didn’t expect anyone to be in here when I got out, so I didn’t take my clothes in with me.” Andy stood up and grabbed Gerard’s arm who was still looking at the floor. “Sure thing. Don’t take long though. I want to get to know the guy who’s been looking after my boyfriend.” He smiled and left. I sighed in frustration and grabbed some clothes throwing them on without a care. I grabbed my phone from the desk and rang an old friend of mine that I used to have a thing with. David Desrosiers.

David: Frankie? Shit I haven’t heard from you in ages. How are you? What’s up? What you been doing? Have you been avoiding me or something?

Me: Jesus David, One question at a time man.

David: Fine. How are you?

Me: Good thanks, Yourself?

David: Yeah I’m brilliant now. What’s up?

Me: Fancy coming over? I kind of miss you.

David: Oh fuck yes. I fucking miss you too. What you been doing?

Me: Still with the questions? Same as always apart from not hanging out with you really, You?

David: I have one left bitch. Been touring with my band. It’s been good just wish you were there. All the lads are with someone now and I still refuse to date anyone because I still love you. Last question have you been avoiding me or something.

Me: I’m glad to hear that. Maybe I could come to your next one? Yeah I’ve been avoiding you. I guess I wasn’t ready for a relationship that went that far. But now on the other hand I am ready. That doesn’t mean I want to get back with you though.

David: *sighs* Yeah I know. Getting in the car now be over pronto. Bye loser.

Me: Bye dickface.

I hung up before he could reply. If Gerard’s going to be an arse so can I. I walk downstairs and see Andy and Gee kissing. I quickly head into the kitchen and boil the kettle. The door bell goes and I answer it. “David hey man, Come in. Take a seat and I’ll be right out.” He nods and we exchange a quick hug. I can feel Gerard’s eyes on me but I ignore it. I’m really pissed off at him. How could he? I head back into the kitchen and the kettle had just boiled. I pick it up and start to pour the water into the cups and in walks David. “What’s up?”I ask as I see his face disgusted. “How many times can one couple make out in the space of one minute?” I chuckled and put the kettle down. Facing him I smile. “I don’t know D, Why don’t we find out?” Now I know you guys are thinking Frank you’re an idiot. That may be so but just remember Gerard started this. I am also going to tell you how I never actually got over this twat stood in front of me. I never wanted to end it but he wanted sex and I wasn’t ready back then. Zacky was my first and the only person I’ve slept with. I’ve known for years I still loved David but they were buried deep when I first saw Gerard. The feelings for Gerard still over take the ones for David even now but he’s happy. “Are you being serious or are you just messing with me?” I stepped closer and closer until I closed the gap, our noses touching and I wrapped my arms around his waist. “Does it look like I’m messing around?” Before he had chance to answer my lips were on his and his hands went straight to my hair and he started to pull a little with made me groan slightly.

I heard a gasp and I thought it was from David as I pulled him closer and forced my tongue into his mouth. However when we pulled apart I saw someone move from the corner of my eye so I looked to see who it was. Sure enough there was Gerard staring at me like I just ripped his heart out and I saw tears falling from his eyes. “So is one of these mine?” David asked paying no attention to anyone else being in the room. “No I just made four for myself. Jesus babe how stupid are you?” He lightly punched my arm and Gerard shook his head and walked out when I said the word babe. “Want me to take one out?” He asked. “Nah. I can do it myself.” He stuck his tongue out and grabbed another cup anyway. I shook my head letting out a chuckle and grabbed the two remaining ones. I handed the spare coffee to Andy seems Gerard had one.
After the first movie Andy got a text. “Shit, babe I have to go.” He said and lightly kissed Gerard on the cheek. “Nice meeting you Frank and David. You two are cute together.” David chuckled and agreed. We all said bye and he left. “Can I pick a movie now? Pwease?” David asked in a baby voice. “Sure go ahead.” He got up and I lightly smacked his ass. He giggled and looked at the DVD’s.”I’m going to use the bathroom.” Gerard said and I just nodded and gave him a smile. Then I went back to staring at David’s arse which he was wiggling slightly and I knew he was doing it on purpose. He came back after putting in the DVD Frozen. Fucking brilliant. I hate this stupid movie. He snuggled into my arms just as Gerard came back down. About half way through the movie I realised Gerard had disappeared. “Babe?” I said to David who stopped singing to look at me, “Yes?” “I’m going to look for Gerard, Okay? I will be back soon.” He nodded and carried on singing along. Man this is exactly why I hate this movie. I do love David singing though.

