Rain's POV

My head snapped up in shock. "P- Patrick?" I stuttered my eyes wide. I haven't seen Patrick since the day I got high. He didn't come back to the house. He looked so different. He did grow a couple inches and he had lost weight. His glasses were gone and he had an attractive face. He smiled showing his pearly whites. "Wow Rain, you've grown." I did, I had gotten a bit taller, not Gerard tall but taller. And I had cut my hair a bit shorter but the color stayed the same. That was mainly it to make me look different. That and the drug's affect. "Damn right it's me Sunshine!" He exclaimed opening his arms. I crawled out of the bed and jumped into them causing him to stumble back. He chuckled before placing me on my feet and kissing my cheek. "I heard what happened with you and Gerard and I just had to come see you. Especially when you're pregnant.I can't miss seeing that." He said with a small smile his eyes trailing down to my stomach.

His eyes softened. "I can't believe he would do that after finding out you're pregnant." He said pursing his lips. Tears filled my eyes and I looked down, "I can't trust anyone anymore. He was the one I loved forever. I thought he was the one! We've been together since Senior year!" I cried falling back into Patrick's warm embrace. He rubbed my shoulder and kissed the top of my head. "I just want to fall into a coma. Forever." I muttered into his chest. "Don't say that!" He exclaimed holding me by the shoulders and looking into my eyes. His eyes reminded me of Gerard's. Hazel and shiny. The corners of my mouth twitched into a frown and my lip quivered. My eyes went teary and that's when it happened.

I felt the heartbreak.

There was a pain in my chest. I clutched it. This was no ordinary heart pain. It was the pieces of my heart touching my chest. And they were sharp pieces. I sat on the bed and groaned. "Are you alright?" Patrick asked in concern. I nodded, "I can feel it. It's my heart. Breaking into a million pieces." He sighed of relief, "It's okay Rain!" He said rubbing my back as I sobbed.

Gerard's POV

The past week was pure hell. We had to cancel three shows due to me losing my voice from crying. And when we did play, I didn't give that much power into it. The fans understood. They supported me. The tour was ending. It was already the end of July and going into August. Close to our anniversary.

The pain in my chest had been getting worse. And I didn't know if it was the overload of drugs and alcohol taking affect, or my heartbreak. But it had gotten worse to the point where I couldn't walk. "Gerard," A voice said. I opened my eyes slowly but did not sit up, it would only put me back down. Frank stood before me, "Let's take you to the doctor's." He said extending his arm for me to take. "I can't get up." I whimpered. "Here." He whispered. He placed a hand on the small of my back and pushed me up. I sat up slowly and groaned in pain. He carefully led me out of the bus and I tripped after groaning in pain and falling face forward into the pavement. "Shit Gerard!" Frank exclaimed. I heard feet hit the ground and he crouched down and helped me up.

I stumbled after him as he made his way to the car. He pushed me in gently and I didn't bother to move and put my seatbelt on. He started to drive and my eyes were closed not caring what I saw. The car came to a halt and I fluttered my eyelids open. Frank was already at my side and leading me into the hospital. He went to the front desk as I sat down. I saw a girl with lavender hair just like Rain's. "There are so many other fucking colors and you pick that?!" I snapped at her. She looked terrified and Frank laughed nervously before explaining, "Ex has the same colored hair." Her face softened slightly and she nodded. "Gerard Way?" A nurse called. "I can't move." I said loud enough for her to hear.

"Get a wheelchair please." She demanded. I was moved into another chair as Frank wheeled me along side the nurse. She weighed me and checked my height. It was super hard to do yet we did it. I sat back down and was wheeled into a room. Frank helped me up onto the bed and the nurse looked at him, "The doctor shall be here in a few." She smiled softly. The door shut and I doubled over in pain. Frank patted my back. The more the minutes past, the pain increased and traveled to my head. I felt dizzy and tired suddenly. My head throbbed and I winced. Frank noticed it because he rushed, "What? What is it?!" "It's going..to my..." I couldn't speak anymore. So I just crookedly pointed to my head and groaned.

