Dear diary...

Frank's p.o.v.:
I left Alex sleeping in the hotel room, as soon as we arrived we finished quickly what we had started in New Jersey. She hasn't been on the pill and the past few weeks our sex life hadn't been great. I definitely missed touching her, running my hands all over her body, feeling her nipple piercings with my tongue or even watching her shiver when I went down on her, the face she puts when I cum inside her or...
My thoughts were interrupted by Ray.
"Frankie? You okay?"
"Yeah.. I'm great"
"Well, we're done here. We can go get some sleep finally!"
"This was the last song, right?"
"Yeah, they'll go through everything and call us tomorrow. Gerard just left. While ago, Lynz was craving lemon pie"
"Hahaha, she's so adorable"
"How's my girl, Alex?"
"She got better, she's now asleep. I didn't tell you, right?"
"What? About her surgery?"
"No, we're trying to get pregnant now"
"Congrats man, that's great. Hope this time things turn out well"
"Yeah, I have to rush to the hotel, she's probably waiting for me"
"Yeah, Christa is outside too, See you tomorrow"
I left the guitar on the couch, waved to the guys inside and ran to catch a cab.
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I rushed in the hotel, opened our room and silently got in.
I looked for her everywhere, from the looks of it she was inside the tub on the master bathroom. She had guitar picks all over the place and several riffs written on scraps pieces of paper. She was covered with bubbles and wearing headphones.
I laid my body against the door frame and watched her sing softly a Jawbreaker sing. She had been there for a while, bubbles were starting to disappear revealing her wet body. I could see her skin shine while she ran her hands up and down her legs. Her nipples were hard, you could see them peeking in from the water, leaving bubbles behind. I thought over the idea of undressing and getting inside with her but-
She unexpectedly moved her hands to her chest and started pulling on her nipple piercings, her other hand ran down her abs and into her crotch. She started touching herself in a very suggestive way, letting silent moans from time to time. She moved slowly but seemed to enjoy every second of it.
"I know you're watching me" she said while she pulled her headphones out
She stood up and let herself out of the tub. I stood there silently without really assimilating what she had been doing. She smiled playfully at me and walked towards me. Her body was soapy and wet, her tattoos seemed to shine with the glow of the bathroom light. Her pink nipples pointed at me, she stood so close to me I could feel them over my shirt.
"Am I going to please myself again or are you doing it for me?" She said while she unbuckled my jeans.
I didn't say a word, just watched her move and tease me. She pushed me against the bathroom wall and pressed her body against mine; she bit my lower lip and pulled it. I stood in front of her, growing harder while touching her entire wet body. She felt hot, as if her skin was on fire. I grabbed her hand and guided her to the bedroom, she took my shirt off and left me only with my black boxers on.
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Alex's p.o.v.:
"Where is she?"
"She said room 256" I said as I held Frank's and we ran down the hospital hall.
"Excuse me", said Frank to a nurse, "I'm looking for roo-"
Gerard ran towards us and cried on my shoulder while I hugged him.
"Gerard, what happened? Is she okay?"
"I think she might lose our little girl... She was running across the street to get some Twizzlers, the driver wasn't paying attention and she got hit by him"
"Wh-" I was shocked and speechless, tears ran down my face while I saw Frankie with a devastated look on him while standing behind us.
He padded Gerard on the shoulder as if signalling him to come to his arms, "Gerard, man, everything will be just fine. She'll be okay, so as your little girl. Okay? Trust me, Lynz is really strong"
I walked further from them and sat down on one of the waiting room chairs, I held my face in my hands and cried. I wouldn't be able to deal with either the loss of Lynz or the little girl inside her womb.
As I paced from one side to another I saw Frank talking to a devastated Gerard on one side of the hall.
"Mr. Way? There are some girls who would like to see you"
"Wh-how's Lynz? Wha..."
"Your daughter and wife are perfectly fine, she was well formed and is healthy now"
"Wh..."
"Follow me, Mr. Way"
Gerard, Frank and I were startled. He walked in by himself following the doctor while Frank and I stayed behind. As he opened the door you could hear a mild sound of a baby crying. Then, Lynz greeted him " hi sweetie, look, it's our little girl".
The door closed.
I felt my heart ache, I hadn't been able to get pregnant.
I felt very useless, not that I was jealous but I wanted to give Frank the same joy Lynz gave to Gerard. I didn't notice but apparently I was crying uncontrollably.
"Alex, sweetie, are you okay?"
"Yeah... Frankie.."
"What's wrong, my love?"
"I just... I feel so worthless and useless. I want us to have a kid and be as happy as they are. I can't even fucking do that. I can't even have a baby..."
"Alex, it's not your fault. You know the doctor said you'd be able to have a baby. We just have to keep trying, okay? I don't feel disappointed in anyway, I'm proud of you for being so brave. I love you, I promised I'd be by your side forever"
He wiped off the tears on my cheeks and kissed me, I felt myself feeling comfort in his arms.
"Mr. And Mrs. Iero, would you like to come in and see Mrs. Way?"
Frank held my hand as he stood up and nodded.
I felt tears forming in my eyes as I came close to the door, they were both fine and we were about to meet the luckiest little girl in the world.

Notes

Okay so... I just broke up with my four year boyfriend. Any proof reading mistakes will be dealt with later, sorry guys.

Oh, btw, have you seen the joyriding video? Ddcmkedjmcdjnxiwdjnciwdjndje i loved it.