You're Eyes are Getting Tired

I had so much I wanted to say but I knew I had blown it. Frank might not talk to me anymore. I ran my hands through my hair, then jumped back onto my own roof, and crawled in my bedroom window.
I collapsed on my bed and let out a few tears. I was so angry at myself. If I had just defended Frank, none of this would be happening. He would be talking to me, and I wouldn’t be sobbing on my bed. I pulled out my phone. I had a few missed calls from Cass. I had been ignoring her since I got home. I was so pissed at her. She hurt Frank and ruined my chances with him.
No, she didn’t ruin my chances with him…. I did. I kissed him even though I was still dating Cass and she had the right to be angry. But at me, not him.. He didn’t do anything.
I sighed and closed my eyes, and waited for sleep to come.

It never did, and I found myself lying there awake as the sun came up. I rubbed my eyes, then sat up and checked my phone. I had more missed calls from Cass, and a few texts. I texted her back to let her know I would talk to her when I got to school. I got up, and took a quick shower, then dried my hair and put on a Rolling Stones shirt, black skinny jeans and my signature boots and leather jacket.
I grabbed my keys and helmet and walked out the door. I saw Frank walking out of his house as I walked over to my bike.
“Do you want a ride?” I asked him as he walked by. He didn’t even look at me. He just kept walking. “Guess that’s a no.” I muttered, then got on my bike and started it up. “Last chance!” I yelled out to him. He flipped me off, and kept walking. I rolled my eyes, then drove past him, and all the way to school.

First period was awful. Every time I tried to talk to him, he would put his headphones in. It was making me feel like shit, and I knew what I needed to do. I need to break up with Cass. I don’t think I can, though. If I broke up with her and started dating a guy, eveyone would judge me. Cassidy would hate me, and I would lose a lot of my “friends.” But on the plus side, I would get to be with Frank. I really do want to be with Frank, I just don’t know if I’m ready to lose everything else.

Finally it was lunch, and I had to talk to Cassidy.
I found her at our usual table, smoking a cigarette. I walked over to her, and took it. I took a long drag, then handed it back at her and blew the smoke in her face. She looked over at me and I noticed how bad she looked. She looked like she had been crying. Her nose was red and so were her cheeks. “Babe, I’m so sorry.” I said. She rubbed her eyes and started crying again. I wrapped my arms around her and held her. “Y-You cheated on me.” She stuttered. “I know, baby, I know. I’m so fucking sorry. I don’t know why I did it. I’ll never do it again. Promise.” Her eyes met mine. “Can you forgive me?” I asked her. She looked hesitant, but then she smiled and nodded. I pressed my lips to hers, and we pretty much made out for like five minutes. I pulled away and smiled at her, then I turned back to face my food. I looked up and saw Frank. He was staring at me with tears in his eyes. He got up from his chair and left. “Cass, I’ll be right back. I gotta pee.” I said, then got up and walked out the same door as him. The second I turned the corner, I felt Frank’s lips on mine, and his hands were running through my hair. Without even thinking, I put my hands to his face and melted into the kiss. I pulled away and looked at him. “Fuck Frank. We can’t do this shit. I told Cass that I’m not gonna do this anymore.” He raised his eyebrow. “Then why did you kiss me back?” He asked me. I smiled and shrugged. “I can’t resist you. You’re absolutely fuckin perfect. I have no clue why I didn’t notice you before I started dating Cass.” He smiled then connected his lips with mine again. “Gerard, I noticed you so long ago. You’ve been on my mind for years. To be honest, all of this feels like a dream.” I was about to say something when I heard the cafeteria doors open. I turned to see who it was. I peeked around the corner and saw bright orange hair, It’s Cassidy. I turned around to face Frank, and he was gone. I looked around, then turned the corner. “There you are!” She smiled. “Yep, here I am!”

Notes

Omgee I'm sorry I took so long on this update. Hopefully it will be more consistent. Anyway, Please comment! Love reading them!!!
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