Chapter 32
Gerards POV
Frank ended up on top of me, leaning into me, and my back leant against the unsteady sofa, he had his face in my neck. I breathed heavily as I wrapped my mind around the fact a guy was officially turning me on. It was something new for me and I couldn’t quite understand the concept. Frank’s shirt along with my own was on the floor when Frank began to fiddle with my belt buckle. That’s when Mikey stormed in.
“Gerard!” Mikey ran in, he ran past the couch to the bottome of the stairs, “Gerard!” he shouted slightly louder.
“I’m right here dipshit,” I ran my hand through my hair with my shirt off sipping on my drink.
“Does he have to interrupt every time?” Frank grumbled.
“Where the fuck is your phone?! I’ve been trying to get a hold of you for at least an hour,” Mikey shouted at me, when he saw Frank bend over for the shirts on the floor he shook his head obviously disturbed.
“It’s in my room, calm down,” I looked around for a moment, “Where’s gran?” I hadn’t seen her since Frank and I got there, and normally she welcomes us with some sort of fattening snack immediately.
“That’s the problem Gerard, Grandma’s in the hospital.
“Elena?” Frank walked over as Mikey looked at him, the kid he just caught his brother fooling around with.
“What? What happened?!” My eyes went wide, “How bad is it, is she ok? Why aren’t you still at the hospital there? She needs someone there when she wakes up!”
“Well I’d still be there if you’d spend less time getting off and answering your phone!” Mikey growled.
“Guys! Stop arguing and let’s go to the hospital, shall we?!” Frank butt in, he was right, this was ridiculous, we shouldn’t have been fighting then.
“You’re right, I grabbed my keys, “Wait Mikey, you drive, I’ll kill us all.”
“Damnit Gerard,” Mikey climbed into the drivers seat.
As we drove in the awkward silence that surrounded us, Mikey would glance over at me from time to time. He had this look on his face that showed he was obviously trying to hide his disgust, but really he couldn’t. We parked in front of the hospital as we got out of the car Mikey gave me one last glance that pushed me over the edge.
“Don’t look at me like that,” I stopped walking as Mikey walked ahead then turned around.
“I can look at you however the fuck I want!” Mikey shouted turning around glaring at me.
“Guys….” Frank whispered praying we wouldn’t break out into a fight.
“I know exactly why you are doing this. I don’t know how you couldn’t have seen it coming,” I growled.
“I figured something would happen, are you’d recognize that it’s a fuckng bad idea because we have a band to maintain!” Mikey yelled.
“Yes Mikey, I’m dating a guy, I might be gay, who knows?!” I through my hands in the air.
“Shhhh, do you want everyone to know?” Mikey looked around.
“I don’t care who the fuck knows, I just want you to because I thought you of all people would be supportive,” I walked off; I didn’t want to deal with him acting like this.
“Gerard please, calm down,” Frank picked up a jog to catch up to me.
“I’m trying to figure out he can be such an ass as my brother and I still love him so much.”
I walked up to the receptionist’s desk, “Is Elena Way ready for visitors?” Mikey asked.
The girl behind the desk looked up at us then behind us to Mikey, smiled specifically to him. “oh- uh,” She typed something into her computer, looking up our grandmothers status. “Sure thing guys, let me take you back to her room,” Mikey and the new girl walked ahead of Frank and I.
“I recognize her,” I whispered to Frank.
“Wait what? From where?”
“She’s gone to school with Mikey for years,” I whispered to Frank with my hands in my pockets, “her names Alicia, She’s playing bass in a band as well, but still going to med school, just incase the band doesn’t take off,” I kept my eyes on the two, “She’s probably the only girl in the world he’d leave Sarah for, they dated in high school, but broke up more than once.
“Hm,” Frank nodded.
“Is it wrong that no girl is good enough for him? That I can’t handle him being with anyone? He’s too good for them but he doesn’t realize it.”
“No Gerard, that’s normal, it just shows you love him and you want the best from him,” I felt frank’s fingers reach over and touch the inside of my palm, his fingers crawled down my hand and laced between my own fingers. “But you are going to have to let go, let him be happy, just like’s trying to do for you, with me.”
I did nothing more than squeeze his hand in response, ahead of us, Mikey and Alicia stopped in front of a door, “is this her room?” I asked.
“Ya,” Alicia’s hair bounced as she nodded, “you can go in now.”
Frank and I entered the room as Mikey stood outside talking to Alicia.
Frank and I stepped into the room to find Grams asleep. Mikey fallowed us in after only a moment.
“She got in a car accident,” Mikey said before we even acknowledged his presence,” broke her back.”
“Is she going to be okay?” Frank asked, I stared at grams.
“Dunno, the doctor’s going to need to talk to us,” Mikey frowned. “Alicia says he doesn’t have good news.

Frank’s POV
As I laced my fingers with Gerard’s, I thought about how sweet it was that he cared so much about his brother. He squeezed my hand, almost in response; Gerard’s action sent a shock through my arm and into my stomach making the butterflies spin.
We entered Elena’s room as Mikey talked to Alicia, the receptionist, wh he entered he had a grave look on his face. “She got in a car accident… Broke her back,” he muttered.
“Is she going to be okay?” Gerard’s voice showed how worried he was, he loved Elena.
“Dunno, the doctor’s going to need to talk to us.
That’s fantastic, just fucking fantastic. This was just what we needed. Elena had bought us our first tour can, got us on our feel. So the loss touched us all, she was very close to every single one of us.
Mikey had been tense in the car on the way over, obviously, seeing Gerard and I fool around was not on his bucket list. Gerard was effected by it, very obviously, he grew tense, he grew frustrated. We sat in Elena’s room awkwardly when Gerard left, after he kissed me on the top of the head, the he was gone.
“Where’s her going?” I looked to Mikey.
“Probably to go get drunk, get in a fight, blow ff some steam,” Mikey grumbled.
“I hope he doesn’t drink anymore,” I sighed.
“Gerard drinking is just Gerard drinking, what we say obviously doesn’t matter.”
“I’m going to go find him,” I walked out.
“Fine do what you want,” Mikey grumbled.
I walked out and turned towards the direction we came, where I knew the exit would be. I ran faster than I knew Gerard would be walking so that I wouldn’t give him too much time to get away from me. When I walked out the doors of the hospital he was walking away with a cigarette between his fingers, “Hey gee! Wait up!” I shouted trying to catch up to him.
“What,” he grumbled.
“Where ya going?” I breathed heavily.
“For a walk,” Gerard shrugged.
“I’ll come with you,” I smiled, “I’m sure you could use some company, “I smiled up at him.
“No Frank, Gerard’s voice was stern, “I really don’t want any company. I’d really rather just be alone.” Gerard glared at the ground and this came as sort of a shock to me.
“Oh- uh,” don’t you want to talk to the doctor?”
“No, I want to go for a walk, I want to blow off some fucking steam. I don’t tant to face Elena, I don’t want to face Mikey, I don’t really even want to face with myself, but I have to so that’s what I’m dealing with, alone.”
“Oh, well, I’ll go back to my house, and if you want to talk just come on over, I’ll be there.”
“Fine,” he grumbled.
I began to walk away but before I got away he let out a sigh, “I’m sorry,” Gerard whispered. “For being such an asshole,” he kissed the top of my head and touched the side of my face as I smiled slightly up at him. “I’ll talk to you later.
Then I left.

Notes

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