Kill This Venom From My Heart

I wake up a few hours later with Gerard still asleep on my chest, Mama spread out along my side letting out soft sniffles in her sleep and I smile to myself as I nuzzle my face down into the top of Gerard's hair, breathing in his scent until the sound of a door creaking catches my attention and I listen for a few seconds but I don't hear any other noises and I decide it must have just been the wind or me hearing things when a few seconds later I hear the distinct sound of the toilet being flushed and I slide Gerard off me, Mama jolting up from her sleep and she turns her head to look up at me as I slide off the bed and just as I get to my feet, reaching for the bat I left beside the bed for Gerard while I was away Gerard groans before saying "What's going on?" I spin around to face him, bat now in hand and I bring my finger up to my lips signalling for him to be quiet before I whisper "There's someone in the house." I take a few steps towards the door before Gerard jumps off the bed and grabs my arm, pulling me back a step and when I spin around to face him again he chews on his bottom lip, looking worried before saying "Frankie, it's Jamia." "What?" I spit out, my mind short circuiting a little at the thought she's in the house with my family. "Please don't be mad but she came by again the other day and we talked and.....she had no where else to go and I couldn't just send her out onto the streets" Gerard tells me and I frown before saying "So you fucking let her in?" "I didn't know what else to do" Gerard says, trying to defend his decision and I sigh before hissing "Have you gone insane? Are you forgetting everything she's done? She tried to stab you, she tried to ruin my career, she stalked and blackmailed the both of us and she destroyed my house and now you want to play roommates with her?" A few seconds of silence pass and Gerard stares down at his feet before looking back up at me and I see the tears welling in his eyes as he says "I couldn't.....I've been so lonely and......I didn't want you to be mad, I didn't know how to tell you and....." his speech trailing off as the first tear rolls down his cheek and I sigh as I drop the bat and step forward, grabbing Gerard and pulling him into my chest. "Don't cry" I coo as I lean down to press soft kisses to the top of his head and Gerard buries his face in my chest as he breathes deep and a few seconds later I pull back enough to be able to see his face, keeping my arms wrapped around him as I say "Baby do you have any idea what it would do to me if anything happened to you? I know it may seem alright to you and you feel bad for her but I know her better than you do and there's a reason I sought a restraining order to keep her away from you. She's crazy babe and she's a master of manipulation, you can't trust a single word that comes from her mouth. I love you so fucking much and if anything happened to you while I was away I would never forgive myself." "Frankie she's been here a few days and she's been nothing but nice, I really think you should give her a chance, people can change" he tells me and I stare open mouthed at him before deciding that I'm not going to let Jamia ruin my time home with my husband. "Ok fine, if you trust her she can stay but only until she finds a place of her own again and if anything happens you call the police immediately, ok?" "Ok Frankie" Gerard promises me and I sigh before leaning down to kiss his nose, pulling a small giggle from him and I pull away from him, crossing to the closet for some clean clothes and on my way out the door I turn and say "Wanna join me?" Gerard smiling and nodding and he rushes across the room to me, jumping on my back as I bend down and once he's on I walk down the hallway to the bathroom, going in and locking the door behind us.

