I'm Not Okay

"Two little girls!" I said and got really excited, Gerard was happy to because he came down and gave me a big kiss.

"Thank you so much babe." He said after he pulled away then leaned in for another kiss.

"Alright you two that's enough kissing in my office, you have your own home for that type of nonsense." Dr. Shannon scolded, we both laughed at her before we left.

As we drove to go pick Bryce up from Mikey's house I noticed we made a wrong turn and were going back to our house.

"Gee just because we are having two new babies doesn't mean you get to abandon our first baby." I joke at him and he laughed but continued to drive back to our house.

"Haha I know, Mikey is gonna watch him for another hour or so then drop him off."

"Really?” I asked innocently, “And what are we gonna be doing in that hour?" I asked suggestively.

"Anything we want." He said resting his hand dangerously high on my thigh, well as high as he could without being blocked by the baby bump or my pillow.

"How about you take me up to the bedroom and we do some naughty things." I whispered to him, from the corner of my eye I saw that out speed increased by ten miles an hour which made me laugh.

When we got to the house he wasted no time getting out of the car and carrying me bridal style up the stairs and into the bedroom. Instead of tossing me down on the bed like I would have liked, he gently placed me on the bed then crawled on me. He also didn’t waste any time attacking my lips with his, this time I had to be the one to pull away for air, he didn’t though, he just moved down my jaw and started to suck on my neck. He found my sweet spot almost instantly and small embarrassing moans escaped my mouth.

“I will never get tired of the beautiful noises you make.” He whispered in my ear then started to move to take off my shirt, when it was off he placed both of his hands on my bump and started to rub it. “I love this, I love seeing your tummy like this, all exposed holding our daughters in it.” He said with a smile then gave the peak of my stomach a kiss before he processed to remove his own shirt.

I smiled and ran my hands down his bare muscular chest then stopped above his pants and locked his gaze with a smirk and started to undo them. Once his belt, zipper, and buttons were undone he stopped me, then undid my pants and pulled them down to my ankles along with my boxers; leaving me exposed and cold. I shivered for a moment before Gerard’s warms hands started to run up and down my body.

“What’s wrong baby?” He asked full of concern.

“Cold.”

“Then let me warm you.” He offered then lowered his body on mine then pulled the blanket over me. “Better?”

“Much.” I said then wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down for a long and heated kiss.

He pulled away; much too quick for my pleasure if I may say so, then pulled his own pants and boxers off before reaching over to the table next to the bed and grabbing the lube. He squirted some on his fingers then made me pull my knees almost up to my ears and slowly started to push his fingers inside of me, stretching me out. When he added a third I was pushing myself against his fingers wanting him to be inside of me already.

“Ready baby?” He asked.

“Yes.” I said really quickly, making me chuckle.

He put some more lube all over his dick then slowly started to push into me; no matter how many times this man and I have sex, I will never get used to how thick and long his dick is. He gave me a few minutes to adjust to him before he slowly started to push in and out of me, each tm expertly hitting my prostate. I threw my head back and let out some pretty slutty moans as Gerard increased his pace and was fucking me as fast as he could.

“I’m gonna cum!” I yelled out and within seconds he wrapped his hands around my throbbing cock and started to pump me. Not long later I was screaming out his name while I came and he did the same.

“I love you baby.” He whispered in my ear as he lay next to me and pulled the blanket over up.

“I love you to.” I said with a smile on my face.

Notes

So I've been having a lot of panic attacks lately and it really sucks :/ Well enjoy the update

Till next we meet my killjoys