If you'll be my star, I'll be your sky! (Frerard)

Everything must be perfect tonight. I need to cheer Frankie up. Why I have no idea. After the way he treated me and all he put me through he deserves nothing from me. I just cant bring myself to hate him, no matter how hard I try. I pulled out the ingrediants I needed for my home-made lemon cheese cake and began mixing everything together. When I'd finished the door bell rang. I quickly popped it in the fridge and glanced at the clock. Too early for Frank to be here. I head towards my front door and open it to see Andy standing there. "Hey Gee." He beamed at me and held up a bottle of wine. He also had a bag with him. "Hello Andy, Not to sound rude or anything, but what exactly do you want? I'm kind of busy." He nods at me. Why nod? "I know. Frank and you have a date right?" How did he know? "He told you?" How dare he. Why does this bother me.Oh god is he here to ruin it? Make Frankie cry again? Make me cry? "Relax Gee. No he didn't tell me. I have my ways of finding out." He winked. I sigh. "Why are you here Andy?" He smiles at me again and holds up the wine in one hand and the bag in the other. "I'm here to make sure everything goes to plan." "Erm, No offence Andy but why should I trust you." His smile fades. "I knew you wouldn't so I brought Bob with me." He turns around facing my front garden and yells for Bob to come. Sure enough Bob comes up a few seconds later. Not once would he look at me. Assignment my arse! "So can we come in and help you now?" I look back to Andy and say "Sure, Why not." They both enter and I shut the door behind them.

"So I brought wine and some other things to set the mood." Andy says as he takes a seat on the couch. "What are you on about?" I ask completely aware ofwhat he meant by mood. He gave me a funny look. "Tonight will be the night you two get back together." He smiles again. He's starting to creep me out. I watch him carefully as he starts to take things out the bag one by one. Music, Candles, condoms and lube. I didn't think it could get any worse but he brought out strawberries, choclate and cream. Andy had a sick but sexy mind. I must of got it fromhim as I imagined pouring the chocolate all over Frank's chest and licking it all off. I must of gone really red from thinking about it because both Bob and Andy started to laugh at me. "What!" I shout. They both contain their laughter before Bob says "I know exactly what you're thinking and I don;t blame you. It's one hell of an exprience." Both me and Andy stare at him shocked. I wasn't expecting that. "Well not that I've actually done it." Now that I was expecting. My turn to laugh.

"I'm sorry for cancelling on you Gee." Bob says as he chops the vegetables up for me. "Then whay did you? You clearly didn't have an assignment or you wouldn't be here." I admit I was a bit annoyed but thankful that I got to spend time with Frank again. On. My. Own! "Andy kind of threaten me. He said you two were supposed to be together. You are made for each other. Plus you know me Gee, Would I ever stand in the middle of true love?" I shake my head. "I'm sorry he threaten you." I say not knowing what to say to the whole Andy thing. "It's fine. I still got a date out of it." I stared at Bob. Andy was taking Bob out? No, not Bob. I should of not invited Frank and just stayed in on my own. "Gee?" I look back up to Bob after realising I'd been staring at the floor. "You okay?" He asked. "What?... Oh yeah. Just thinking." He just nods still worry plasted on his face, He's too cute. What? No Gerard. Frank's the one you want. Not Bob.

"So Gee baby, we are all done here. So me and Bob have a date we should really get to before I just steal your condoms and your bedroom or shower. Fuck it the couch. You can handle the rest?" I nod and he thankfully goes out my house with Bob holding his hand. I locked my door and sigh. I'm glad Bob found someone even if it's Andy. I grabbed the lemon cheesecake from the fridge and it's settled nicely so I put it onto a serving tray. The foods all cooked and the table set. I have just enought time to shower. Thank god for that. I'm so nervous my colthes are starting to stick to me. Half an hour later the door bell rings. Thankfully I'm just putting my shoes back on.With a quick towel drying of my hair I sling the towel into the washbasket and head for the door yet again. This time opening it to see Frank.

When I see him I pull him straight into a hug and he soaks my shirt with his tears. I pick him up slightly and head towards my couch and settle downn with him still in my arms. "Frankie? What's wrong?" His cry gets quiter and he eventually stops and pulls away. "Gee, I'm sorry I have to leave." "What? Why?" He can't do this to me. I won't let him. "I can't do this!" "Do what?" He looks me straight in the eyes and says "Us."NO!NO!NO!NO! Not again.No fucking way man. I stand up and walk into the kitchen. Why does he do this to me? Does he really hate me that much? I bet he doesn't even love me! Hang on.... he never loved me at all. Did he? No of course not.That bastard! I lost my temper and threw everything I'd made off the table and they fell messily to the floor, the plates smashing as they hit the wooden floor.

"Gee?" I heard Frankie's voice from the living room.When I didn't answer he came rushing in. "What? What did you do that for?" I just glared at him and it clicked inside of him. He looked down. "I'm sorry Gee. I still want us to be friends. I just don't want to hurt you. I erm also found condoms and lube under your coffee table." He looked up at me then and said "Even if I did want to get back with you, I don't want to sleep with you." Did he seriously think I'm THAT sort of guy. "I'm not you Frank! I don't fuck anything that walks. Andy and Bob brought them round. I wasn't planing on fucking you! I wasn't even planning on getting back together. Just two friends having a nice meal, watching some movies and I even went and bought you some ice cream. Now you've gone and ruined this by once again crushing my feelings! I did want to get back together with you at some point in the future. Key word there Frank DID! Now I just want you to leave my house. Go on get the fuck out!"

"No wait please don't say that! I do love you. I didn't mean to say all those things." He fell to the floor and stayed there. "Then why the fuck did you?" His shoulders start to shake and I know he's crying once again. I'm tempted to go over and hug him, give him comfort but I'm not going to give him what he wants. He wants me to forgive him and this is his way of trying to suceed. No way am Ietting him win this one. "Well?" I ask as he stays silent apart from his sobs. "I-I-I'm scared, Okay?" "Scared? Of what?" Now he's confusing me. He stands up and walks closer to me but giving us still a lot of distance. "Of us." I give him a confused look and he proceeds to explain. "I don't want to fuck up again Gee. I love you a fucking lot! You deserve someone better than me. I hurt you and caused you to have a panic attack again. I hate myself for walking out but I know it's not a good enough excuse but I wasn't in the right mind after that phone call. I can't be with you and fear I'm going to lose you or worse hurt you again."

I laughed. I actually laughed at that. "It's not funny Gerard!" Frankie moaned at me. I gave him a smile and walked over to him closing the short but long seeming distance. "Frankie you can hurt me as many times as you possibly can and you still wont het rid of me that easily. I'm not going anywhere." He opens his mouth ans starts to rant at me but I ignore himand watch as his lips move. I bite my bottom lip before looking Frank in the eyes and interupting him by say "Shut the fuck up Frankie and kiss me right fucking now!" I expected him to protest but his lips were on mine faster than toast jumping up from the toaster when it's cooked.

Notes

Hey guys!
Sorry I haven't updated in a while had some stuff to do.
Enjoy the nice calm Frerard chapters while you can.
Halloween isn't going to be too kind to these guys.
Tatz. x