Laugh with me

Matt kissed me again, but he stood up and my lips followed his, and we slowly make our way to his room, clutching at each other's arms, wanting to be closer to each other. His hand rest at the bottom of my back, assuring that I don't fall.
Once we reach his bedroom door, he slowly opens and I break the kiss to look around. His bedroom is quite basic, apart from the huge shelf of comic books in the corner.
Matt kisses my neck, and begin to suck, leaving a hickey, and he softly pushes me towards his bed. But before I fall, he catches me and holds me close to him. He finishes unbuckling my belt, and once he pulls it out of the loops, he drops it to the floor. His hands fiddle around with my pants, but once I let a moan escape from my lips, he tugs them down slowly, making sure I'm completely okay with it.
He moves on to the other side of my neck, and begins kissing me there. I bite my lip, as the tension of what is about to happen builds up, causing butterflies to swarm my stomach.
My jeans fall to my feet, and I almost gasp when the cold air hits my thighs.
"It's alright," Matt kisses my lips softly. "Lay down for me, please?"
I faintly nod my head, and I sit down in the bed and scoot to the middle and I rest my head on the pillows.
I look over at Matt, and watch as he pulls his shirt over his head. My eyes scan his body, and I blink a few times as he starts to remove his pants. They slide down his legs; no problem, and once they're off, he climbs on the bed. He crawls towards me and I watch as he straddles my hips.
"Are you sure?" He asks a final time and he nods before he places his hands I my boxers. I gulp as he begins to pull them down, exposing more of my skin with very growing second.
Once they are down he pulls them off my legs and gently drops them to the floor. I rush to cover myself up, but his hands catch my own mid-way, preventing me from doing anything.
"Don't. You're lovely..." He breaths, smiling at me. I bite my lip and blush, looking away.
"Then take yours off too." I mumble, but I mumble loud enough for Matt to hear. He scoots up a bit, and I watch his every move as his boxers are removed. He cock springs up, and my eyes widen.
Oh God, I'm about to do this.
He takes the boxers off of his legs, and he drops them where mine are. Before setting the hand back in he bed, he reaches to his nightstand and pulls out a condom and a bottle- that I'm assuming is lube. He sets them next to us, and I hear my resting quicken.
"Don't panic, you'll be fine." He assurance and kisses my lips. I relax into the kiss and I move my lips with his.
I suddenly hear a ripping of a wrapper of some sort and when I open my eyes. Mart has the condom open. He pulls his lips away and I watch him roll the condom onto him.
"Keep calm Gerard," he says stroking the side of my face with his knuckles. I nod and smile faintly, trying to hide my fear.
I'm mean, it's my first time ever having sex, of course I'm scared, and nervous.
I watch as his hand reaches toward the lube. He flips off the cap, and the physical substance inside the bottle slides into his palm. Delicately, he squeezes the lube into his hands, and makes sites to cover two of his fingers.
"W-what are you doing?" I gulp.
"I need to stretch you, or it won't feel too good." He says and I bite my lip.
He hands approaches my entrance and I close my eyes, and I feel his cold fingers rub around me. I gasp, and throw my head back, and I cover my mouth with my forearm.
Then, I feel Matt push in a finger and it stings. I hiss at the pain and Matt stokes my head, trying to get me to calm down.
"You'll be fine, don't worry." He speaks, and pushes in a bit more.
Eventually, his first finger is in, and as he moves it back and forth; it gets a bit nice.
I bite my bottom lip and begin to rock against his fingers. Now it feels really nice. I let out a moan and I feel Matt push in another finger. It doesn't hurt too much; just a small sting, but it passes quickly as he continues to move them in and out.
"That's good." I hear Matt say and he removes his fingers. He takes in a deep breath and picks up the lube once again, and squeezes it into his palm.
I gulp again, and watch as he strokes his cock, making sure that he is completely covering himself. He licks his lips and scoots back bit. He slides his hands under my legs and pushes them up. He scoots back even more, and props my legs over his shoulders. My dick stirs because of this position, and Matt notices, looking at me.
