[i]Oh self infliction, lay down on me,
Though the weight’s too much to bear.
To know, forever, that I was the one to have gotten myself here.

Oh sick frustration, sink in my skin,
For I’ve had too much time to purge,
Myself of every evil thought, of every sinful urge.

Oh education, laugh at me
For I still don’t understand,
The differences in right and wrong, and that I can’t withstand.

Oh medication, free me of
The relentless, dangerous confusions.
Through my veins, infect me with your sobering delusions.

Oh guilty conscious, lie in peace
For those pasts are in the pasts.
And never again will I have a joyful spark that lasts.

Oh twisted world, let go of me
And the judgments to befall.
For if here I can’t be happy, here I won’t be at all.
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[b]-AS[/b]