Laugh with me

I heard a rattling of the headboard, my eye’s kept opening then closing once i gained a little consciousness the pain spread through my body, grunting was loud in my ear made me cringe, i looked to the side seeing Matt with a cigarette hanging on the side of this mouth in the chair next to the door while counting twenty dollar bills, i managed to moving my hand out to him catching his attention, his head snapped up looking at me, his face cracked into a smile “well, well look who’s up” his husky voice spoke over the grunting, the fat hairy man on top of me slapped my face making me look at me, sweat was over his forehead and his hairy hand clasped my throat, “man, Matt he’s more pretty awake” he groaned thrusting into me again harder this time, i let out a hissed squeak when he chocked me harder my throat felt like i had swallowed needles, “now now Dan, play nice” Matt chuckled while standing, i began to cry when he finally let go of me, I had never felt to disgusting in my life, “Matt” i cried out, he did nothing, he watched, count his whore money, i admitted it to myself, happy? I’m a slut, filth, nothing but shit on someone’s shoe, i walked away from Frank and now look at me, I do deserve this, every last bit, I love Matt, he’s doing this because he love’s me too, i know he does that’s why he hit’s me because he’s scared to lose me that’s it, i know I’m right.

I ended up blacking out from the pain, since then I had been lying on a hard mattress, naked, blooded and beaten, silently sobbing it felt like hours but turns out it was just minuet’s I was alone in Matt’s spare room he used for me, the place was silent I managed to turn my head and look around my hair stuck to the bed with what I assume is cum and sweat, even turning my head hurt all of a sudden Matt walking in holding a bucket he had the same burnt out cigarette hanging out of his mouth; his clothes a mess he walks over and pours ice water on me, I shot up screaming in pain and shock all he did was laugh “you stupid bitch” he shouted kicking me to the side “get up and get out” he mumbled throwing a thin blanket at me “w-w-what?” I shiver grabbing the small, thin throw from beside me, Matt turns, his face full of anger he walked over, grabbing my hair full force pulling it back “you heard me, I found some other bitch to get money off of for a few day’s I’ll be back when I need you, but for the time being, get your shit and your ugly face out of my sight” he hissed yanking it then slapping the back of my head, I slowly got up, shaking and grunting from pain and open cut’s, as soon as I got out the bedroom Matt opened the brown door and shoved me out on the street, it must have been 4 in the morning the temperature was ice cold, I limped over to an open store, naked and alone I had no choice, i pulled the thin throw tight and limped over to the auto doors and went over to a check out counter and saw a man around 23 or so, he had blue eye’s and brown matted hair that hung in front of his eye’s, “e-excuse me” I stuttered as my cold body shook, the boy looked up frowning until he saw who it was his eye’s widened “oh my god what happened” he said running from his post and to me “i-i have no where i don’t know where i am” I began to cry “Listen to me okay, what is your name?” He asked placing his work jacket over my shoulders “G-Gerard” “Okay Gerard, I’m Ash” he smiled a little “I’m going to take you home okay?” i thought about home, where was home now? I had no where, I couldn’t face Frank, he probably hate’s me it was then i realised i didn’t give Ash an answer, “I don’t have one” i sniffed, letting out a shaky sigh, I looked back up at Ash, he smiled “well i guess you’ll have to come home with me” I look at him confused "come on" e said taking my hand in his warm one he pulled me to the parking lot and into a black golf car "Here, the heating is on so you'll warm up in know time, are you sure you're okay?" He frowned at me "Y-yeah just. just sore that's all" i felt my eyes swell with tears He didn't reply just starting the car and began to drive "So... What happened to you?"

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