Kill This Venom From My Heart

While Gerard cleans himself up and redresses I pick Mama up and take her downstairs, letting her outside to pee and when she comes back in she follows me back upstairs, Gerard laying in bed on he verge of sleep by the time we get back. Mama runs over to the bed and let's out a yap and I pick her up, her tail wagging when she sees him and I say "Look Mama, daddy is trying to have a sleep. It's bed time now." I turn and cross the room, laying her on the blanket she has in the corner, her bed now in the laundry and she curls up, seeming like she's going to cooperate with me and just as I climb into bed and turn the lamp off I hear her get up and run over, Gerard laughing softly as I groan in frustration, just wanting to curl up with my husband and maybe make out a little until we fall asleep. "Mama, go to bed" I groan out, Gerard snorting out another chuckle and Mama whimpers, her collar jingling a little as she jumps around and I sigh loudly as I reach down and grab her, helping her up on the bed and she runs over my legs and starts nosing at Gerard. He giggles softly as he rolls onto his side to face her, placing his hand on her back and gently guiding her to lay down and she curls up against his chest, his hand stroking over her repeatedly as she settles down and I curl up and watch them in the dimly lit room, watching them both fall asleep before I let myself drift off too.

The next morning I wake up to see Gerard and Mama still sleeping, Mamas head resting on Gerard's pillow and I reach out for my phone on the table bedside the bed, snapping a few quick pictures that I know I will be obsessed with while I'm away and as I roll to sit the phone back on the table the bed jostles with the movement and Mama's eyes flutter open, her tail wagging a few times and I reach out to gently pat her head, playing with her ears and she pushes herself up, walking over to stand beside me. "You hungry?" I ask softly, glancing over her and seeing Gerard still asleep. "How about we make daddy breakfast huh?" I ask as I climb out of bed, scooping Mama up and carrying her from the room, closing the door so we won't make too much noise and wake Gerard up. I start walking downstairs, planning on making Gerard breakfast before I have to leave and I say to Mama "Daddy has to to away for a little while but your other daddy is gonna stay here with you and I need you to take care of him for me ok? Make sure you give him lots of licks and cuddles and keep him in line for me alright?" Mama stares intently at my face, softly yapping and leaning in to lick my chin when I finish talking and I chuckle as I say "I knew I could count on you."

When I get down to the kitchen I cross to the pantry, reaching in for the dog food and as I pour some in Mamas bowl she squirms against my hold, trying to get to the food and I chuckle as I sit her on the floor, putting the bowl down and she noses at my hand immediately, nudging it out of the way so she can get to the food. While she's eating I wash my hands before pulling out ingredients to make pancakes, starting the coffee machine as I pour some batter into the heated frying pan and by the time it's all ready Mama has finished eating and is nosing around and jumping up at my legs, clearly smelling what I'm making. I smile and start to sing to myself as I plate up some pancakes, topping them with sliced strawberries and bananas and sitting a cup of coffee next to them along with the syrup at the bench where we will have breakfast before I scoop Mama up again and take her back upstairs. When we go back into the bedroom I cross to where Gerard is sprawled out on his back, climbing on to kneel beside him and I put Mama down again, letting her walk over and nose at his face, making him squirm and smile as his eyes slowly open. "Wake up daddy, we made you breakfast" I say as I pick Mama up and wave her around near his face, Gerard's eyes fully opening as he giggles. A minute later he drags himself out of bed, taking my hand and we walk downstairs together, Mama running ahead of us and when we get to the kitchen we take a seat and start on our breakfast, Mama coming in halfway through with her teddy wanting to play.

After we finish eating I stand and take our plates to the sink, rinsing them before stacking them into the dishwasher and when I turn back to Gerard he's pouting to himself, looking sad and I frown as I cross back over to him. "Baby" I say softly as I come to stand in front of him and Gerard looks up, frowning too. "I'm gonna miss you." "I'm gonna miss you too baby" I tell him, taking his hand and pulling him to stand before I move my hands to his hips, picking him up and sitting him on the bench, stepping inbetween his legs as I slide my hands around to rest on the top of his ass. "Gonna miss your beautiful face" I tell him as I lean in to press soft kisses all over his face, making him giggle. "I'll miss your stunning eyes" I say before lightly kissing his eyelids, "And your cute little nose" pecking the end of his nose, "And your sweet sweet lips" my lips capturing his in a soft loving kiss. We kiss for a few long seconds before I pull back and kiss down his neck, reaching his shoulder before kissing back up and when I make it back to his jaw Gerard turns his head and seals his lips to mine again, my hands tightening on his ass as he slides closer to me, his hands tugging on the back of my hair as we make out heatedly until a knock on the front door sounds, both of us reluctantly pulling apart knowing that it will be Bob here to pick me up so we can leave for tour.

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