The door swung open and the doctor sat in a chair with wheels in front of Frank and I. "Okay," He said with a click of his pen. I heard shuffling of papers and he cleared his throat echoing in the room making me wince. "Sorry. Okay Gerard, oh wow okay!" He exclaimed. "What?" Frank asked in shock. "You have lost a couple of pounds. I guess that's good. Not sickly but alright." he said more to himself than to Frank. "Alright let's check that ticker how old are you Mr. Way?" He asked pushing me to the wall and placing the stethoscope on my heart. "26." I whimpered. "Hmmm." He moaned through pursed lips. He checked my eyes and hmmed again. "Okay, let's get a blood test going." He said before standing and grabbing a bag.

Fuck.

He pulled out the needle and tubes and I whimpered. "It's okay Gerard." "No! It's not okay! I hate needles!!" I snapped quietly. "It will be fast, slight prick." He said before injecting me with the needle and I flinched. "Stay still please." The doctor ordered. Frank held me still and I could just feel the blood pumping out of my veins. Dear Lord, I was gonna faint. Finally, he pulled the needle out and I hissed in pain. The nurse came in and he handed the packet of my blood to her. She scurried out and we waited. The clock ticked and the more it made me groan. "Get him in the ER!" The nurse screeched. "What what is it?!" "He's got alcohol poisoning!" She informed quickly. "Alright get a room ready and get some doctors!" He boomed taking action and a bed came bursting through.

"Fuck Gerard!" Frank murmured. "I'm calling the guys and Rain." He said pulling his phone out. "No!" I snapped being pulled into the bed. "You do not call Rain!" "She's going to be worried sick! She still loves you! Good luck!" He called pressing the phone to his ear. I was put into a room and hooked up to IV's. They shouted and ordered things. Then, bam, I was out like a light.

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I opened my eyes and looked up. The bright lights made me slam my eyes shut and they opened again. I pushed myself up and looked around. Frank was sitting in a chair on his phone. "F- Frank." I croaked. He shot up. "Shit Gerard thank God!" he hugged me tightly. "You're okay now. They just had to pump the poison out." He said. I nodded slowly. "Let me go get the guys." My heart froze, "Is she here?" I asked quietly. He looked at me sincerely, "Yeah, I'm sorry man she had to know. And when she found out, she took the first plane from New Jersey to here. I told you she still loves you. Just, you guys are broken up." I sighed and looked down as Frank disappeared. I really didn't want the girl I love to see me like this. Especially since I want her back and she's pregnant.

The door creaked from opening and Bob came in followed by Ray. Mikey was nowhere. Thinking he didn't want to see me due to disappointment, I asked, "Mikey hates me huh?" Frank shook his head. "NO!" "Of course not!" A voice said entering the room. I shot a look and Mikey walked in smiling. "Thank God you're alive bro." He smiled hugging me. The door opened shyly and my breath hitched in my throat. It was her. It had to be. Rain entered the room shyly. She was wearing a loose crop top and black skinny jeans. With her Converse. Her bump was poking already. I smiled. That was my kid.

She seemed to be relieved and waved. I waved back. "We're so glad you're okay." Bob breathed out breaking the silence. They all nodded in agreement. Even Rain. Hours passed, and I couldn't take my eyes off of Rain who wouldn't look my way. Her phone started to ring and she left to answer it. "Talk to her." Frank whispered. "Yeah, she has to forgive you." I shook my head, "I'm not going to apologize. I'm going to show her I'm sorry."

They all looked confused when I said,

"Guys, I'm getting clean."

Notes

So damn that happened. Short time skip. It will be two months later. So Rain will be four months. So comment, rate, subscribe you know what to do. And your thoughts would be awesome.

Xoxo,

Killjoy_Love19

Title Credits: Girl That You Love by Panic! At The Disco