Love Is Insanity

RAYS POV:
"Mikey baby im here." I called to Mikey sitting on the park bench with his hood draped over his face, and signature stud glasses on. He looked up and smiled, knowing that i had planned this conversation.
"You alright Ray?" He spoke softly and pulled me into a hug, rubbing his chin on my shoulder. I then sat down and looked deeply into his eyes sighing. I hated having to bottle everything up, and for me that was with Frank. I could of told him more, but really all i had to say was stuff had happened and that i was sorry. As we have always been close friends, he automatically accepted my apology, and left, hopefully in a good mood. I expected him to be home now, in relief that he finally knew what was bugging me. We both knew however, that we needed to discuss the band, for it had shocked him silly, and i believe he is yet to compose himself. That's pretty much what i came here to talk to Mikey about. The whole band situation, and aside from just Frank..him and Gerard's relationship. Withought complicating it, i had seen enough to know they were meant for eachother. Those silly yet cute glances at eachother, and how they always cover eachothers back in these situations. I also knew that Frank did love him to bits. Yeah, Frank was certainly confused, and he had the right to be. But i am sure that in no time, he will recognised his true feelings for Gerard. I know he likes him, especially because of the way he spoke about him when they first met. I had never seen someone smile more in my entire life. Also, i had to add how quickly his mouth was moving, to fit all the compliments into one conversation.
"Ray?" Mikey ahd raised his voice, shaking my shoulder.
"Uh huh...sorry Mikes just got a bit fucked in some train of thought of mine."
Right, so.....you wanted to talk about?..." I shuffled closer to him, smelling the sweet scent of flowers, which he applied every morning ever so feminine.
"Frank and Gerard, and everything with them."
"Well that situation is far beyond me, i think they will forget us whilst they stay here. I certainly know for sure that somethings going on." I grinned, but shook my head back, reminding him that they were just friends, but adding that there DEFINETELY is something happenening here.
"Im really not sure myself, but i have quite the idea. I really think, you should bring this up with Gerard at tonight's dinner, after everyone excuses themselves. He is sure to give away a certain key event we can get information from, and after we can work with that and get them together. It's not exactly a plan, but i feel they want it to happen."
"I'll talk to him then babe, and you can tone down Frank from the excitement of Gerards face." We both chuckled, and laced our fingers together, feeling the sticky warmth of or sweat in eachothers palms.
"Your so great at this!" I grinned.
GERARD'S POV:
Where was he, it was getting late? I was sitting on the bed of the guests bedroom, my fingers hitting at eachother. I was dead nervous of where Frank could be, and why he couldn't of gotten back yet. Mikey and Ray had arrived back at the time they said they would, and soon i would be called down for dinner. I was pretty sure i was meant to be concerned that he probably wouldn't be joining us. The sunlight would go down soon after dinner, at i was edging towards running out the door to look for him. I knew i should wait though, for he could just come bursting through the door right now.
"Gerard, dinner is being served. I'll see you down there." My thoughts ended when he called me down, and i glared up at him through my long eyelashes.
"Is something wrong Gee?"
"No nothing Mikes, i was just wondering where Frank was.." He chuckled and patted my shoulder.
"Stop keep worrying about him! Im sure he is just looking around at his new home, i would if i was him." Before i knew, he had vanished downstairs, and i was soon to scurry down after him.
"Lets make this a dinner to remember!" Mikey raised our glass as we seated ourselves at the glass table. Our wine glasses chinked together and i brought the smooth liquid to my lips, savouring the warm but bitter taste.
"There's a first time for everything." Ray chuckled, as he watched me bite my lips from the wines unique flavour. Mikey joined in with a laugh, and i watched between the two. How i longed to have such a perfect relationship, or at least stable one. I wanted to laugh constantly and not care who watched, and hold someone close withought them running away. I longed for that, and there were times i wanted to scream to the world my feelings. I wanted to tell Mikey too what i felt for Frank, but i was constantly holding back. I didn't know whether i truly loved the boy or not, but something in my heart was dragging me towards him. I didn't want to leave that feeling alone, and i always hope every day, my heart will help me get closer and closer to the answer, to help me find what these feelings mean.
"Gerard." I looked up at Mikey who had a concerning look on his face. I had obviously drifted of again, because Ray had left the table quietly and now it was just the two of us staring back in tow.
"Y-yeah." My knees knocked into one another.
"We need to talk...now."
*Im SO sorry i haven't updated in ages, and that this was a really short chapter. I thought i would just write this filler chapter, because the next one is going to be filled with stuff! Thanks <3

Notes

*Sorry that this chapter was short, it was a bit of a filler. This is because the next chapter is quite long and dramatic, i found it hard to fit this chapter in with the other one.