"Ready?" He asks, and I gently nod. He takes in a deep breath and lines himself up.
With a gentle, elegant push, Matt starts to make his way inside of me. I gasp at the sudden pain, and I rests my wrists over my eyes.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I sorry..." Matt repeats, kissing my neck, trying to distracts me from the immesnse pain. "I didn't stretch you enough, I'm such an idiot..." He breaths, and continues to kiss me neck.
For a few moments, we stay in that position, the head of Matts dick inside of me. I gulp once again, and I nod, motioning for Matt to continue moving. He takes in a deep breath and pushes further. I bite my lip to keep my whimpers inside my mouth.
I had imagined for sex to hurt, but I didn't know it would hurt this much.
"You a-alright?" Matt asks, concerned.
"Y-yeah," I reply. "It just kinda hurts..."
"It'll be over soon, I promise." He assure, and I bite down harder on my lip and nod.
He places his hands on the bed and pushes in deeper, accompanied with a loud moan, but he bites his lip quickly because this feeling isn't too good for me.
Just breathe...
Only a few more moments...
Those moment pass slower than I think, but evetually Matt is completely inside of me. It feels a bit wired, scratch that; really wired for something to be inside of me, and I have to continuely wiggle my hips, attempting to get used to the feeling.
"R-ready?" Matt stutters, obviously trying to hold a moan in.
"Uh-huh..." I breathe steadily.
He nods and licks his lips again, before pulling out and slowly sliding back in. Again, it was still painful, but as it keeps going, pleasure starts to build, beginning in my hips.
"Mmmm..." I moan as I take my legs off of his shoulders and wrap them around his waist.
Suddenly he begins to thrust at slightly different angles.
"What are you- AHHHH!" I am cut off by an intense amount if pleasure rippling through my entire body. I see Matt smirk and he begins to thrust again. I'm left moaning and gasping as Matt continues to make love to me.
"Come here..." He breaths.
"Huh?" I question not knowing what he means.
Matt wraps his arms around me and lifts me up.
We both let out heavy groans as I feel him full me entirely.
I look at Matt, as he looks at me. I bring my hand up and stoke the side of his face.
"Gerard..." He breaths and kisses me. I wrap my hands around his neck, bringing him closer. He licks my lips and I gently part them, and he slowly explores. I moan and move my hips accidently. A moan erups from the back of Matt's throat.
"Y-you like that?" I mumble as I cock my head to the left.
"Y-yeah... It feels nice." He replies and I smile against his lips and I roll my hips again. He slightly pulls away from my lips, gasps, and looks down. I begin to bounce, grinding my hips and he kisses my neck, sucking as well. My eyes flutter, and buck my hips extremely hard, and Matt lays down, but he places his hands on my chest, keeping me up.
He searches my body, and his hands slide down my sides, and rest in my hips. I rest my own hands in his chest and I move my hips, lifting them up.
"Gerar- ahhhh..." Matt rolls his head back once I sit back down. I continue to roll my hips, my hair flapping in my face.
I watch as Matt trails one of his hands of my hip, and he touches my cock.
"Ahhh," I moan and he wraps his hand around my cock and he squeezes and begins to pump. I grind against him once more before I start bouncing again, in the rhythm he's pumping. I feel myself tighten around Matt, and we both let out breathy groans. His hands are squeezing my hips so tightly, I'm sure that'll leave bruises.
"Gerard..." He moans, and he slide the tip of his thumb over the head of my cock, and suddenly an amazing pleaure exploded in my hips and spread to the rest if my body, and I scream in pleasure as ropes of sticky, hot cum squirts from my dick.
I hear Matt let a jumble of curses come from his mouth, followed by a yell, and I feel something warm against my walls. I lick my lips and the sound that fills the room is our heavy panting.
I lift my hips up with my legs and Matt's dick emerges and falls back into place. Matt pulls me to his chest. He arms snake around me and hold me close, and I grasp onto his shoulders, that's when my memory went blank.

The next thing I knew I was wrapped in Matt's arms, the thin sheet laying on my waist I let out a sigh and snuggled into his chest me listening to his heart beat I felt loved and safe even though I've only known him a short while.. it felt right.

Notes

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