I looked everywhere in my house for Gerard, well almost everywhere, The only place I didn’t look was my bedroom’s bathroom. Surely he couldn’t be in there right? Even though I thought it was pointless I went in there anyway. I screamed and next thing I know David’s next to me.”Holy shit!” David shouted from next to me. “I will call an ambulance now.” I nodded and I wanted to move but I was stuck to the spot. Well I was until David pushed me forward and my legs started working again. There in the tub was Gerard with freshly made cuts up his arms and he was barely breathing. The tub was full off red liquid and I hoped to god he’d filled it most of the way up with water. I noticed a little message on the wall I’m guessing for me. It said

‘You broke my heart when you said you loved me.’

I cried and pulled his body out of the tub not even bothered that he was soaking wet. David was at my side suddenly. “They’re on their way now. Here put pressure on the wounds.” I grabbed one of the towels and did I was told. “Why did he do this?” I just nodded at the message written in his blood. “Oh shit. I’m sorry.” I just cried harder and I felt a hand on my cheek. It was too soft to be David’s though. I looked to see who’s hand it was and it was Gerard’s. He smiled weakly at me and opened his mouth to say “Don’t cry Frankie. Now you can be happy.” His smile faded as I cried harder. “I-I don’t want y-you to die! Gerard I fucking love you!” He shook his head weakly.”No you don’t. I love you though.” With that he passed out. I held his body for as long as I could before the paramedics took him. “Look I’m going to drive you to the hospital and then go home, Okay?” I nodded and David picked me knowing I couldn’t move.

Once at the hospital I called Mikey.

Mikey: Hey Frank, How’s Gerard doing?

I just started to cry. How am I suppose to tell him he tried to kill himself because of me.

Mikey: Frank? Stop fucking crying and tell me what the fuck happened right now before I put you in hospital.

Me: He’s in.... He’s in hospital. I’m so sorry.

Mikey: I’m on my way.

Once I hung up I fell to floor and started to cry again.

10 minutes later someone pulled me into their arms. “Frank what happened?” Mikey’s voice came out calm. I dried my eyesand took a deep breath. I told Mikey everything. He just listened tome and by the end of it I honestly thought he was going to hit me or something instead he just hugged me tighter. “It’s all going to be okay Frank.”I pulled away and look at him confused. “You’re not made at me? This is all my fault after all.” He shook his head and offered me a small smile. “Actually Frank it’s not. I’m not saying kissing that David guy in front of Gerard knowing he loves you wasn’t wrong. Look Andy isn’t exactly a nice guy. He scares the shit out of Gerard. That’s why they ended up together in the first place and why he was with him again when you saw them. Andy makes him. I should of told you in the first place. He just didn’t want me to because he didn’t want you to think he was so weak, So don’t you dare blame yourself. If it’s anyone’s fault it’s Andy and Gerard’s.” I opened my mouth to argue but the look Mikey gave me stopped me. He wasn’t in the mood to be messed with. I still could kick his arse like but he could lose his brother right now because of me.

About four hours later a doctor finally came up to us. “Mr Iero?” He asked and I nodded. He looked really sad and I knew it had to be bad news.

Notes

What have I done? Have I really killed Gerard off?
Have you noticed in all my stories Frank seems to be an arse? (Those of you who actually read all mine.)
I love him really.
Hope you enjoyed this chapter and if I'm feeling nice later after I've read the new updates for the stories I'm currently reading I may update.
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