Dear diary...

Frank's P.O.V.:
She was laying on my chest while crying. Apparently that nightmare of hers was very harsh. She'd been moving uncontrollably for the past hour and a half. What could she possibly dream of to be that upset?
"Honey?"
"Yes, Frankie?"
"Do you want to talk about it?"
She looked up and kissed my cheek, "Well..."
"What happened babe?"
"I was alone in this house, I looked for you everywhere but you were nowhere to be found. I walked to the backyard and saw Gerard, Bert and Lynz with hoods"
Her voice started to break as she gripped harder on my chest.
"And... They were digging a hole... You were in it. They had killed you. Afterwards, Bert tried t-"
I cut her off by kissing her lips, her face was wet because tears ran down her face.
"Honey, it was just a dream. You'll never lose me, I promise. I'll never leave you. Okay?"
She nodded and fell asleep in my chest.
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Alex's P.O.V.:
(3 months later)
It's been a while since I felt the constant grief of fearing for my life. A few weeks ago I went to trial for both Lisa and Bert.
"Well, it's just as you suspected Mrs. Iero"
"Wh... How much time?"
"A few weeks probably, probably sooner"
"Okay... Thanks"
I grabbed my bag, nodded at the doctor. He remained silent as he watched me close the door behind him. I walked down the hallway of the hospital while I tried to avoid the knot in my throat. I felt zombie like, I felt as if everything but my marriage was going wrong. We had to start touring in about a month. My phone rang due to an incoming text message from Lynz.
"How did it go?"
"It was what I suspected"
"Well... What are you doing now?"
"I need some time, Frank's coming back from L.A. In a few hours. Tell him i needed time"
"Alex... I don't think it's a good idea for you to leave just like that. You should talk to him"
"I'm not ready to talk about it, I have a few weeks left"
"I'll be in Jersey on Friday, we'll talk then"
"Okay, how's your baby?"
"Well, it's going fine, I'm just craving peaches ALL the time. I'll tell you about it as soon as we get to Jersey"
"Okay, see you then, xo"
I shut my phone and started the car, I had a blank stare on my face. Things were harder than expected. I drove home and stayed on the front door for about an hour, just staring at the piece of paper I had received in the doctor's office.
I wrote a note for Frank and left in on the doorway. I ran upstairs, wrote an email to my parents and left to take a hike on the woods.
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Frank's P.O.V.:
I had spent the last few weeks in L.A. Recording our new album. I was eager to come home because Alex and I hadn't had the chance to have our honeymoon and probably wouldn't be able to have one in a while. We were touring together again in a few weeks. I left her by herself in Jersey with Alicia but I had the feeling she felt overwhelmed by everything that had been going on with Bert and Lisa.
I hurried myself out of Newark airport and took a cab. I almost threw the money to the cab driver and rushed myself inside our new home.
"Honeeeeey, I'm homeeee!"
No one answered. As I made my way inside I feared the worst.
I found a note on the counter, her laptop was blinking and still hot. She was here recently.
"Hey, pumpkin pie, I'm so glad you're home. I needed some time for myself, please don't look for me. I'll be back soon. I love you"
I left the note behind and paced around the house, there was something weird in the entire situation, why would she leave like that? She had been upset about me not being home but as soon as I get here she's gone?
I went to our bedroom and watched our wedding photos on the counter. She looked so happy on them, a big broad smile with sparkly brown eyes.
She looked at me like no one ever did, she took care of me like no one has ever done before. She would forget about herself as long as it meant I would be happy.
That's were it hit me, she wouldn't leave just like that.
I looked at the garage, her car was still there. Her agenda was on the passenger seat next to her phone. I looked inside and saw "Doctor's appointment at 10"
Maybe she was sick... I felt tempted to browse through her phone. I grabbed both of them and went inside the house.
I sat on the kitchen counter while I held the phone in my hands.
It started ringing, it was Lynz. We'll if I didn't answer I could miss an important detail, maybe it's an emergency...
"Hello?"
"Frank? Is Alex there with you?"
"No, do you have any idea where she is? She's gone"
"Oh... You don't know"
"Know what? What the fuck is going on?"
"I can't tell you anything, I'm sure she left some clues for you"
"What? Can't you just tell me?"
"No... You have to find out by yourself. Look I have to get on a plane I was just calling to tell you guys me and Gerard will be there sooner than expected."

She hung up quickly. Clue? Where could she possibly be... I mean... She saw the doctor and apparently got upsetting news.
I went to the garage and pulled the car out, I couldn't just let her be by herself around Jersey especially if she felt upset.
I drove all over Jersey for about two hours, not being able to find her. I ran I to a few of her bandmates which had no idea where she was. Alicia had been walking around the city with Sonny
"Guys... Have you seen Alex?"
"What happened? Are you guys fighting already?" Asked Alicia
"No... I don't know she-"
That's where it hit me.
The note.
"She what?" Asked Alicia
"Never mind, see you later guys"
"Frank, what the-"
I ran back to the car and went back to the house and looked for the piece of paper she had written the note in.
I looked on the backside of it, it was a test result.


She was pregnant.

Notes

I've been rather busy these past days. I'll try to stop missing out so much :c