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If you'll be my star, I'll be your sky! (Frerard)

I still love you like I did a year ago!

Gerard’s P’O’V:

*1 year later.*

It’s been exactly one year Frank left me to be with Andy. I’ve only spoken to Mikey, Ray and Oli. I really miss Frank. I hate seeing him so happy with Andy. That should of been me. “Hey Gee? Snap out of it. He’s not worth you time or thoughts.” I smile and snap my head away from Frank and Andy at the coffee bar. “Yeah I know Mikey but it’s still hard for me. I can’t get over him just like that.” Mikey sighs but nods as if he understands. “So how about tonight you join us on our double dates?” As much as I’d love to I’d be a burden. “No thanks. I think I shall stay in and watch movies with Alexis before she leaves tomorrow.” Mikey looks a tiny bit upset. It can’t be over Alexis though. Unless he’s regretting breaking up with her for Ray. “She’s already gone and I want you to join us. Ray asked me to invite you along to.” That was nice of him. Though I’m always around them. They need a break from me. I shook my head. “Please Gee? I know Oli and Taylor would like you to be there too.” I’m glad Ray and Taylor were still talking even though they finished. “No Mikey. You and Ray are always looking out for me. I’m always around you. Go have a break and leave me to watch movies by myself or something. I will be fine.” Mikey just sighs and I can tell he’s given up with that. “How about you invite Bob round? I know you guys have a thing for each other. Maybe he’s just what you need to get over Frank.” The look now placed on Mikey’s face told me I wasn’t going to win this one. “Fine. I will ask Bob in Music later. Okay?” Mikey smiled and nodded.

“Shit! Gee I have to go. I’m going to be late.” He looked over to the bar where Frank and Andy were then back to me. “You going to be okay on your own here?” I nodded and looked towards the bar just as Andy and Frank share a kiss before Andy leaves. “You sure? You can come to class and watch our group if you want too.” I consider it but then remember I still have some coursework to do. “No thanks Mikes. I still have some coursework to do. Maybe another time though.” He nods and leaves. Leaving me alone in the coffee bar with hardly any people in it. They were all going to leave in the next 10 minutes. Only Frank was working.Maybe I should of gone with Mikey. I take a sip out of my coffee cup and realise that it’s empty. “Shit!” I say and it catches Frank’s unwanted attention. I don’t bother looking at him.

I pull my phone out as I feel him walking towards me and ring Bob’s number. “Hey Gee. Nice to see you here finally. It’s been what? Like a year since you came here. How’ve you been?” I ignore him and wait for Bob to pick up. “Hey Gee. What’s up?” I giggle a bit and notice Frank stiffen slightly. “I was wondering if you’re not busy tonight maybe you could come to mine and watch some movies with me. I will order take out or just because it’s you I could cook instead. Up to you.” I look up to see the whole bar empty apart from me and Frank. Fucking brilliant. “That sounds perfect. Though the food thing is up to you. Let’s see how you feel when you get home from college first. What time do you want me there baby?” Bob asks. “Hmm How about I just pick you up at yours instead?” Bob agrees and we says goodbye before hanging up. I put the phone on the table and pick up my pencil.
“You never cooked for me. Who was that anyway?” Frank asked. I carried on with my sketch and without looking up at him said “Yeah well maybe if we were still together I would have. You messed it up. That was Bob. Now get me a coffee would you? Depending on how fast you make it and your serving skills I may tip you.” Okay so that last bit was rude but after what he put me through I couldn’t care less. He got up and left. Thank fuck for that. He came back shortly after and I passed him the money for it. “Keep the change as your tip.”I said and grabbed the coffee cup out of his hands. I took a long gulp and placed it on the table. Frank joined me again. I could feel him staring at me. It was putting me off.

“Can you fuck off? I’m trying to work here.” I say bluntly meeting his eyes. His eyes told me he was hurt from that comment. Good. They also told me his eyes were full of regret. Regret from what? What had he done this time? Him and Andy were getting in allsorts of trouble. I’m surprised they were still even allowed to the college. “Gerard I’m really sorry.” He got up and I grabbed his arm. I didn’t mean to but I wasn’t thinking straight right now.”For what exactly?” I spat at him. He winced as I squeezed his arm tighter in my grip. I let go regretting that I’d hurt him. “For everything. I wasn’t going to finish with you that night. Andy started on the drugs again. You know how he gets when he’s on them. I didn’t want him to kill himself. I really do love you. I still love you like I did a year ago. Can we at least be friends?” I knew exactly what Andy was like on drugs. Frank was right with that one. I guess understand why he left me. It still hurt me though. A fucking lot.

“No Frank we can’t.” I say to him so quietly he wouldn’t of heard it if there was another person in the room. “Why n-not?” He says as he fights back his tears and failing. “You hurt me Frank. Being friends isn’t going to help me move on. It will just remind me.” He slumped back in the chair across from me and grabbed one of my hands. “I don’t want you to get over me Gee. I love you.” I pull my hand away from him and stand up. “Tough. You’re being selfish. You have Andy. Stop leading us both on. I’m done with your bullshit Frank. I want to be with Bob. Not you!” I grab my stuff and leave Frank behind. I take one glance back to see him laid on the floor curled into a ball crying. Really the fucking floor of all places? I felt kind of bad. Should I go in? No I can’t. That will make it worse.

“Go in Gerard. It should be you in there comforting him.”I turn to see Andy stood behind me. He smiles at me. “Go on.” He urges.This makes no sense to me right now. What the fuck is happening? My mind is playing tricks on me. Andy suddenly pulls me into a kiss. I can’t help but kiss back. “Go in there right now Gerard Way and get your love of your life back. You’re never going to get over him. Just as he’s never going to get over you. I never wanted to screw up your relationship. That’s why I came clean about the whole me planting drugs in Frank's pocket thing. I slipped up and did drugs. Frank wouldn’t leave me until I became clean again. I’m sorry it took this long. Give this to Frank for me?” He passed me a necklace, gave me one more smile and left.

