Snap shot

Gerard's pov

it had been three weeks since I'd talked to frank. I was avoiding him at all costs but mikey was doing a good job of keeping him away from me too.

Every time I even come near Mikey now he calls me something under his breath and hurts me at any chance he gets. Last week he 'accidentally' gave all my clothes to good will because 'he thought I'd like helping the poor'

now I have a total of two outfits and almost no layers, which is getting really hard to deal with. Moms pointed out that I looked thinner a few times, not anything bad just like a positive thing but Mikey's noticing I'm losing weight too. he had to set the table the other day and when he set my plate down he whispered in my ear that he knew I couldn't eat much but to 'at least try'

My eating has basically now stopped completely. I even stopped taking the pills. I can't cut anymore because I need money and have to start doing the adult shoots again. I have a shoot today and Im hoping it will be quick and well paying.

As soon as I got to the studio I explained that I wasn't doing any nude shoots and just something sexy with jeans on to James, but I didn't tell him it was because my thighs were cut open and only half healed.
James was mad at me but eventually gave in. I was supposed to be doing a shoot with some other guy but he wasn't here and I was freaking out.

"Hey gee if that other dude doesn't show I'm not paying you for a shoot unless your naked." James said "I'm heading to the bathroom when I get back either be here or don't. It's up to you if want the money or not" he said

i had no way of finding another model in time and I was just about to leave when someone called my name.

"Gee?"

I turned around and saw frank standing in the door way.
"Frank what the fuck are you doing here?!" I asked.

"I wanted to talk to you and apologize for kind of invading your privacy last time we talked with the scars and stuff...and I couldn't get to you with Mikey around so I figured you'd be here." he said walking over to me.

"frank I-"

"hey is this the other model?" James asked walking back in. Before I even answered he just smiled
"great lets get the shoot rolling just start out staring at each other okay."

"Gerard what's going on?" Frank asked.

"He thinks your the other model I'm supposed to be shooting with."

"What!? I'm not doing that-"

"frank if he finds out your back here and not for the shoot he'll freak out that you'll tell the cops about his business."

"This is illegal?!" Frank hissed at me.

"It's child pornography dumbshit of course it is just please play along frank I can't lose this job. I need the money and I promise no nudity is going to happen today."

"but-"

"aright now kiss." James said

"Gerard I can't-" he started but I cut him off by doing what James said and kissing him.

Frank froze and I was praying he wouldn't freak out. He just stood there while I grabbed his face and kissed him filthily for the camera.

"beautiful!" James complimented.
"okay gee take of your shirt then his."

I ripped mine off and franks eyes widened at my stomach I guess he forgot what it looked like, and just how fat it was.
I grabbed the hem of his and he just shot me a 'don't do it' look.

I mouthed a sorry at him and pulled his shirt off. Franks body was gorgeous. I wish I had his body it was so perfect. He was muscular, had abs and he was pale but it was attractive not ghostly pale.

"Okay kiss his torso." James called out breaking me from my staring.

frank was just standing very still watching me. I got down on my knees and began kissing his stomach. I felt frank tense and heard his breathing hitch. I ignored it and kept going with what James was telling me.

"Alright Gerard you positive you want clothes left on?"James asked me.

I nodded and he sighed."alright let's get a shot of you unbuttoning his pants and looking up at him and then one more of you two kissing."

I went un-did the button on franks pants and looked up at him. I didn't undo the zipper even though James said to because I could tell frank was commando. Frank was blushing immensely but also looked...scared? worried?

"okay do the kiss and were done." James said.

I stood up and cupped his face pulling him in for one final kiss tongue and all for the picture. When I pulled away franks eyes were huge.

"Okay here's both of your cuts." James said handing me and frank each an envelope containing cash. "I'll see you next week gee and I hope to see more of your friend." He said before leaving.

I quickly ran and threw my shirt on then went to leave.
"Gerard wait!" Frank yelled chasing after me.

"No." I said quickly turning around. "We're not talking about this. It never happened but I will say thank you for helping me out." I said gesturing towards the money envelope.
"I'll still talk to you to keep your mouth shut to Mikey for the deal but not about this, not about today. Ever."

"But-"

"bye frank."

Notes

Shits happening. BY THE WAY I WENT TO WARPED TOUR YESTERDAY AND MET OF MICE AND MEN

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