Kill This Venom From My Heart

I make my way down the hallway towards the front door, Mama on my heels and I pause to pick her up before I reach out and open the door, not wanting her to run off and when I get the door open Bob says "Geez it's about.....what the hell is that?" I smile wide as Mama squirms against my chest, desperate to get to the new person and I run my hand up her back as I say "This is Mama, Gee got her for me." "Wow" Bob says before reaching out and rubbing the top of her head, Mama nuzzling against the palm of his hand. "She's cute" he adds and I smile a little wider as I step aside and let him in, the door closing before I put Mama down and she sniffs at Bobs feet before taking off back down the hallway and disappearing into the kitchen. Bob and I quickly check over all the bags and equipment I have ready in the hallway, making sure I haven't missed anything important before we head down to the kitchen where we find Gerard standing near the bench with Mama in his arms, her body stretched out against his chest with her head and paws resting on his shoulder while he holds her and rubs her back and she looks like a baby. I chuckle at the sight and Bob shakes his head, smiling too before he greets Gerard and they make small talk as I step back out of the kitchen to grab my shoes and jacket. When I come back Gerard puts Mama down and I cross the room to him, my hands wrapping around his thighs as I pick him up and he wraps his arms around my neck as our mouths seal together and we kiss for a long minute, both of us getting lost in it before we pull apart and I see Bob has left the room, giving us privacy to say goodbye and when I meet Gerards eyes again I see them slightly swollen and more watery than usual. "I'm sorry I have to go baby but I promise you, the time will fly by and we'll talk as much as I can, I'll call every chance I get." Gerard nods before I lean in and kiss him one last time, putting him down and we make our way out into the hallway where Mama is enjoying pats from Bob and when he notices we're there he quickly stands up and acts like he wasn't just playing with the dog making me laugh and Gerard just smiles wide.

Once we have all my bags loaded into Bobs car I wrap my arms around Gerards waist and pull him in for one last kiss, telling him how much I love him before I reluctantly pull away and cross the yard, getting into the car and as we pull away I wave and blow a kiss out the window, making Bob shake his head before saying "When did you turn into such a woman?" "Fuck you" I spit back playfully and Bob laughs before we fall into silence, the drive to the bus not taking very long and once we're finally loaded on we leave, heading off on the five hour drive to the first city for this tour. An hour into the trip the excitement has worn off and we all break apart to do our own thing, Bob and Ryan going into the back lounge where the Xbox is and Joe stays in the front lounge with a few of the techs travelling with us, discussing weed and rolling joints and I make my way into the bunks and climb into mine, still clean and clutter free which I know won't last long and I stretch out, letting myself relax as I pull my phone from my pocket, opening my photos and scrolling through the roll, opening a few of Gerard and I and Gerard and Mama before I open the passworded folder that contains some photos I took a few weeks ago after a little convincing that I would keep them guarded and no one else would ever see them. I open the first one and let my eyes wander the screen, Gerard laid out naked before my eyes, the sheets around him messed up from our intense make out before the pictures and my mouth waters a little as I focus in on his flushed leaking dick, my own dick twitching in interest as I feel myself getting horny. I reach out and grab the curtain to my bunk, pulling it closed before I scroll through to the next picture which shows Gerard in the same position but with his hand wrapped around himself, his eyes glazed over with lust as he starts directly into the camera and I flash back to when we took the photos, Gerard nervous at first but by the end he was so into it, being such a slut for the camera and I ended up fucking him so hard after we were done that he was walking with a limp the next day. I scroll through another few pictures until I come across one with his legs spread wide, the end of a plug sticking out of his hole and my dick is now so hard its straining against my pants and I reach down and open them, scrolling through to the next picture as I pull my dick free and I start to stroke myself as I look at Gerard with his hand on the end of the plug, getting ready to pull it out and the next picture shows the plug in his hand, his hole visible, open and gaping slightly and I whine softly before closing the pictures and pulling up my messages, opening the conversation with Gerard and typing 'Guess what I'm doing right now.' A minute goes by before Gerard replies "What babe?' and I smirk to myself as I open my camera and snap a picture of my hand working my leaking dick and I send it along with 'Those pictures are coming in handy already, you make me so fucking hot baby ;).' No reply comes through for a minute and just as I go to open the pictures again my phone buzzes and Gerards name flashes on the screen and I hit answer before bringing it to my ear. "No fair babe, you can't have all the fun" Gerard tells me and I chuckle before I softly say "I'm so sorry baby but the bus isn't exactly the best place for this conversation." "Then you'll just have to listen" Gerard tells me and I hear a rustling in the background before he lets out a soft groan and says "Oh fuck baby this feels so good, not as good as when its your hands touching me but I can pretend. Are you stroking yourself baby? Are you jacking off thinking about me?" "Yeah" I pant out softly, knowing I can't say too much incase someone hears but wanting to participate and Gerard seems to get it as he keeps going, keeping the responses he expects from me one worded. "Remember last night baby, remember how hard I fucked you, how much you begged for it, it's making me so fucking hard thinking about it right now I'm starting to leak. Can you still feel me in you baby?" He asks and I groan softly into the phone before saying "Yeah babe." "I can't wait until you get home again, I need to fuck you like that again. When you get back here I might have to tie you down, keep you pinned down for me so I can just fuck you like that again and again and again as much as I please, would you like that?" "Fuck I would love that" I pant out softly, hoping no one can hear me and Gerard chuckles softly before saying "Are you gonna cum for me baby?" clearly hearing the change in my breathing and my hips start to push up a little to meet my fist and I swallow back a moan before panting out " Yeah so close." "Cum for me baby, make a fucking mess and then send me a picture" Gerard demands and his dominance and demands push me over the edge and I cum so hard I have to roll my head to the side and bite into my pillow to muffle the moans I can no longer keep in and just as I finish I can hear Gerard let out a high pitch moan and I know he's cumming too. "Fuck so good baby" I pant softly when I regain control of myself, my body still tingling from my orgasm and Gerard chuckles softly before saying "I'll let you go to clean up, love you babe." "Love you more, bye baby" I say before hanging up so Gerard can't argue and I snap another picture, my hand still wrapped around my softening dick, both covered in cum and I send it, smiling to myself as I sit the phone down and I reach out with my clean hand for the small bag I have in my bunk, opening it and grabbing out the towel in there, cleaning myself off before rolling it back up, the cum on the inside and just as I zip my jeans back up my phone buzzes with a message and I open it, seeing Gerards reply picture, his stomach covered in cum as his still half hard dick lays in it and I smile wide as I save the picture to the protected folder with all the others.

A few hours later we finally make it to the first city and it's just starting to get dark, the bus parking in the venues back lot and we decide to go out and have a group dinner to celebrate the first night of tour and we all head out to a nearby italian restaurant, the techs coming too and we have a great time, drinking and laughing and by the time we leave to head back to the bus it's quite late, all of us deciding to call it a night as we have early press before sound check tomorrow and as I climb into my bunk and get comfortable I feel my phone buzz and I pick it up, opening the message from Gerard and I smile wide as I see the picture of him and Mama in bed, Mama curled up against his bare chest along with the caption 'Goodnight baby, we miss you.' I stare at it for a few long seconds before I send back 'Goodnight my love, I hope you have the sweetest of dreams' before locking my phone and sitting it aside, curling up around the second pillow I brought with me that I made Gerard sleep on for the last few nights and I inhale his scent as I drift off to sleep, this being the most relaxed start to a tour I've ever had.

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