The Light Behind Your Eyes

For the past two months, my eating habits had consisted of sweet tea and chocolate. And hiding out in Pete and Meagan's guest room. Seeing Gerard in the hospital two months ago was hurtful. I guess he wasn't quitting anytime soon. My bump had gotten bigger over the past two months. I knew the My Chemical Romance tour was over. And I knew Gerard was at home alone snorting cocaine off of random bimbo's backs. I had the feeling. And it hurt myself even more which sucked. I have had bad insomnia due to not having Gerard's arms around my waist or his soft touch. But I guess some lucky coked up bimbo was getting that now. I sighed and looked around. "What are you gonna name her?" Meagan asked as she looked through a clothes rack.

On the past two months, Meagan and I grew closer. We were like sisters now. She helped me a lot through the process of pregnancy and heartbreak. I shrugged scrolling further into my Twitter dashboard. "I have no idea." I muttered seeing Gerard had Tweeted about the tour and how fun it was. I sighed and clicked my phone off. "Oh Hun, he's hurting as bad as you, trust me." I couldn't help but wonder if he purposely left all the tweets and pictures of us on Twitter and Instagram or he just didn't bother. I didn't either but that was because I missed him. The word had spread I was pregnant and some people accused me of cheating.

That was when Gerard tweeted about me.

Dear Fans,

It's Gerard Way here and I have a message. If you guys think @rainwentz was cheating and is now pregnant which caused the break up, you're madly wrong. That is my baby that she is carrying but it was also my stupid stupid choice to choose something over family. And she ended it. I deserved it and feel terrible. So she did not cheat and we're just broken up.

Was what it said.

I covered my mouth. "Rain?" Meagan asked. I showed her the tweet. "Aww! Told you he's still madly in love with you." I rolled my eyes before putting my phone in my pocket. "Please." I laughed.

Gerard's POV

I can't believe it. I did it. Over the two months, I quit. I was sober and clean. Now all I had to do was get my girl back. "Are you ready?" Lindsey asked. I gulped and nodded, "Okay. Be safe. And careful, Pete is pissed at you." My eyes widened in fear. "It'll be fine. I'm sure she'll forgive you." I nodded not sure if it was correct or not. I took a deep breath and got in the car and sipped my coffee. Pete's house was about on the other side of Jersey meaning it took over an hour.

I arrived at Pete's side of town at six o'clock in the evening. I took a deep breath. There were two other vehicles there. Meagan and Pete's, Rain's and an unknown one. Most likely Patrick. I went up the steps to the front door and knocked. Pete opened the door making me nervous. "What the fuck are you doing here?" Pete asked, obviously not in favor of me being here. "Nice to see you too Pete. I need to speak to Rain." "She's not here." Psh, liar. "Yeah she is, her car is here. I'm not stupid." "Why don't you just get lost, you obviously love drugs more than my little sister!" He snarled and out of the corner of my eye I could see someone moving towards the door. It looked a lot like Rain especially with her hair and all with what looked like Meagan and Patrick behind her.

"That's why I'm here! I need to talk to her about that!!" I countered. "Like hell you do!" Pete growled and then I felt his fist connect with my face in a hard punch on the corner of my mouth. Instantly, I felt the skin on my bottom lip break and the blood seeped out. Shit he can punch! "PETE!!!!!! What the fuck is wrong with you?!" Rain grabbed him and shoved him back, away from me. "Why are you defending him?! He broke your heart remember?! And he left you when you needed him most!" "That doesn't give you the right to hit him!" She shot back and he countered with, "I have every right you are my little sister! I'm supposed to protect you!" My lip throbbed.

Meagan and Patrick pulled Pete away and scolded him. Rain turned to me, her eyes met mine. "Why are you here?" She asked, but it wasn't as hostile as Pete. Her voice was soft and quiet. "I need to talk to you about four months ago." "It was pretty clear. You'd rather spend your time on drugs and alcohol than with your pregnant girlfriend who asked for one simple thing." She whispered looking away pain in her eyes. "It was stupid of me! I was just too into the drugs I didn't want it to end. And I have to tell you something." I felt my lip throb more through each word and I reached some blood away. And when I did, I winced at the stinging pain.

