I'm Not Okay

"People are taking their seats, you ready Frank?" Ray asked as he entered the room.

"Can I see my babies before I go out?" I asked and started you shake my leg; I was starting to get really nervous.

"They're with Kristen and Christina, and they are ready seated, do you really want me to get them?" He asked.

"Please?"

"Okay give me a sec." He said then left again, leaving me by myself, my mom had left a little while ago to get my dad. When the door opened again I thought it was Ray coming back with my kids but instead it was my mom and dad coming in.

"Dad!" I yelled when I saw him and ran and gave him a huge hug, I've talked a lot with my dad over the phone but I haven't actually seen him in over three years.

"Look at you my boy! You're so handsome, and those kids you made are magnificent!" He exclaimed, he also knew that I was actually pregnant with all my kids.

"Thank you dad, I've missed you." I said pulling away from his embrace.

"I've missed you too, now are you ready to get married?" He asked.

"I've been ready since I had Bryce." I said and smiled.

My dad and I chatted for a while until the doors opened and Kristen, Christina, and Ray came walking in with all three of my babies. I let out a happy noise and walked over to all of them and have them each a big kiss.

"Dada!" Bryce's said while waving his arms, he started to say a few words a few weeks ago and one of his first words was dada, both Gerard and I were so happy.

"Hello little man!" I said and picked him up and waved him in the air, "are you going to be a good little boy for your dads today?" I asked and he laughed and waved his arms. "I'm going to take that as a yes." I said and kissed his head again. I then passed him to Ray and picked up both my girls at the same time.

"Why hello there my princesses." I said in a baby voice and snuggles them close, in the past few months they had grown so much, a lot of people had a hard time telling them apart because they were identical, sometimes Gerard would also have a hard time but I never did. They both were kinda tired at the moment and I was happy, I hope they'd fall asleep through the ceremony so we wouldn't have crying babies at our wedding.

"Frank, it's time." Ray said and moved peanut a bit, he had started to pull on his fro.

"Already? Okay, here take the girls." I said and handed them off as began to jump a bit.

"Calm down my boy," my father said and put his hand on my shoulder to stop me from jumping, "I was nervous to on my wedding day too, but don't wore everything will be alright."

"Thanks dad." I said and hugged him.

Next my mom and dad took each of my arms in theirs and we waited until we got the okay to start walking down. In a matter of minutes the wedding planner came in and told me it was my turn to walk down, Gerard already walked down. As we got closer I felt a huge weight on my chest and my breathing became a bit staggered.

"Stop panting Frank everything will be just fine." My mother told me, I nodded and took a deep breath before we turned the corner and everything came into view.

All of our friends and family were there with smiles on their faces. I saw Christina and Kristen in the front holding my babies, the twins were sleeping and peanut was happily bouncing in Kristen's lap. Then when I looked over to Gerard I felt my breath hitch in my throat. He stood there with a huge smile on his face and looking as handsome as ever. He was wearing a black tuxedo with a red tie, his hair was nice but a little messy (just the way I like it) and he was wearing a bit of black eyeliner that made him look incredibly sexy. I felt so underdone, but after I saw the smile on his face I felt like the weight was lifted off my chest and pure happiness flooded through me. Before I knew it my mom and dad kissed my cheek and handed me off to Gerard.

"You look so beautiful." He whispered to me as the priest began the wedding.

"No where near as beautiful as you." I whispered back.

"Frank Anthony Iero-Way don't you dare denounce your beauty, you're perfect." He whispered hissed to me. I felt a blush creep onto my face.

"I understand you have both written your own vows, now if Mr. way will share his." The priest said speaking to Gerard, Gerard smiled down at me.

"Frank Anthony Iero, I vow to love you past the ends of the earth, to cherish every blessed moment we have been given, to care for you, to hold you, and to protect you and our children." He spoke to me; I wanted to cry from how sweet he was being.

"Gerard Author Way, I vow to love you forever and to never let you go no matter how things turn out, I vow to be there for you whenever you need me and to cherish every single second I have with you." My voice cracked in the end and a few years escaped my eyes and streamed Dow my face.

"By the power in me I announce you both husband and husband, you may kiss your partner." The priest said with a smile.

Gerard looked down at me with his teary eyes and gently cupped both of my cheeks before dropping his face down and softly, but passionately kissed me, I heard the audience cheer but I couldn't care less. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled his closer to me, after a minute of just passionately kissing we pulled apart and Gerard wrapped his arms around my waist and everyone cheered again. Finally we had forever together.

Notes

I am so sorry for not updating in such a long time, I've been really busy, plus the past four days have really sucked ass for me, the first day my date to my winter formal spent the whole night texting another girl and didn't dance once with me, the second day my phone broke, the third day I payed over 100 dollars to fix my phone and water spilled everywhere in my bag, and today I found out that when water spilled in my bag it ruined my calculator and I found that out right before a big math test.... And when I get upset its hard to write, but I'm starting to kinda feel better, also there is only one more chapter before I'm Not Okay is finished.

Till next we meet my killjoys