Kill This Venom From My Heart

Gerard sits for a few seconds, willing his erection down before he jumps off the bed and runs towards the stairs, avoiding the broken glass on the floor as he makes his way up the stairs and I get up and go after him, following him up into the hallway before going upstairs where Gerard has barged into Mikey's room and has him pinned against the wall, his hands fisted in the front of Mikey's shirt as he screams threats in his face and I stand in the doorway shocked and feeling very turned on seeing Gerard being aggressive like that. Gerard's dad comes hurrying out of their bedroom and down the hall towards us and I step aside to let him in, not going to be the one to break up the fight, secretly hoping Mikey will get his ass kicked. The small fight is broken up with a lot of yelling before Mr Way declares that Mikey and Gerard will respect each other's privacy and if a word is breathed about the relationship between Gerard and I Mikey will have his ass kicked so hard he will never sit down again. Gerard backs away from Mikey and comes back over to me as Mikey scowls at us before agreeing. "I won't say a word" he tells me, Gerard refusing to look at him and as I wrap my arms around Gerard, holding him close I nod and say "Thank you." I guide Gerard back down to his room and we lay on his bed, him cuddled up against my chest until his mom calls down to us that dinner is ready, the mood ruined by Mikey's interruption earlier. I sit up slowly, bringing Gerard with me and he leans in closer and nuzzles his face in my neck as I gently stroke his back and say "It'll be ok baby." "He'll tell, you know that right?" "Baby" I say softly, leaning back to separate us and cupping his face in my hands. "At this point, I don't care anymore. I don't want to have to hide you away, I want the whole world to know you're mine already." Gerard smiles softly and says "I want that too but....." "It's gonna be just fine, I promise" I tell him again, silencing him by leaning in and sealing my lips to his.

The following day Gerard goes back to school and I fly home, our relationship stronger than ever and when I get back I feel inspired to write a song, half the lyrics already done on the plane and as soon as I get home I dump my bags in the hallway and go straight upstairs to my music room, grabbing my guitar and strumming out different variations of the tune stuck in my head, writing it all down until four hours later I've finished the rough outline of a song, needing the other guys' input to make it complete. I sit my guitar down, feeling amazing for completing the song as much as I can and I go downstairs, wandering into the kitchen for something to eat when my phone buzzes in my pocket and I see it's a message from Gerard. 'Mom wants to know if you can come for graduation so she can organise the tickets.' 'Absolutely, when is it?' Nothing comes through for a while before Gerard texts me back and lets me know it's two days before prom and his birthday. 'Can't wait babe, I bet you'll look so sexy in your cap and gown.'

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