Hold On Tight and Don't Look Back

Gerard’s P.O.V

I groggily woke up and the first thing my mind registered was my sexy boyfriend who was cuddled into my side, His head laying on my chest and his arm around my stomach holding me. I recall last night’s events; He loves me…He really said he loves me. This has got to be the best thing in the world; I wanted to cry because I was so happy. I spent all that time worrying that he didn’t feel the same way but in reality all this time he was struggling with the same thing. Then I took his virginity; I was surprised at first that he was willing to do that. It seemed like he enjoyed himself though; I was afraid of hurting him at first. Well of course you don’t want someone you love to be hurt. I asked if it was because he thought he had to but he said he wanted to. I love him so much; I know it didn’t take long to feel this way but he’s made me the happiest person in the world just by his presence.

I looked to the clock and it was 11:15 AM; for some reason I was wide awake…That’s unusual. I guess it was due to how happy I was that the person I love was softly snoring into my side right now. I turned to Frank, his hair was messy and his breathing was slow and peaceful. The blankets were down to his thighs exposing some of his scars; I wanted to kiss every one of them a million times showing him that he was beautiful and I would not let anything happen to him ever again. I gently pulled the blanket up to his side being careful not to wake him. I couldn’t help but smile when I looked at his sleeping figure; I want to draw him again but I also wanted to stay like this forever. I lay in bed with him for a couple more minutes before Frank stirred; I looked down and caressed his cheek. His eyes fluttered open and when he saw me he smiled.

“Hey baby. Did you sleep well?” I asked gently, He nodded and when he tried to sit up his face overcame with pain and he whimpered out. Shit I forgot that his backside must really hurt.

“Hey it’s okay, lay back down” I assured him, He nodded and slowly made his way back onto the mattress pulling the covers up to his neck.

“Where do you keep your pain killers?” I asked

“In the bathroom, middle drawer” I quickly got up and slipped on some boxers; I could tell Frank was looking at me and when I turned around I winked. That sent his face into a storm of red but he gave a slight smile. I rushed down to the kitchen and got a glass of water then back to get the pills. I opened the middle drawer out of the three and saw the usual stuff, Tylenol, Hydrogen Peroxide, Healing cream, band aids, and pain killers. I grabbed two pills and the water then headed back to the room to where Frank was laying on the bed playing with the blanket.

“Here you go baby” I said sitting down next to him. He took the pills and drink setting it down next to him.

“Thanks” he replied with a smile. I crawled back into bed next to him and held him close.

“You okay?” I asked making sure

“Ya, it just hurts. It will go away in a bit” he told me, I nodded and kissed his forehead which sent a grin to his face. We lay in bed just enjoying each other’s company and before we realized it the time was already 11:45 AM. Frank tries sitting up again this time without any pain, I sit up with him.

“Better?” I question. He nods and stretches.

“Did you want some coffee?” he asked, I playfully roll my eyes

“That shouldn’t be a question; Of course I do!” I joke, Frank giggles and goes to get up but he stops, He awkwardly turns to me.

“Umm…Do you mind looking away?” he asks sheepishly. I nod understanding about his self consciousness. I look to the other side and hear Frank shuffling on some clothes; He gives an okay and I turn around to see him wearing the usual skinny jeans and shirt. I stand up and walk towards him grabbing his waist and pulling him closer; I look down to him caressing his cheek.

“You are beautiful Frankie, Do you know that?” I whisper, He looks down and shrugs his shoulders, I sigh and tilt his head back up.

“You are the most beautiful person ever. You need to know that; I will tell you a thousand times so you can see that you are” Frank blushes and I lightly kiss him on the lips. I pull away and he is smiling.

“Okay, I’m going to get dressed, I’ll be down in a minute” Frank nods and heads out the door and closes it behind him. I quickly get dressed and fix my hair in the restroom. I head down to the kitchen and see Frank pulling down the mugs, He smiles at me and I grin back once I get a text. It’s from Mikey.

