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Return To Me, My Love

Chapter Seventy Five

I wake up in the middle of the night from a nightmare, my breathing rough and uneven and my body sticky with sweat and I sit up, rubbing a hand over my face as I glance around the darkened room, everything just visible in the moonlight and I hear Frank snoring softly beside me. I slide off the side of the bed and make my way out to the kitchen, leaving the lights off and just going by the moonlight coming in the windows and I grab a glass, getting some water and having a drink and when I turn to leave the room I spot Franks cigarettes on the counter so I grab them, figuring it might help me relax and I make my way out onto the balcony, sliding the door closed behind me and I breathe in the brisk night air, slight goosebumps raising on my arms as I slide down the wall to sit on the ground, leaning back against the bricks with my knees pulled up infront of me and I light a cigarette, smoking slowly but it does nothing and when I no longer have it to focus on anymore I break, big fat tears rolling down my cheeks and that's how Frank finds me twenty minutes later, sitting alone on the balcony crying my eyes out and he settles down beside me, pulling me into his side and rubbing his hands up and down my side and back as he lets me cry.

"Come on baby" Frank says softly when I've calmed down again, letting me go and standing up, reaching down to help me up too and he takes me back inside, taking me into the bedroom and settling us back in bed, pulling the covers over me and when I turn onto my side he tries to spoon up behind me but I tense and flinch away, my whole body shifting closer to the edge of the bed as I scream "No," feeling terrified. "Hey hey it's okay" he tells me, sliding back and giving me some space and I feel my whole body trembling, shaking the bed slightly and Frank sighs and says "Baby I'm sorry, I just wanted to cuddle you I swear." I curl up a little, my body still tense and shaking and I don't say anything back, part of my brain knowing Frank wouldn't hurt me but I can't seem to make the rest accept that so I continue to shake and cry until I fall asleep again. The next morning I wake up alone, Frank gone from beside me and I feel a huge knot in my stomach, a bad feeling spreading through me so I get up, leaving the room in search of him and when I step into the hallway I hear Mikey's voice ask "So how was last night?" "I knew it was going to be hard, I knew there would be things that might set him off but I didn't expect" Frank voice sounds out, pausing for a second before he continues "I tried to hold him, I woke up in the middle of the night and he was gone and I found him on the balcony breaking down and when I managed to get him back to bed I tried to hold him, just to comfort and let him know I'm here and he freaked out and screamed at me and I couldn't get anywhere near him. Even in sleep he just.....I don't know. I don't know what to do Mikey, I'm trying to be there but every time I try to comfort him or even talk to him I can tell he's not really fully there and I get so fucking angry and I just want to stomp on that fucking cunt until he's dead." I swallow hard, taking a moment to gather myself before I keep walking, rounding the corner and entering the kitchen and both Frank and Mikey look up at me, their conversation stopping and I cross the room to the table, reaching out and grabbing Franks coffee, taking a sip and smiling at him as he stares up at me and he smiles back, reaching out for his cup but I turn my body slightly, moving the cup further away from him and his smile slips into a smirk as he reaches out and tries to tickle my side, pulling a small giggle from me as I try to squirm away and I offer him the cup back.

Half an hour later Mikey goes home and I tidy up the coffee cups, Frank disappearing from the room and when I'm done I go to look for him, finding him laying on the bed on his phone and when I walk over and climb on beside him, crawling over and straddling his legs and I reach out and take his phone, dropping it on the mattress beside us before lowering myself down and settling my head on his chest, my forehead pressed into his neck as I lay on him and Frank hesitates for a second before slowly bringing his arms up around me, his hands gently rubbing my back and I melt into him a little, my hand clenching in the front of his shirt and we lay like this for a while, a few tears escaping me and soaking Franks shirt but he doesn't seem to mind. Frank starts to softly sing to me, one hand working it's way up into my hair and I stop crying, sniffling a few times as my eyes slip closed and his hand on my back paired with his fingers working against my scalp make me feel boneless, my whole body feeling good for the first time in days as I breathe in Franks scent, his body heat warming me throughout and I stop thinking, going with instinct as I brace one hand against the mattress, pushing myself up slightly so I am looking down at Frank and we stare at each other for a long second before I lean in and seal my lips to his, Frank expecting just a simple kiss but in the moment I want more and he hums in surprise as I slide my tongue into his mouth, kissing him fully for the first time in days.

