Kill This Venom From My Heart

The next month passes quickly and before I know it the album is ready to be recorded and we schedule studio time for after I get back from Jersey. The night before I leave all the guys are sitting around my newly furnished living room, drinking and joking around when I clear my throat and say "I have something I need to tell you guys." Bob sits up a little and says "What?" "Uh...Gerard is graduating high school and he's going to art school afterwards and...he's coming out here to live with me." "Really? That's great" Bob offers, knowing how badly I wanted that to happen. "There's something else too" I add, pausing for a second before deciding I need to tell them. "I've been thinking a lot and....I'm gonna ask him to marry me" I say as I reach into my pocket and pull out the small ring box I've been carrying with me everywhere for the last week since I bought it. Bobs eyes go wide and Ryan and Joe stare at me like I grew another head before Ryan says "Frank are you sure you wanna do that? You guys haven't been together all that long and....well I don't wanna say he's like that but remember what happened with Jamia?" I nod slowly, remembering buying Jamia a ring the day before I caught her cheating. "I know but this is so different, from anything I've ever felt before. There's no pressure on his part for anything to happen like this like there was with her. I know we've only been together for a few months but it honestly feels like I've been with him my whole life. He just gets me and being with him is effortless, I don't have to try to make him love me, he just does and I can picture myself growing old with him and I really wanna spend the rest of my life with him." Bob reaches out from his seat next to me and gently takes the box from my hand, opening the lid and raising his eyebrow at the ring. "Uh Frank....this is really uh, expensive looking." I let out a small chuckle as I shake my head and reach out to take the box back. "Yeah that's kinda the point isn't it?" I ask when I stop laughing and Bob chuckles and says "Yeah I guess."

The next morning Bob comes over to drive me to the airport and after my bag is checked in we wander around until my flight is announced, being stopped by fans and taking pictures and signing autographs. Right before I leave to get on the plane Bob pulls me into a massive hug and says "Good luck Frankie, I hope it all works out how you want it to." "Thanks Bob" I say back as we pull apart and I join the line of people waiting to board the plane, reaching into my pocket to brush my fingers over the box, needing to know it's still there. When the plane lands in Jersey I stumble my way through the airport, feeling exhausted and in need of a nap when someone comes up behind me and reaches up to cover my eyes with their hands, a soft giggle escaping them and I tense up as warm slightly moist lips press a kiss to the back of my neck. I quickly step forward and spin around, one hand coming up to defend myself until I see Gerard standing infront of me, a huge smile on his face. "Oh god" I gasp out as I step forward and wrap my arms around his waist, crushing him to my chest as I pick him up slightly and he laughs as he wraps his arms around my shoulders and buries his face in my neck, making it look like a massive hug between two old friends but really he's sucking and nipping at the skin of my neck and I let out a low groan as I put him down again, my dick starting to stir in my pants and I bring my hands up to cup his cheeks. "Babe you scared the shit out of me, I thought you were some crazy stalker fan or something." Gerard laughs again before saying "I wish I could kiss you right now." "I know babe, just three more days though." He smiles and nods, my hands dropping from his face as we make our way through the airport together to collect my bag before we go outside and grab a cab, heading to Gerard's house where I'll be staying this time instead of the hotel.

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