You're Beautiful To Me

Things turn heated quickly and I allow Frank to pull the sweater over my head, throwing it away in the dark and his hands trail down to work on sliding my pants off, my own hands trailing up and down Franks back, scratching his skin slightly and causing him to groan into the kiss. As I lift my hips so Frank can get my pants and boxers off his lips trail down to my neck, kissing and biting and sucking on the flesh and I groan out loudly, my eyes rolling back into my head a little and Frank pulls back and whispers "Shh babe don't wake Miles" and I bite my bottom lip against more loud moans as he starts working on my neck again, his fingers brushing over the head of my dick as his fist wraps around me and he starts pumping me slowly, not enough to get me off, just enough to tease me. "Frankie" I groan out softly and he chuckles before whispering back "Yeah baby?" "Fuck me, now" I demand and he chuckles again before saying "Someone's awfully demanding tonight." Lust takes over and I knock him off me, rolling us over so I'm on top, leaning down to kiss him again while I reach out, my hand fumbling in the dark until my fingers find the bottle of lube in the open drawer beside the bed. I break the kiss to sit up, pouring some lube into my hand and reaching down behind me to slick up Franks dick before dropping the bottle on the mattress beside us and pushing myself up, lining up with him and sinking down onto his dick, feeling it stretch me open as he goes deeper and deeper until I'm sitting against his hips and he can't get any deeper. "Oh fuck baby" Frank groans out and I go still for a moment, giving myself a chance to adjust before I start bouncing and grinding in his lap and he sits up, wrapping his arms around my waist as I work myself on his dick, our chests rubbing together as he slides a hand up my back and into my hair, clenching it into a fist and forcing my head forward so he can seal our mouths together again and we keep working together, Frank bucking his hips up to meet my pace until I am so close I can practically taste it but just as Franks fingers wrap around my dick a small squeal sounds through the baby monitor on the bedside table and Anna starts to cry, loud sobs mixed in with a few sad "da's" and I sigh as Frank grips my hips and guides me off his lap. I sit on the bed beside him and as he flicks the lamp on I grab the sheet and pull it around myself so he can't see my disgusting naked body and he says "Sorry baby, I'll be right back." I watch as he climbs out of bed and pulls on his boxers again, listening as he goes to the bathroom and washes his hands quickly before going into Anna's room and I can hear him in the monitor cooing to her and softly talking as he tries to calm her down but nothing is working and she continues to cry. I get out of bed and pull my pants and sweater back on, climbing back in as Frank comes back and I hold my arms out, Frank handing me Anna. Once she's in my arms she lets out another pathetic sounding "Da" and I sigh as I say "Yeah Anna daddy's here," shifting us around so I'm laying down on my side with her curled up against my chest and Frank climbs back into bed with us, spooning up behind me as he turns the light out again and we all slowly fall asleep, me still holding Anna and I fight off sleep until I hear her breathing even out.

The next morning I wake up with Anna still snoring softly beside me, my arms around her, holding her close and Frank is laying behind me with Miles laying on his chest making small babbling noises and Frank gently tickles his sides. I lay there and enjoy family time for a while before I start to feel like I'm suffocating and I gently move Anna away and climb out of bed, ignoring Franks calls as I run down the hallway and into the bathroom, locking myself in and sinking to the floor, my knees pulled up to my chest as I start to hyperventilate, Matts voice ringing through my head, telling me I'm fat and worthless and I deserve what he put me through, small flashes of my dream last night rattling around in my brain and I let out a pained whine as I start to break apart, Frank banging frantically on the bathroom door causing me to jump and whimper loudly again.

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