I'm Not Okay

When Ray pulled into my drive way I ran out of the car and threw up into the plants. Gerard came over and rubbed my back until I stopped; when I did I had a horrible taste in my mouth. Gerard have me a sad smile then pecked my forehead, by now Ray was coming up varying Bryce in his car seat and Mikey was carrying my diaper bag.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Ray asked.

"Peachy." I answered.

"Okay well I don't wanna catch whatever bug you have so I'll see you guys later." Ray said then handed Bryce over to Gerard, waved bye to Mikey and I, then left.

"Do you guys want me to stay around for a bit?" Mikey asked as we got into the living room.

"We're good, thank though little brother." Gerard said then hugged Mikey bye.

"Bye Gee, feel better Frank." When he bent down to peanut and tickled him a bit before leaving.

Gerard took peanut out of his car seat and started to play with him. I gave them a weak smile before leaving to go brush my teeth; after I did I still wasn't feeling well. Not like morning sickness sick but just unwell. I decided to lay down on my bed and close my eyes. I wasn't asleep or anything, just resting my eyes, a few minutes later I heard Gerard come in.

"Hey baby look, that lazy man over there taking a nap is daddy." He said in a baby voice.

"Is this what you do when you think I'm asleep? Trash talk me to the baby?" I said with my eyes still closed.

"I knew you were awake." He said, my eyes were still closed as he got in the bed.

"I don't feel good." I told him then cuddled into his side. I felt Bryce on his chest so I ran my hand over his sides, tickling him a bit. He started kicking around on Gerard laughing.

"Hey okay dad's getting hurt." Gerard said holding my hand still so I wouldn't tickle our son anymore.

"He's four months old, how is he hurting you?"

"I am a weak man." He said then pecked my lips.

"That's what everyone wants to hear their boyfriend say." I said, I heard him laugh.

"When's your next appointment?" He said running his hand down to my belly.

"About a week, I wanna see her twice a month."

"Okay, so tomorrow I have a phone meeting with my lawyer, Lynz, and Lynz's lawyer."

"Then why don't you just go? We'll be fine." I said taking Bryce and cuddling him while he blabbed on about god knows what.

"I could be gone for like two seconds and you might fall down the stairs and crack your head open and no one can help you, I'm staying with you."

"I'm pretty sure I didn't fall down the stairs last time I was pregnant."

"Yeah but there was only one in there, now there are two mini me's."

"Mini you?"

"Yeah, look at how much this little guy looks like me." He said pulling up peanut and pulling on his face. Bryce must have thought it was the funniest thing ever because he laughed his ass off.

"Have you fed him?"

"Nope."

"Then go feed him. I want a nap."

"Well someone's pregnant." He said then reached under the bed to hand me a water bottle. I took it then stuck my tongue out at him; after I heard him walk away I closed my eyes to get some sleep.

***

"Baby." Gerard said against my ear as he peppered kisses up and down my neck.

"Baby wake up." He said as he ran his hands up and down my sides.

"I'm up." I said as I rolled over to face him, when I did the tangled his hand into my hair and placed a loving kiss on my lips.

"Wanna have sex?" He asked.

I took a deep breath as I stared at him and bit the inside of my cheek.

"Why not?"

"You're so enthusiastic." He mumbled before climbing on top of me and tangling his hands in my hair while he kissed me.

"Shutup and fuck me." I mumbled against his lips. I was about to shove my tongue down his throat but he pulled away from me.

"I don't fuck people I love, I make love to them." He told me then kissed my cheek.

"Make love to me." I told him

"Gladly."

He kissed me again before removing my pants along with my shirt, leaving me only in my boxers. He started to palm me as I tore off his clothes so we were both in our boxers.

"Gerard." I moaned when he pulled off my boxers and my hard dick sprung free.

"I'm gonna make you feel so good baby." He said as he reached over to the nightstand and pulled out condom and lube.

"I don't think you need a condom babe, I'm already pregnant."

"All true." He said as be out the condoms back and slicked his dick up with lube.

"Gerard come on." I said as I pawed at his chest.

"I gotta prep you babe." He said as he slicked up his fingers and entered two of them in me and started to finger me.

"T-tease." I moaned out as he hit my prostate. He added a third finger inside of me and I hissed in pain.

"Are you okay?"

"You're won’t be okay if you don't do me already." I growled at him.

"How romantic." He said before he pushed himself inside me.

It took me a minute to get used to him because it's been awhile since we last slept together. But when I nodded telling him he could move, I felt complete bliss as he pounded lightly into my prostate. I clawed his back and begged him to go harder. As much as I could tell he wanted to go harder her wouldn't, he didn't wanna hurt he babies; apart of me was happy he was so caring but that was blinded by my sex drive.

"Gerard!" I yelled out and grabbed my dick and started to pump myself.

My hand was smacked away by his own and he began to pump me.

"Oh shit faster gee faster!" He soon began pumping as fast as he could and I was screaming out his name like my life depended on it. Soon I felt myself tighten around his member and without any warning I came all over his hand and stomach, not long later he came deep inside of me and we both rode our self so out. When we were done he collapsed down on me and sloppily kissed me.

"I love you." I told him.

"I love you to." He said then kissed me.

I snuggled into his side and we were about to fall asleep when we heard peanut crying through the baby monitor.

"Your son is crying." I told him.

"He's your son to." He said as he nudged me.

"I carried him." I nudged him back.

"He peed in my mouth." He nudged me again.

"I'm carrying your twins." I said pushing him off the bed.

"Fine you win." He said getting up and putting on a pair of sweat pants.

"Wash your hands!" I called as he left the room.

Notes

Tada! I got my cavity drilled and now I cant feel the bottom left half of my mouth

Till next we meet my killjoys