I start the water before I turn to get undressed and I see Gerard standing across the room shirtless, sliding his hands down to work on his pants and I pause to watch him, watching more and more of him become exposed to me until he steps out of his pants and on his way past me to the shower he leans in and presses a soft kiss to my lips. Once he's under the water I start to frantically tear at my clothes, needing to get them off immediately so I can get my hands on his wet naked body and when I step into the cubicle behind him Gerard turns around and smiles at me before leaning in for another kiss and as we kiss I slowly back him further into the shower so we are both under the hot spray of water, beads dripping down our faces and making the kiss hot and wet and when we pull apart I reach my hand out around Gerard and grab the bottle of body wash on the shelf and pour some over his shoulders and on his chest, dropping the bottle to the side and I bring my hands up and start rubbing it all over his body, soaping him right up before working on his back and when I reach his ass I grab the cheeks, squeezing and kneading and the touch is so wet and slippery that I can't keep in the soft moan as I feel myself getting hard and Gerard leans back in and seals his lips to mine, stepping closer and our chests slide together with the soap and when I pull back again I bring one hand around to run my fingers through the suds, sliding it back around to his back and as I lean in to kiss him again I slide those fingers between his cheeks, seeking out his hole and Gerard shudders in my arms and pulls back from my mouth to say "I'm already stretched, need you now" and I growl lowly as I slide my hands down to grab around his thighs, picking him up and slamming his back against the wall and Gerard throws his head back, moaning loudly as I thrust up into him, the slide slick and easy despite how tight he is around me and once I'm buried inside him as deep as I can go I pause and growl in his ear "So what did you fuck yourself with last night? Your fingers? Or was it a dildo? Maybe the vibrator? Did you have some fun with one of the plugs?" and Gerard whines softly before saying "I..." trailing off as he bites on his bottom lip, looking slightly embarrassed and I pull out almost all the way, pausing with just the head of my dick buried in his ass and I lean in so close our noses are brushing, staring directly into his eyes before saying "You want this?" and Gerard nods frantically, trying to push down and get me deep inside him again but I stop him, shaking my head and smirking as I say "What was it baby?" and Gerard gasps in a breath before panting out "You.....the cast we made before you left......oh fucking god" my hips thrusting forward hard and driving myself deep inside him again. "Oh yeah, you wanted my cock baby?" I ask, smirking to myself at the memory of us going to the adult store and buying the kit to make a mold of my dick for Gerard to use a dildo a week before I left for tour, the blush in Gerard's cheeks as we paid for it giving away who it was for and making the young female cashier smirk knowingly at him. "Always want your cock Frankie, been driving me fucking crazy smelling you on everything but not being able to have you" he gasps out and I smirk a little more to myself as I hiss in his ear "Tell me what you did last night." "I....oh god right there....I opened myself up with my fingers and then I took your dildo and I knelt up over it and slid down onto it, like I wanted to with your real dick and then I rode it while I held your pillow to my face and breathed in your scent and I had my eyes closed so I could pretend it was you." "Oh yeah? You wanted my cock that bad?" I ask and Gerard whines and nods his head frantically, his head tipped back and his eyes closed, his mouth hanging open as he gasps for breath while I fuck him hard and fast. "Did you want it like this?" I ask as I speed up my thrusts, slamming up into him harder and faster before I slow my hips right down and I slowly drag my cock in and out of him as I ask "Or like this?" "Oh god, faster, please baby I need to cum so bad" Gerard pleads and I smirk to myself as I pick up the pace, fucking him as fast as I can while one of my hands slide up and into his lap, grabbing his dick and stroking him faster and faster until he whines high in his throat and cums, shooting all over my hand and stomach and when he's done I finally let myself let go, slamming in another few times as I cum so hard my whole body feels weak and I can barely hold Gerard up anymore.

Gerard and I barely have enough time to wash ourselves off before we run out of hot water and after we drag ourselves out of the shower and dry off I take his hand and we head downstairs, Mama waiting at the bottom for us and I drop his hand to scoop her up, taking her into the kitchen with us where I come face to face with Jamia, having almost forgotten she was here, too caught up in Gerard and when I turn my head to look back at him I see his cheeks are red, the knowing look on Jamia's face making me realise she heard us in the shower, Gerard screaming like we were alone and as I turn back to face her I smirk at her, raising one eyebrow and she just smiles before saying "Hi Frank, thanks for letting me stay and...." "I'm not, if I had my way you'd be back wherever the fuck you came from, or in jail, but my husband here has a bigger heart than I do so you can stay until you find your own place. If you want to thank anyone, thank Gerard" I tell her before crossing to the pantry with Mama and digging out her food, putting her down as I fill her bowl and once she's happily eating I cross to the sink and wash my hands before turning to Gerard and asking what he'd like for breakfast, not bothering to ask Jamia as I wouldn't cook for her if my life depended on it and after I've made breakfast we sit at the table and eat together, Jamia having left the room and just as we're finishing up she pokes her head in the door and tells us she'll see us later, heading out for the day and when she's gone Gerard frowns and says "You don't have to be so rude you know." "It's enough that I'm letting her stay here, I'm not going to pretend to be happy about it" I tell him as I stand from the table, taking the dishes over to the sink and rinsing them off before putting them in the dishwasher, taking a second to swallow down the anger I still feel about Jamia living here before I turn back around and ask Gerard what he wants to do today.

Notes

Shout out to Gee'sCLUELESSgirl! for the plot suggestion in bringing Jamia back, I get the feeling this story is going to take a very interesting turn now that she's back