"Okay, first of all, let's go get your lip cleaned up, and then you can tell me what you need to tell me." She gestured for me to follow her to the bathroom. We went into the bathroom and she made me sit on counter next to the sink. "Okay, I'm clean." I said as she bent down to get a wash cloth from under the counter. She looked up at me, "What does that mean?" She asked slowly. She stood back up and wet the wash cloth with cold water. "After the whole hospital thing, I realized how much I needed you and love you. And I had to do something about it. So I decided to get clean." She pressed the wash cloth to my very bloody lip gently, and it stung some more when she did.

"And then what happened?" "During tour, I threw everything away. Everyone was proud of me and such for giving the drugs up for you. We had a couple shows left and I was scared of how it was going to turn out. But we did good without alcohol and pills. Then I said I would wait until I was done for good to get you. But on tour some girl asked me if I wanted to get it on." I paused causing her to pale a little as she wiped the blood again now it stopped bleeding. "Oh...so you did." My eyes grew with fear, "No, No! I told her that I didn't want to because I was in love with you. And have been for the past ten years. And she will be the girl I will ever be in love with. Which made me want to get back with you even more." I said the last part softly.

Her eyes slowly moved up to meet mine, just after finishing taking care of my lip. "If you don't believe I'm clean then you can ask Lindsey or Missy or anyone." I added reaching for my phone. "No, no, I believe you." Rain said, her voice still soft. She bit her lip and looked lost in thought. I slid off the counter and stood in front of her, feeling the need to wrap my arms around her waist but I didn't know if I should so I fought the urge. "So just to clarify," Rain started, "Do you or don't you love me? And you're willing to take care of this baby. And don't lie." She said. "I promise, I'm not lying to you when I tell you that I love you, more than I thought humanly possible. I murmured finding myself lost in her eyes.

She smiled a little and blushed, and I decided it would be okay if I wrapped my arms around her, so I slid them around her waist and pulled her close. "Good, because I feel the same way." She replied, making my heart race once again as I felt her arms loop around my neck. I smiled back at her tightening my grip around her. I wanted so badly to kiss her, but it was almost like I was afraid. As if she could read my mind, she smirked and said, "Are you gonna kiss me or not?" I laughed and chewed on my bottom lip. She rolled her eyes and grabbed me by the collar of my leather jacket and pulled my downwards, and I felt our lips crash together. There it was, the familiar sparks, my head was spinning, and my heart was pounding as fast it could go without exploding.

When we broke away, I heard her say, "Please don't ever do that to me again." "I won't. Promise." I said. She smiled gladly and kissed me again. "Wait." I said digging into my pocket and pulling the Infinity necklace out. I put it around her neck and whispered tucking her hair behind her ear, "That's better." We walked back into the living room and Pete stood up. I backed away and Rain stood in front of me. "Look, I'm sorry for punching. Just the heat of the moment." I nodded. "We good?" He asked. "We're good." I nodded. "So," Meagan asked excitedly, "Are you guys back together." I laced my fingers in Rain's soft hand, "Yup." I said popping the 'p.' "Aww great!!" She exclaimed.

"Are you moving back in with him?" Patrick asked. I looked down to her and she nodded quickly. "Of course!" She exclaimed. I smiled to myself. As I helped Rain pack, Bronx ran around in circles around us making us laugh. I zipped her luggage up and rushed it downstairs. I chucked it in the car and took Rain's hand. She hugged everyone. "Thank you for letting me stay Pete." "No sweat!" he said kissing her cheek as she walked away with me. She waved to Bronx and we got in the car.

Over an hour later, Rain and I had settled in and ended up in a make out session on the couch. "Gee, your belt is poking me." She murmured. "That's not my belt." I said kissing her neck. "Oh Gee." She moaned. "C'mon. I'll help with that." She bit her lip and dragged me upstairs. Well this was gonna be good.

Notes

So they're back together!!! How cute! Hmmm..I wonder what Gee is gonna think of when naming the baby lol (hint hint) *cough* Bandit *cough. Well vote and subscribe and comment and you know the drill. Thoughts?

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