Frank starts to kiss back and we really start to get into it, our tongues battling for dominance and I feel his hands slide down to rest on my hips before he rolls us to the side, my body settling beside his and he slides a hand around to rest in the middle of my lower back, pressing me forward and bringing me back against his body and I try to remain calm, reminding myself over and over that this is Frank and this is okay and he won't hurt me and I manage to keep from freaking out, our kiss slowly coming to an end and when I pull back for air I feel my lips tingling, my breath coming out in pants and Franks lips continue to trail soft kisses all over my cheeks and nose before making their way down my jaw, my body starting to feel the familiar stirrings of arousal and I can feel Franks half hard dick against my thigh. "So so beautiful" Frank coos softly between kisses, his lips making their way back towards my mouth and I turn my head, capturing his lips with mine and we start to make out again, Franks hand sliding down my back but he stops to rest it in the small of my back, not going any lower and I feel myself relax again, my body having tensed up the lower he went.

Our kisses start to get deeper and rougher the longer we go and I find myself building courage despite the tense feeling in my stomach and I try so hard to just stay in the moment rather than let my head get the better of me, this whole situation so different from what happened and I gather up the courage to clench my hand in the front of Franks shirt, rolling onto my back and pulling Frank over with me and he shifts to settle above me, one of his legs braced between mine and he holds himself up above me as he breaks the kiss and looks down at me, his eyes questioning and I let out a long breath as I nod slightly, Frank nodding back and his lips pull into a smile as he leans back down and we continue where we were, sharing heated kisses and Frank pulls away from my mouth and starts trailing his lips down my jaw, going lower and pressing a gentle kiss to my neck and I turn my head, exposing it to him and he keeps going, kissing down a little further and when his lips press over a particularly sensitive spot I shiver beneath him, the pressure increasing as he sucks a little and I groan out "Yes," pushing my head further into the pillow and pressing my neck into his face to increase the pressure and Frank keeps licking and sucking and kissing that spot and I feel the pulsing sting of him marking me, that pulsing shooting down to my dick which is starting to harden a little and when Frank starts to move his head I tangle my fingers in the back of his hair and try to hold him there, wanting more, wanting him to mark me and make me his again, his mark meaning so much to me in that moment to take over all the other marks I currently have and Frank starts kissing me again, moving a little lower and starting to suck and groan loudly, unable to keep it in. As Frank keeps licking and sucking on my skin my dick keeps hardening, my whole body feeling amazing and I buck down against his thigh between my legs, rubbing myself against him and he pauses, his face still buried in my neck and I do it again, Frank taking my signal and he starts kissing and nibbling his way back up to my lips, capturing them in a hungry kiss which I eagerly return.

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Comments

I just binged this in a day and there's no more D:
I need to know what happens next and how it ends haha

SeanaHampstead SeanaHampstead
4/14/20

Okay okay, now Ian is seeming like a proper asshole! And now I have no idea who to ship for, I liked the idea of Ian cause he was different from frank, but now I'm back on the Frank side! Maan, maybe even Bert may have a chance here! Thanks for keeping me guessing lol :) <3

ShylaKay93 ShylaKay93
5/6/17

I had to catch up on the new chapters, I missed this story so much !

Mikey is a bit annoying seriously like he's making Frank seem bad but honestly Gee is just being immature about Frank's job and all.
At the same time I feel bad for him too because of Ian's shitty
behavior.
Hope Frank and G will be okay

Love the drama, ahaha
<3

Lurid Pretty Lurid Pretty
4/27/17

Poor Gee...Ian needs to back the fuck off!
xxx

I can see Gee's point and he SHOULD be a priority for Frank but Frank can't walk away from his livelihood. UGH! I know drama drives a story but PLEASE don't let IAN screw things up for Gee. He's been through so much. Frank does need to realize Gee's position. Glad it's not me writing this...but I LOVE reading it.