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another 5 months past and it was around christmas, gerard has never had a proper one since his dad left on christmas eve two years ago and his mom was too broke to pay for his and his brothers gifts, gerard was having nightmares just as the holidays were closing it he'd wake up having pee'd himself or screaming and crying causing
his 'mom and dad' running it soothing him, once it got so bad he ran out of his room and into franks, he shook his
shoulder making him move around a little

"what daddy?" frank groaned then instantly fell back to sleep

gerard smiled a little and pushed frank against the wall making room for himself, he crawled into the already warm mattress and snuggled up against frank, he felt safe like we did when we comforted his baby brother whenever he got
upset when his daddy didnt come home, gerard drifted off to sleep, and the dreams didnt come back again.
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when christmas hit gerard didnt come out of his room, frank tried to bribe him telling him things like
'santa will take away your gifts'
or
'mummy baked cookies and said we can eat them before dinner'
but gerard wouldnt have any or it, he had his reasons the same reasons for the nightmares everytime he closed his eyes he could still hear the screech of the tires, his mothers screams, his baby brothers sobs the snow the blood the smell of smoke.


--flash back--


"gerard sweety were going to grandmas get your brother" gerard mom sound up to his
"okay!" gerard replies pulling on his rain boots, he stood up and ran to his brothers room
"mikey come on grandmas now!" he smiled looking at his brother
"gerard i cant tie my lace!" mikey shouted to his older brother in a panicked tone
gerard rolled his eyes and walked over to him and tied hit they both laughed running out the room to the hall and
down the stairs.
the snow was getting heavy by the minuets, anne had the wind shield wipers on full and drove down the highway,
"mikey!" gerard shouted to his brother causing his little brother to jump out of his sleep
"gerard dont!" mikey pouted
"sorry mikey moo moo" gerard laughed
"dont call me that! mom tell him"
anne faced to look at gerard "gerard stop"
"fien" gerard pouted, the car was silent before anne's phone ran, she tutted and went to grab it on the passenger seat just as she did gerard look up in shock it all happened too fast for a warning, the truck smashed into the side of the car causing it to tumbled
down the hill, gerard felt himself being pulled in different directions grunting in pain and had then witnessed his own mother snap her neck and her head smash agaisnt the side of the
window and his baby brother hit the front window, gerard cried out as he looked at his brother crying get less and
less as he was bleeding on the car front, gerard screamed out like he was getting murdered, he couldnt take his eyes off of his dead family, that was when gerard was pulled out of the car with nothing but a bleeding head and a broken
arm along with a few fingers.


--end of flashback--


gerard began to cry into his pillow, he heard the door open and little foot steps
"mikey!?" gerard jumped up with hope in his voice
"gerard? y-you spoke" franks eyes were wide in shock
gerard sighed and shook his head and cried, frank ran over and jumped on the bed next to gerard
"why arent you coming out gerard?" frank asked
he just shook his head and hugged frank
"gerard d-did something happen youre scaring me"
"i-im okay" he whispered
"come on i got a G.I Joe doll we can play with but i told santa i wanted a barbie one he must have forgotten" frank
laughed pulling gerard by his hand and down the stairs
"mommy he came out!" frank shouted
linda came ran out the kitchen with a confused look but loosen when she saw gerard
"come on sweetheart we've got a lot of presents for you" she smiled
gerard smiled back and followed frank into the living room, the gifts laid across the floor surely they couldnt be all for gerard right
gerard looked at linda in shock she smiled "yes honey all yours"
gerard ran over and basically ripped them all open once he was done he ran over to anthony and linda and hugged them tightly he began to cry but they didnt say anything they just hugged him and let him cry anthony gently rubbing his back until he breath steadied out

Notes

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