Kill This Venom From My Heart

A few days later I get a call from Brian, letting me know the time and day for the official meeting with the label and I swallow down the lump in my throat as I write it down, having two days to prepare before they ruin my life. After I get off the phone I wander upstairs where Gerard is painting, letting myself into the room and quietly crossing to settle on the couch and once I'm comfortable I lay back and just focus on Gerard, watching him move as he adds different features to the painting, mesmerised by the way he flicks his wrist for certain strokes and the way his muscles shift beneath the bare skin of his back when he bends down for more paint or leans closer to the canvas and just the way he seems to have a smooth, easy rhythm to him as he gently sways to the soft music coming from his iPod. The next time he stops to change brushes Gerard pauses to glance over his shoulder at me, smiling wide and I can't help but smile back, blowing him a kiss which makes his cheeks turn slightly red and I softly chuckle to myself at how cute he can be sometimes. Gerard turns back to the painting and when he fully straights up again his old loose sweatpants slide down just a little, resting dangerously low on his hips now and I can see the small dimples at the bottom of his back, my gaze turning sexual and I can't keep my eyes from wandering his bare back, the skin perfect and smooth and I have the sudden urge to lay him down and lick every inch of his body. I let out a soft groan as I shift to lay on my back rather than my side, my steadily growing erection already tenting out my boxers and I slide my hand down my bare chest until I reach the bulge, grinding my palm into it over the fabric and my hips press up on their own, desperate for more. I bite down on my bottom lip, not wanting to disturb Gerard and when I roll my head to look in his direction he's bending down again for another brush, his ass stuck out in my direction and I can't wait any longer, my hips lifting as I slide my boxers down just enough to free my throbbing dick, and I wrap one hand around it as Gerard stands back up, resting the brush on the table beside him so he can raise his arms above his head and stretch, the muscles in his back shifting again and his pants slip just a fraction lower and I know if he turned around right now I would be able to see his hip bones and the thought makes my mouth water, my hand steadily pumping myself now and I can't bite back the soft groan that escapes me, Gerard obviously having heard it because he turns his head in my direction again, his eyes widening when we realises what he's seeing. "Babe" he breathes out, his voice sounding unbelievably sexy and as he takes a step towards me I pant out "No, keep going." Gerard frowns in confusion for a second before stepping back over to the canvas, picking up his brush again and as he dips it in the paint I pant out "Take them off first," Gerard turning to smile at me again as he sits the brush back down and slides his thumbs under the waistband of his sweatpants, slowly easing them over his hips before letting them fall to his feet before stepping aside and kicking them away. "Fuck" I groan to myself as my hand picks up its pace, Gerard now painting again but naked and my eyes immediately trail down to his ass. I keep my eyes focused on it, the skin pale and smooth and perfect and I know just how soft it would be if I went over there and grabbed it, how the perfectly plump flesh would give way under my fingers and if I just gently parted the cheeks and leaned in, flicking my tongue over the hole I know Gerard would make noises that make me want to cum immediately. I clench my eyes shut hard, visions of the last time I rimmed Gerard flashing through my mind, the way he thrashed around beneath me like he couldn't control it and the noises he made, his head thrown back and his eyes alternating between clenched shut and wide open staring down at me driving me even closer to the edge, precum steadily rolling down my length, making the slide even better and I stroke a few more times before forcing myself to stop, rolling off the couch and onto my feet.

I stumble my way across the room towards Gerard, realising it's been far too long since I did this for him when I know he loves it so much and when I reach him my hands immediately grab for his ass, gently kneading the flesh in my palms, my hard leaking dick brushing against the warm skin and Gerard drops his brush to the floor, his head dropping down a little as he groans softly and I attach my lips to the back of his neck, sucking and gently biting and Gerard breathes out another perfect little noise. "Babe" he pants out, sounding far gone already and I step forward, pressing my chest tight to his back, my throbbing dick trapped between us as I slide my hands around to run over his hips, my chin resting on his shoulder as I glance down and see Gerard's flushed leaking cock sticking out in front of him. "Gonna make you feel amazing babe" I whisper in his ear as my hand slowly wraps around his length, stroking a few times before bringing my hand back to rest on his hip, using my body to guide him to turn and we leave the room, going down the hall to the bedroom and when we get there I guide Gerard onto the bed, positioning him on his hands and knees as I kneel behind him, my hands clutching at his cheeks again as I press soft kisses to them, his body tensing and relaxing constantly for a few seconds before he fully relaxes into it and starts pressing back against me, knowing what he's in for. "You ready babe?" I pant out as I gently ease his cheeks apart and Gerard whines before choking out "Please." I smile to myself as I spread the cheeks just a little further apart before I lean in and lick one soft stripe right over his hole, Gerard exhaling sharply and I feel warm inside knowing how much he's loving this already. I quickly work up a rhythm, flicking my tongue back and forth fast over his hole like I know he likes and Gerard's body goes a little more limp, his upper body dropping down onto his elbows as he rests his forehead against the pillows, a constant stream of moans and broken pleas escaping him and I gently work a finger in alongside my tongue, thrusting it in and out a few times before bending it just slightly where I know his prostate is and his whole body tenses beneath me, a loud moan escaping him and I know I've nailed it, knowing his body as well as I know my own by this point. I continue to rub and tease at his prostate as my tongue works around his hole and Gerard's hand slides down to grab at his dick, a small puddle of precum making the sheet beneath us damp and I know he's so close but I pull back, my finger still inside him to rasp out "No babe, wanna make you cum without touching. Do you think you could? Wanna make you feel so good you explode." "Fuck. Yeah babe keep going" he pants back a few seconds later and I dive back in, my tongue working even faster around his slightly stretched hole, my fingertip rubbing his swollen prostate relentlessly and after another minute Gerard's whole body tenses and contorts slightly as he starts to cum, the white sticky substance flowing from him and when I pull back thinking he's done it keeps coming, spurting out and making the puddle on the sheet even bigger. When he's finally done I gently pull my finger from him, Gerard rolling to the side as he collapses onto the mattress in a boneless pile and I can't hold back any longer, reaching down to stroke myself twice before I cum, adding to the puddle Gerard already made and when I'm done Gerard opens his arms, pouting slightly at me and I chuckle as I crawl over and collapse on top of him, his arms wrapping around me tight as I bury my face in his sweaty neck, both of us completely spent.

Notes

The smut is back in full force : )