If You Stay....

Gerard pulled him closer, his tongue moving rhythmically with mine. I felt his body shiver, hearing him moan as his hands moved up my shirt, exploring my body. It was so surreal; he couldn’t believe this was happening. Sure, we had done this before, but this time it felt different. I could feel him smiling, making my heart skip a beat as I reach for his trousers and slowly pull them down. Gerard pulled away, leaning against my forehead. “It’s ok, we don’t have to if you don’t want to” He said quietly, stroking his hand against my best friends cheek.

I groaned, our lips collided as I ran my fingers through his hair. Gerard ripped off my shirt, revealing my pale body in the moonlight that streamed down from the windows. He traced his hands down my torso, feeling the vivid crest of a scar upon my ribs. A twinge of regret tugged at my heart as dark, hurtful memories began to resurface. I wish he hadn’t seen that, I had always tried to keep that thing hidden from it. I guess I was just a freak.

Gerard pressed his lips against it, moving down towards the bulge in my black, skinny jeans. I undid his jeans, listening to Gerard gasp a little as I revealed myself; after all this time he still looked shocked at the size of it. I watch his face twist into a grin, placing his lips around the head; sliding his tongue down my dick until he could feel it deep in the back of his throat. I cried out, biting down on my lip to try and control myself. I ran his fingers through his hair, moaning as he got faster. “I think...I think I’m gonna...” I moaned. Gerard stood up, licking his lips as a broad smile quickly formed on his face. He kissed me hard on the mouth, a shiver running through his body. “Not now you’re not” He whispered, turned me around and bending me. He pulled down his trousers and quickly forced himself in. I cried out, the pain was almost unbearable and yet, it felt so intoxicating and exhilarating all at the same time. Gerard swiftly placed a hand over my mouth gagging me as he slid himself deeper inside me, making me moan. “Shh, the neighbours will hear us” He whispered seductively.

We both giggled as Gerard moved his hand away, grabbing me around the waist as began to slowly thrust himself into me; moaning quietly in the darkness. I bit my lip as I wrapped my hand around my dick, stroking myself to the same rhythm as him. Gerard moved faster, throwing his head back as he finally lost control of himself while I struggled to keep quiet. “Harder” I cried, pumping myself harder. He did as he was told, fucking me harder as he dug his nails deeper into my back. I screamed, coming into my hand as I felt Gerard climax and relax almost simultaneously.

We both laughed, Gerard feeling my body trembling as he pulled out and lay down beside me. I smiled; sitting up for a moment before he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me down next to him. We laid there for a while, Gerard’s chest rapidly rising and falling as I laid my head down next to it. “You ok?” I asked. Gerard looked at me, laughing slightly. “Yeah, Yeah I’m fine” He panted, running a hand through his hair as he struggled to get his breath back. I closed his eyes, smiling in his arms as he kissed me on the forehead, wishing me sweet dreams as we drifted off to sleep.

*****
The next morning I woke up alone on the sofa.

Rubbing my eyes, I hauled myself off the sofa, glancing around the empty room. Had any of that happened? Was it all just a dream? I pulled my clothes back on, slowly walking into kitchen as I dragged my hands down my tired face. As I entered the kitchen, I was hit by the sound of Kerrang Radio blaring out from my iPhone and found Gerard wearing a long white bath robe as he poured them each a cup of coffee. “Morning” Gerard said, offering me a tired smile. I smiled, yawning as I took a sip of the drink; its bitter sweet taste was almost heavenly. We sat down at the kitchen table, listening to Avenge Sevenfold as we drank their coffee. “Last night was amazing” Gerard said, warming his hands against the coffee mug. I nodded. “I suppose it was ok” I replied, grinning from ear to ear. Gerard opened his mouth to speak only to be interrupted by a loud knock at the door. I grabbed my phone, checking the time; 11:30. “Who could be calling round at this time of the morning?” I asked, glancing up at Gerard who was rising up from his chair.

“I invited the guys round” Gerard said, taking one last sip of coffee before going to answer the door. I watched him leave, a puzzled look forming on my face. Why was he acting like this? Shouldn’t he have gone home last night, I mean he and Lindsey were still together right? I listened to the others come in, smiling as the flooded into the kitchen. “Morning Frank, feeling better?” Ray said, taking off his coat and sitting down at the table. I nodded, I didn’t really feel much better, I still felt sick but I guess that was to be expected. “How comes Gerard stayed over?” He asked, glancing back at Gerard who was talking quietly with Mikey in the hallway. I shrugged. “I think something happened between him and Lindsey” I replied bluntly before taking another sip of coffee.

Mikey and Gerard soon walked in; I smiled at Mikey only for him to completely blank me. He stood against the wall, arms folded and silent as the rest of us began to talk about our upcoming audition with Eyeball Records. I wasn’t really paying attention; my mind was elsewhere right now, thoughts running through my mind, conflicting with one another and driving me insane. I didn’t know what do, especially about the baby. My heart fluttered at that. I think that was the first time I had even referred to it as that. I caught Gerard’s eye from across the table, catching a wink from him as he continued to listen to Ray talk. I felt my cheeks burn red, maybe this time would be different. Maybe this was his baby, surely he must remember what happened that night- it might be why he reacted the way he did.

Maybe this would work out after all.

I sighed, subtly placing a hand on my stomach. I was going through with it. As long as I had his support I knew everything would be ok.

I heard Mikey scoff in the corner of the room; all eyes quickly fell on him as he rolled his eyes at me. “Everything alright Mikes?” Ray asked, his eyes filled with concern for his friend, as though he knew more than he was letting on. Mikey groaned, rising up from his seat and storming off out of the building. I stood up to go after him but Ray grabbed my arm, pulling me back into my seat. “Let him go, he’s got some things he needs to sort out” Ray said quietly, flashing Gerard a look before smiling at me. I stared at all of them, suddenly feeling like I was being kept from something. What the hell was going on?

Notes

So, why do you think Mikey is mad at Frank?
Is the start of something between Frank and Gerard?

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