M: Mom says to make sure you eat breakfast.

I roll my eyes and show it to Frank, he giggles

“Did you want some pancakes?” I jump up and he giggles more which makes me happy.
As he hands me my mug he pulls out the pan he needs and the mix. I can’t help to think...he does all this stuff on his own; when his parents were out, he was making himself dinner by himself, and I’m guessing cleaning also since this place wasn’t all that messy. There were no dishes which I’m guessing he did. It was just weird; Like me and Mikey fought over who did dishes or who put away dinner. Then I would see my mom doing laundry or cleaning. It was different; I couldn’t even picture what it was like. I watch Frank as he flips the pancake over and it isn't burned, how the fuck does he do that? Frank sees me staring and he smirks.

“You jealous of my cooking?” he jokes, I nod and he giggles. After we eat breakfast we cuddle on the couch watching some T.V. having small conversations. About 20 minutes later I get a call and it’s from Mikey.

“Hello?” I ask

“Hey… Can you guys come hang out with me I’m bored” he whines,

“Why don’t you go over to Patrick’s?” I ask

“I tried, he says he’s busy….pppllleeaassee?” he whines again. I roll my eyes and turn to Frank.

“You mind if we hang out with my annoying brother, he’s bored?” I could hear Mikey scoff from the other line.

“Fine with me” he says with a giggle that I love so much. I smile and gain my direction back to Mikey.

“We’ll be right there” I say, He cheers and hang up. I grab Franks hand and we start heading to my house. Once were there I turn to Frank who is happily smiling like always when he’s with me. I open the door and when Mikey sees us he smiles.

“Yay, you showed up” I roll my eyes and we all sit on the couch. After a moment my mother comes out with some chips. She always does this; Even before Frank she used to randomly bring us snacks…But whose complaining?

“Hey you two, Did you have a good night?” My mom asks, we both nod and smile. She turns to Frank.

“Frank, I hope you don’t mind me asking but, where are your parents exactly. I just want to make sure?” I turn to Frank who doesn’t seem fazed by the question.

“Oh, they’re on a business trip up in Maine for two weeks” he answers casually, my mom nods but with a confused face

“Two weeks?” she asks, the same reaction I had to how long it is. Frank shrugged his shoulders…

“They said it was really important” She nods again but with a heartwarming smile and heads into the kitchen where I hear the water running, I’m guessing dishes. After about 10 minutes of talking with Mikey about random stuff Mikey asks me a question.

“Gee can I talk to you up in the room for a sec?” I give him a confused face before I stand up.

“Be right back” I say to Frank who just smiles and directs his attention to the T.V. I follow Mikey up the stairs to his room. When inside he closes the door and turns to me.

“So when are you going to tell Frank you love him?” he blurts out. I look to the floor and give a grin.

“You already told him?” he questions, I don’t say anything. Mikey thinks for a moment.

“Did he tell you that he loves you?” Mikey asks slowly, I look up and nod. His face turns to a grin and he starts asking all these questions

“When did he tell you? …What happened when he did? …What happened afterwards? ...What did you tell him?” He asks frantically, I don’t know why he is always so interested in my relationships…Probably because he can’t get one of his own.

“Calm down” I joke “Last night when I went over after leaving here, we were sitting in the bed and he nervously just told me, I then told him how I loved him too and how happy he made me. Which also made him overjoyed to hear…and we were in bed, what do you think happened afterwards?” Mikey chokes on his own spit at the last part but smiles.

“So it all went well?” he asks, I nod happily and he gives me a hug.

“Good for you Gee” he says, We head back downstairs where Frank is still watching T.V. I sit down next to him while Mikey goes to the chair.

“What was that about?” Frank quietly asks.

“I’ll tell you later” I respond, He nods and turns to Mikey who strikes up another random conversation.

Notes

Okay...
I'm scared to do this next chapter and you guys are going to be pretty pissed off at me. *_*