Snap shot

When I woke up I felt better than I had in a long time I was wrapped in blankets and frank was cuddling up to me. His skin was warm and soft. I placed a kiss on his forehead and he looked up at me smiling.

"Why are you so happy?" I asked smiling back.

"I just got laid, who wouldn't be happy?" He said smirking at me.

"You make it sound like you had a one night stand." I joked stroking the side of his face.

"Gerard this is not a one night stand." He said suddenly very serious. "I'm not going to dump you like Bert. I wasn't trying to talk to you or have sex with you as part of a bet, I did it because I really like you." he said staring into my eyes

"I know." I whispered because I did. I trusted frank enough to tell him everything and have sex with him even though I was still severely broken inside.

Last night after we had finished we had been cuddling and frank examined my scars, every single one of them, and he just kept telling me how beautiful I was, which is something I hadn't heard in a long time.

"Fucccccckkkkk." I heard someone groan out from the hallway upstairs and then I realized it was mikey.
"gerrrrrarrred open up I need an Advil and you have em all." He said obviously hungover as he continually banged on my door at the top of the steps.

"Frank go stand over there where he can't see you. I'm going to run the pills up to him but just in case he falls or something I don't want him to see anything." I said quickly as I grabbed the Advil out of my nightstand and ran up to mikey after sliding on boxers.

I opened the door and handed the bottle to mikey and went to shut it but mikey stopped me. "Dude moms gonna kill me can I hide down here please?" He asked.

"No mikey." I said harshly.

"Why not?" He asked confused.

"Because it's your fault you got drunk and I don't want you in my room." I told him.

"Come on please mom will literally kill me this time and I promise to be nice." He pleaded squinting his eyes from his obvious headache.

"no." I said and then shut the door in his face not caring if he got into any trouble or not.

"you're a fucking faggot gerard you don't need to be a dick too."mikey said rudely.
Im not going to lie that kinda hurt but I ignored it and went back down to frank after locking the door once again.

"Hey." I said

"hey..." He mumbled.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"I was just thinking...are we ever going to tell anyone?" He asked

"yeah of course-"

"like mikey?" He asked biting his lip.

"frank if we tell mikey I'll never stop getting shit and neither will you." I told him because it was true.

"Gerard Mikey's my friend and I think he'll accept us. I mean he's not exactly the kindest but he is my friend and if we don't tell him we can't ever be an actual couple. We'll just be some secret."

"frank I know youre his friend but you won't be if he finds out your gay and especially if he finds out you're dating me. He'll never talk to you again.
We can always just hang out down here by ourselves without mikey knowing. You just have to be careful coming down here." I said

"Gerard mikey will notice if I stop hanging out with him and don't have a good reason. He'll be able to tell something's up." Frank argued. He had a good point.
Frank spent most of his time with mikey and if he just stopped it'd be noticiable and odd.

"Well when else can we hang out?" I asked.

"see that's the problem if were a secret.
We can't.
the only time I'm not with mikey is if I'm with Jamia and normally that's at the studios....." He trailed off obviously thinking about my shoots.

"Frank tell me what your thinking." I said softly.

"I'm thinking I don't want you to be taking those pictures with other people instead of being my boyfriend." He said quietly.

"Frank you know I-"

"can't quit. I know. Can't you do them alone at least? I mean isn't there anything we can do to maybe make them less frequent and then have them stop eventually?" he asked

"frank I need money for myself and it pays more to be with other guys I'm sorry baby but I don't have any other ideas-"

"what if I did them with you?" Frank said seriously

wait what?

Notes

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