Dear diary...

Alex's POV:
"Hey, Lynz it's me Alex, uhm... I was wondering... May I come over to your house?"
"Alex, love, sure you can. Bandit is longing to see you, you've been MIA. Is everything okay?"
"Yeah, I just a want to talk to you... Is Gerard there?"
"Yes, he's leaving tonight though"
"Call me when he leaves, I don't want to see him"
"Why? What's wrong? Did you guys fight? Did he do anything to you? Because if he did I sw-"
"Lynz, chill it's just... It's something I need to talk to you, you know us girls"
"Oh, hahaha okay, come over tomorrow at 9 am. Bandit and I will be waiting for you"
"Great, see you then"
I hung up and kept pacing around the living room. My hands were shaking, I wasn't sure what was going on and needed female company desperately. For the last few weeks I had been overly emotional and falling into depression once again. Frank was gone, he had to leave earlier to arrange stuff for the new record. Meanwhile, Gerard had a few days off because he just became a father.
The entire house felt empty, we bought one in New Jersey and were just moving in.
Our marriage hadn't been exactly great, we were fighting more often and my depression issues made Frankie upset and worried. I decided to walk to the nearby grocery store, I could've just driven the car but I needed to clear my thoughts. Besides, I had an urge for lasagna and a hot cup of tea.
Jersey's weather was my favourite thing in the world. It was raining softly as i walked down the street. I passed several houses with fancy cars and mouldings. It was a nice neighbourhood, similar to the one I grew up in. After walking for almost an hour, I saw my parent's empty house which I had moved out from. Ever since Frank and I got married I hadn't been there. We had to postpose our visit to Europe to visit my parents due to Lynz's early birth. I hadn't been with her ever since they brought Bandit home, that's when my depression kicked in. She was a lovely baby girl, she had Gerard's beautiful eyes and Lynz's charm and smile. They certainly were a perfect match, they made the most beautiful girl in the world. I ran into my favourite Italian restaurant, I walked in and ordered some lasagna to go. As I waited I looked around the fancy restaurant. I had certainly called people's attention, everyone was all dressed up and I looked terrible. I was wearing a black hoodie and skinny jeans along with some awful but warm black ugg boots; my hair was tied up in a messy bun and my eyeliner and mascara were wearing out due to the soft rain.
I grabbed the bag with my food and walked to a nearby candy shop, I though some candy wouldn't harm anyone, besides I was feeling down already. I walked in, I was greeted by a friendly Asian man. He said my name repeatedly, I smiled and nodded.
Walking through the aisles I noticed I wanted to take the entire store with me. I grabbed some Twizzlers and looked for sour worms. I felt someone staring at me, I looked around and saw a hooded man leaving the store.
A strong feeling of discomfort came over me so I rushed to pay for my candy and got in the first cab. While he took me home, I got a strange phone call.
"Hello?"
"Alex darling it's me Linda, Linda Iero, your mother-in-law"
"Oh hi Mrs. Iero I didn't see the name in the phone screen"
"Don't worry sweetie, I was wondering if you were feeling alright? Frankie just called me and told me you weren't feeling very well"
"Oh, Mrs. Iero I'm fine, I had been a bit stressed lately. Besides that I'm feeling great."
"Look, sweetie, I'm still in Orlando but I would love to visit both of you guys. Are you touring soon?"
"Both Frankie and I start touring at the same time, I've got three more months until it"
"Okay then, we'll be in Jersey in about a week. I'll call you so we can stop by and visit your new home. I've got to go now, sweetie, see you soon"
"Bye Mrs. Ie-"
That was weird, why would Frank tell on me that way, or even worry his mother like that? He wasn't that kind of guy...
The cab pulled over at our front door. I payed him and got inside, it was raining heavier.

Frank's P.O.V.:
I was in a meeting with our new record label while we discussed some details about album art. I couldn't think straight I had just collapsed and told my father about the entire situation with Alex. He'd probably told my mother and she was now probably worried and maybe calling her.
"Frank? Are you here?"
"Yeah sorry, I got distracted"
"What do you think, black or white uniforms?"
"Well it's a BLACK parade so black is just perfect"
The marketing manager kept rambling on for a while, I didn't really care for this I was tired and missed Alex... I wanted to go home with her.
The meeting finished after several hours, it was pretty late when we got through it. I rushed to the elevator, I needed some sleep and maybe a bath. Mikey walked inside quickly, the elevator was about to shut.
"Are you okay?"
"Nah it's just married life... I'm having some issues"
"I know, it's-"
"What?"
"I married Alicia three months ago, I didn't want to say anything, we kept it a secret"
"Wha... Why? What?"
"Haha Frank chill, I did it cuz I love her. She's awesome and fun to hang out with"
"Okay, that's great man, I mean I'm happy for you guys. You're very young but whatever man if you love each other that's great"
"Thanks, hey... I know things don't seem right now but I know Alex since I was young. She's just a little complicated, give her some time... Her depression will wear off in a few weeks, she's probably confused"
"Thanks Mikey, I've got to rush to the hotel, you coming?"
"No, I'm meeting Alicia on a restaurant nearby. See you tomorrow."
He waved at me and beat me getting out of the building, I was very much surprised. Who would've thought Mikey and Alicia would get married that fast. I mean we're all very young.
I walked down the street making my way to the hotel and saw a magazine cover with Alex's picture on the cover, it read:
Shocking: Alex Myers isn't as good as a wife as she is a guitar player. See page 12 for details on her failed marriage with Frank Iero plus a juicy miscarriage story.
I felt my head was about to explode. How on fucking earth did this magazine find out of her miscarriage? Why on fucking earth would they say out marriage is fucking failing if we just started I mean what the fuck was going on. I bought the magazine and took it to my hotel room. That probably wasn't the best idea of all...

Alex's P.O.V.:
"Okay so..."
"Give it to me, I'll show you how it's done"
"Lynz, thanks for being here I was feeling lonely"
"Alex, chill okay? Everything will be okay"
"Okay..."
She flickered her fingers and skimmed through it.
"So...?"
She looked at me with a blank empty stare.
"You're pregnant."
"WHAAAAT?! DONT SHIT WITH ME LYNZ WAY PLEASE DONT"
"Alex, two lines means you're pregnant, look"
"I'm having a baby? Oh my god, Frankie's gonna be so excited"
"BANDIT IS HAVING A NEW FRIEND OH MY GOD AND IM BEING AN AUNT"
"I KNOW!"
We hugged and cried for a while, I couldn't believe I was finally pregnant, this definitely took all the depression away from me.
"Wait... We have to tell Frankie. Should I call him?"
"No, that an awful way to tell him"
"Yeah... Well... We could drive to New York..."
"I would love to surprise Gerard with bandit, he was so sad leaving us. Let's do it"

Notes

HEEEEEEY
I'm back :)
i know I've been gone for way too much time but i needed to clear my mind.
I won't be missing this time, thank you for your support. I couldn't update because I've been busy.
hope you guys like the update

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