I'm Not Okay

“I don't know Gerard...." I said as I made room for him in the tub, once he was in he wrapped one of his arms around my waist and pulled me close to him, he used his other hand to pour some of the warm water on me.

"You need to relax, and sex is a great way to relax." He said as he started to kiss my neck, when he found my sweet spot I let out a moan and I felt him smirk against my neck, soon I felt his hard on against my back.

"You're so fucking sexy; just you moaning makes me hard." He said as he continued to attack my neck with kisses, he also proceeded to rub his hard on against back.

"G-Gerard." I begged as I started to get painfully hard.

"Yes baby?"

"Please fuck me." I begged.

"Are you sure?" He asked.

"I swear Gerard if you don't do something soon you'll be-" I cut myself off with a moan when Gerard wrapped his hand around my own hard dick and pumped me a few times.

"Not here baby, in the bed." He said, it was funny how quickly we both jumped out of the tub and into the bedroom.

I was about to jump on the bed but Gerard got to me first and grabbed me from around the waist, picked me up, and threw me on the bed and landed on top of me seconds later. When he landed on me his lips instantly found mine and he shoved his tongue inside my mouth with no warning or permission; his hips also began to dig into mine creative beautiful friction. I clawed at Gerard's back as I felt myself get close. But as soon as I felt myself get there he pulled away and left my body cold, I whimpered in protest.

"Not yet Frankie, I need to be inside you before you come." He whispered to me as he reached into the side table to grab some lube.

"Then you better hurry, we both know I don't last very long" I told him he laughed at me as he squirted some on his fingers then spread my legs.

"Gerard." I whined, I didn't want to be stretched I wanted to be fucked.

"I don't wanna hurt you, so deal with it." He told me.

He slowly stuck one finger inside me and slowly started to finger fuck me, when he added the second and I tightened against his fingers and grabbed the bed sheets.

"See what I mean?"

"We can stop this right now." I warned him.

"Sorry." He mumbled and started to scissor me. When I stretched out far enough he covered his dick in the lube and spread my legs.

"Safe word is still mango, okay?"

I nodded.

"Frank I need you to tell me that you understand the safe word is mango."

"The safe word is mango." I responded.

"Good."

I took a deep breath as I felt him press into me; it had been so long I forgot how much it hurt. I whimpered and started to squirm around, but I couldn't move much because Gerard held my hips down. After a little bit of pushing he stopped and I whimpered as I waited for the pain to go away. When it did I nodded and he pushed the rest of him inside me. My god why did he have to be so long and thick? It fucking hurts. After he was completely inside me he waited until I nodded, when I did he slowly pulled himself out and pushed himself back in. He kept going in at different angles until he found a spot that made me scream out in pleasure. He smirked down at me and whispered bingo before he kept hitting the spot over and over again. It didn't take long of his meaty member pounding into my prostate before I yelled out I was close. I could tell Gerard was close to because his thrusts were starting to get sloppy. And just to throw it in his face I was lasting just as long as he was.

"P-please touch me." I begged.

Seconds latter Gerard's hand was wrapped around my achy cock and he began to pump me like out lives depended on it.

"FUCK GERARD!" I screamed as I came on our stomachs, not long later he came inside of me. We both rode out each other out before he collapsed on me. It took a couple of deep breaths before he pulled out of me and kissed my lips.

"I love you so much." He said as he wrapped his arm around me and pulled me close to him before he fell asleep quickly.

I didn’t get the chance to say it back though, I was too busy focusing on the fact he had forgotten to wear a condom…

Notes

So this is 200 words short of what I like my chapters to be and not the best smut so I added in a little twist at the end to make you guys happy. Comment/Rate/Subscribe

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