Laugh with me

After a few minutes I come out of the bathroom and rush into my room, closing the door behind myself and I sit on the bed, my phone buzzing in my pocket and when I pull it out I see a message from Matt. 'Hey I hope everything was ok when you got home.' I sniffle as I feel my eyes well with tears again and I make a snap decision, getting up and going to my door, cracking it open and listening and I can hear a video game blaring from the tv downstairs so I sneak down the stairs, rushing down the hallway and out the front door, heading down the street as quickly as I can. Once I'm a block away I slow down, feeling safe again as I keep walking towards Matts apartment. When I get there I knock on his door and fidget nervously until the door opens and I come face to face with him again. "Hey what's...." "Could I maybe stay here tonight?" Matt hesitates for a few seconds before stepping aside and saying "Yeah, come in." I walk inside and once the door is closed Matt ushers me to the couch and I sit down, Matt sitting beside me before saying "Are you alright?" I shrug before saying "I just don't want to be alone with Frank right now." "What happened?" "I'd rather not talk about it" I tell him and he nods slowly and says "Ok, if that's what you want." Both our attention slowly drifts towards the tv and we watch in silence for a while until Matt slides over and reaches out, taking my hand in his and when I slowly turn my head to look at him he leans in and presses his lips to mine again. The kiss lasts a few seconds before he pulls away and says "Sorry, you just looked so beautiful I couldn't help myself." I feel my face go bright red as I lower my gaze to my lap, biting at my bottom lip and Matt chuckles softly and brings his hand up to grip under my chin, tilting my head back up to look at him and he says "And that just makes you even more adorable to me." An hour later we decide to order in take out, both of us getting pretty hungry and when it arrives we start a movie, sprawling out on the couch while we eat and once we're done Matt lays back and pulls me over to lay against his chest, his hand stroking through my hair as we both stare at the screen and I can't help the smile that spreads across my face. Ten minutes later Matts hand comes down to cup my chin again, tilting my head up as he leans down and seals his mouth over mine, his tongue gently forcing it's way into my mouth and as we kiss he flips us over, pressing me down into the couch as he settles on top of me, his hands wandering up and down my sides before they settle at the hem of my shirt, slowly tugging it upwards and I sit up slightly as he takes it off, my dick half hard in my jeans. Once my shirt hits the floor Matts lips seal to my neck , sucking at the skin again and leaving me another hickey before going down further and biting softly at my collarbones and I can't help but let out an embarrassing moan and buck my hips up, my face burning up again as I feel embarrassed for how I reacted. Matt chuckles softly against my skin as he bucks his hips down, grinding his crotch into mine and I whine softly at the friction, desperately wanting more. Matts hands start working on my belt as he keeps kissing and sucking and biting on my collarbones and I feel myself getting close already, having never done anything like this before, just has Matt unbuckled my belt i began to feel nervous again I grabbed his hand’s stopping his action i opened my eyes seeing his looking at me confused, “what’s wrong babe?” he asked i smiled a little at the nickname i looked down at our hand’s“j-just the thing’s my brother said are getting me that’s all..plus i’ve never done” i gestured my hand’s from me to him “this before”there was a short silence till Matt pulled his hand’s away from me and sighed he lifted my chin to look up at him and smiled “i’ll be gentle”he kissed my cheek “i promise” he purred leaning in to kiss me again

Notes

xosavemefrommyselfxo did it all
she can write the smut i'm a shitty writter for that oops