I took a deep breath and walked back into the coffee bar. I locked the door behind me to save him the embarrassment of being seen like this by judgemental college pricks. He was still on the floor crying. His cries seem of died down a bit. “Frank?” His head shot up and he looked straight at me. “Andy told me to give you this.” I passed him the necklace and he drop it from his hand and cried harder. I pulled him into a hug and waited till he cried it all out. Once he was calm I asked him what the necklace meant. “I gave Andy it a week after we started dating again. We made a pact that when he was clean and he wanted to end the relationship he’d give me the necklace back. He did the same for me but the drugs part didn’t matter to me.” He yanked a slim chain off his neck and the chain broke in two. “Guess I wont be needing this.” He said as he chucked in across the room. “I’m sorry Frank. If I knew I would of made him come in.” He shook his head. “The necklaces were an easier way of breaking up instead of saying the words. This way we couldn’t take the words back.” It made sense to me but I felt awful.

“Frank?” He looked up at me as he wiped his face and eyes clean from tears. “Do you want to join me and Bob tonight? I can get some ice cream in just for you.” He smiles at me before he says “If I’m not going to a burden I’d like that. Thank you Gee.” He says. I stand up and offer him my hand. He grabs it and I pull him up. I give him a quick hug and my phone rings. “Hang on.” I say to Frank as I pull away. “Hello?” I ask into the phone. “Hey Gee it’s Bob. About tonight.....” “What about tonight?” I ask. “Well I have an assignment due in tomorrow I forgot all about. Is it okay if we cancel?” I hear someone in the background saying good boy or something like that. “Sure. Hey are you okay?” “Yeah just fine Gee. Sorry about this, I erm have to go now. Bye.” He hangs up before I can even say bye. “That was weird.” I say to the air.

“You okay?” Frank asks and his voice is back to normal. “Yeah. Looks like it’s just you and me tonight. Bob cancelled.” Frank nods but looks nervous. “What’s wrong?” He shakes his head. “I guess I will cancel to then.” What? ”I don’t fucking think so Frank. I promised Mikey I wouldn’t be alone tonight. So you’re coming to mine tonight. I will even cook for you.” He gives me a bright smile which I’ve missed and my heart skips a beat. “Thanks Gerard, You really are a good friend after all I’ve put you through.” I smile back at him and grab a napkin. I scribble down my address and hand it to him.”Be at mine for 6 tonight.” I say and leave the bar with my coffee again. This time heading straight home. Forget classes. I had a Frankie to cheer up.

Andy’s P.O.V:

Bob walked around like he was some tough guy. So it surprised me when I threaten him he cowered away. He made the call straight away and cancelled. “Why are you so bother about them two getting back together?” Bob asked me as we walked back onto campus. “Because they deserve each other. They are right for each other. Me and you are not allowed to get in the way of that. They are soul mates. Frank never shuts up about Gerard. Even when we were dating. My guess is Gee never stopped talking about Frank either.” Bob nodded his head. “You really are a nice guy Andy.” I laugh and grab his arm before leaning in to whisper. “Don’t get me confused with someone I’m not Bob. I’m far from a nice guy.” He shivers and I let go of his arm and walk away. “Hey Andy? Wait up!”I hear Bob call from behind me.

He catches up and is out of breath. “Seems you ruined my *pants* plans you owe me one.” I wait for his breathing to even out again before finally saying “What you got in mind then?” He smirks as he says “How about we catch a movie?” I laugh and stop. He stops when he realises I have and walks back over to me. “Well?” He asks. “Sounds like fun. Just be aware I will snap if anyone flirts with you tonight. You’re my date. Not theirs. I expect you to do the same thing when it comes to me.” I smirk. He laughs and nods. I go to walk but Bob stays in the same place. “You coming?” I call back to him. He doesn’t answer so I turn around to come face to face with him. He kisses me immediately and I kiss back for a second before pushing him away. Bob goes red and looks down. I grab his chin and pull it up slightly so I can look at his face. “Now now Bob. That should be left for later tonight.” I wink and he goes an even brighter shade of red. I love this.

I grab his hand and walk into class. Ignoring all the eyes looking at us. Including Franks. I glance at him and he smiles. A bright smile I haven’t seen in a while. He mouths a thank you to me and I nod. I hope I do end up liking Bob. I don’t want to just use him right now. He’s a sweet guy. If I fall for him. I will tell him I was only using him but I actually fell for him. No secrets in a relationship even if it does ruin them.

I was proud of myself for helping Frank and Gerard go in the right direction to become a couple again. I’m glad Frank knew I’d done this for them. Things were starting to look up for us all now.

Notes

Hello guys, So Andy's trying to get them back together?
Has he REALLY changed though?
What do you guys think.
2 updates in less than an hour.
I wrote these last night and wanted them posted today.
Hope you enjoy them.
Tatz. x

Comments

@BriarlovesFrankie

I've just read what he did. He wants to write the next chapter so I can't bring Mikey back. He may bring him back though. Don't get your hope up guys. Next chapter will be up tonight.x

FrankieBoyx FrankieBoyx
11/5/14

You're so evil. Not Mikey! Scott I hate you.

@FrankieBoyx
Each to their own.xxx

@PartyPoisonlives4ever
As hot as is, Bob is still better in my opinion.

FrankieBoyx FrankieBoyx
11/4/14

@FrankieBoyx
But Gerard is the full package. Hot hot hot.xxx